Sex.
It was something that all the boys thought something different of.
Logan was afraid of it. Afraid of sin. But GOD did he want it- like any other teenage boy his age. Sometimes he felt he may explode.
Carlos's desire was strong. He wanted it. But he knew Logan wouldn't go for it "till they're married". He had pretty much given up trying.
James had always been a nymphomaniac. Before Kendall, he'd done all sorts of things with all sorts of girls. He loved it.
Kendall liked sex. He liked it a lot. And all he had to so is shut the door and James was into it. But he didn't really get in the mood much- he preferred sitting around and talking- cuddling. But he never turned down James.
It was Christmas break. Finally. Mr. and Mrs. Garcia would be out for the night- they were going to Carlos's aunt's house.
Logan and Carlos were in Logan's room- Logan was writing on Carlos's hands with pen absentmindedly as the Breakfast Club played on the TV. It was girly, but it was Carlos's favorite. Carlos was on the bed, Logan on the floor.
"What the hell're you writing- a frickin' BOOK?" Carlos laughed.
"Yeah." Logan laughed, biting his lip. Actually, he was just drawing random things like tubes of toothpaste and dancing lemons.
"What's with you today?" Carlos asked. "You're all hyper and stuff."
"It's Christmas break!"
Carlos grinned and snatched his hand away, giggling at the drawings. Logan got up and plopped down next to Carlos, head propped up on an elbow.
"D'you ever miss your parents?" Carlos asked.
"My mom? Yes. My dad? Hell no." Logan said. "But let's not talk about depressing stuff."
"What else are we supposed to talk about?" Carlos asked.
"Let's just- not talk." Logan suggested and leaned over to press his lips to Carlos's.
James laid sprawled out on his bedroom floor, staring at the ceiling fan.
"Wassa matter, Babycakes?" Kendall asked, coming into the room. He had let himself in.
"Mom TOLD me she was coming home tonight." James groaned. "But she just called and said she isn't."
Kendall closed the door gently and made his way over to James to straddle him.
"That's rough." he said, pouting.
"C'mon, Kendall. I'm not in the mood." James mumbled.
"I don't believe that." Kendall smiled, putting a hand on the floor on either side of his boyfriend's head, and leaning down to kiss James. His golden bangs brushed James's forehead- his own hair pushed back.
"Kend-"
"I wanna try something tonight." Kendall said, kissing James again. "I wanna- I wanna take it rough."
"Rough?"
"I want you to pull my hair and make me scream." Kendall whispered into James's lips, caramelly green eyes lazy on James's. "I want you to make me hurt."
"I can't hurt you, babe." James said, and Kendall knew he was in.
"Please?"
"No way!"
"PLEEASE?"
"I'm scared that I'll get carried away."
"I wouldn't want you to NOT get carried away."
"Why?"
"It's just an experiment."
James grinned and nodded. "Okay."
"Loge, what the hell're you DOING?" Carlos laughed as Logan's long fingers unbuttoned his jeans.
"I want you to touch me." Logan said breathlessly, hungrily kissing Carlos's neck. Okay- this was hot- Carlos couldn't help but get turned on.
"Who the HELL are you and what have you done with my sweet, innocent boyfriend?" Carlos giggled.
"Take off your pants, too." Logan said against Carlos's neck.
"Nope."
"Why?"
"Cause I've never shown anyone my dick before. Well- James saw it once. Accidentally. But-"
"Just take em off." Logan pleaded, pulling back to show wide, shiny black eyes.
"You do it." Carlos said.
Logan bit his lip with a smile and quickly pulled Carlos's jeans off over his cast, then his own. Then he positioned his legs between Carlos's- Carlos's legs around his waist, as they kissed.
"I love you- so much." Logan said, kissing Carlos's jaw, breath hot against the Latino's skin.
"Me too." Carlos said, heart beating a million miles a second.
"Are you scared?" Logan asked.
"No. Are you?" Carlos squeaked.
"No way."
"Good."
Logan's hand wondered down to Carlos's boxers and he oh-so lightly brushed his fingertips over the outline of his semi-hard cock. Carlos drew in a shaky breath of ecstasy as goosebumps prickled his skin and he closed his eyes. Logan grinned and took his hand away to kiss Carlos's collarbone and take off their shirts.
Carlos unconsciously bucked his hips up and rubbed himself on Logan's own hardening cock.
"Who's in charge here?" Logan giggled.
"It's a mutual thing." Carlos said breathlessly.
"I bet this feels better without underwear on, right?"
"I'm fine."
Logan grinned and tried taking off Carlos's underwear, but Carlos wouldn't let him.
"Turn out the light." Carlos begged.
"What? I wanna see you."
"Then.. Leave on the closet light."
Logan sighed and did so, then stripped off both their underwear. Then returned to his original position. He kissed Carlos's neck and collarbone sensually until Carlos got impatient and looped to hands around both of their cocks and thrust slowly.
Carlos's head fell back in pleasure- the warmth and hardness of Logan on the bottom side of his cock and the tightness of his hand on the top. Logan let out a groan and thrust in himself. {no, he didn't thrust his penis into his own butthole. reading through this, i realized that that's what it seemed like, but i couldn't figure out a better way to word it. :DD}
After only a short while of this, Logan quickly stopped and pulled out of Carlos's hands.
"I almost-"
"I want you." Carlos said hungrily, black eyes wanting. He pulled Logan back to him and kissed him passionately.
"In my room- the drawer with all my pencils in it. There's a bottle of lube that I found after Javi left. Go get it." he whispered.
James tossed Kendall on his big bed and roughly turned him onto his back.
"Call me Mr. Diamond." he growled. "Or master. Whichever works for you. The safe word is shoestring."
Kendall cocked a brow at James as he tore off his own shirt, showing Kendall those prefect abs that drove him nuts. Then he unbuttoned his pants and dropped them, revealing navy blue briefs with a steady bulge in them.
James moved to his blonde captive and tore off his shirt and pants. Then he leaned forward and kissed Kendall- Kendall attempting to touch James's stomach.
"No touching." James said, bunching up Kendall's hands and holding them above Kendall's head.
"Yes sir." Kendall said like a soldier.
James smirked and let go of Kendall's hands and take off Kendall's boxers and kiss down Kendall's pale chest and stomach to the tangle of golden pubic hair. With that, he pulled at a few, making Kendall wince and say "no!"
After a while of torture this way, James took firm hold of Kendall's cock and opened his mouth at the tip of it, just holding it there, staring mischievously up at Kendall.
"Do it." Kendall pleaded.
"Who's the master here?"
"You."
"That's right."
With that, James got up and rummaged through some desk drawers, finally retrieving a larger silver flash card ring.
"What's that?" Kendall asked. James bit his lip and unclasped it, then clasped it around Kendall's base. Perfect fit.
"What-?"
"You'll see." James giggled, then plunged the cock into his mouth.
When Kendall tried to guide James's head- the way he always did, James would stop, yell at Kendall, maybe tug on a few pubic hairs, and continue his work.
"My turn." James growled, getting up and pointing to the ground before him. Kendall obediently knelt before him. James tied Kendall's hands in front of him with a bandanna and smirked at Kendall.
"Blow me."
Kendall nodded with a grin and put the big cock into his mouth- head bobbing.
"Look me in the eyes when you suck my cock, baby." James growled, pushing Kendall's bangs from his eyes roughly. Kendall's caramelly green eyes raised to James's hazel ones, not with fear, but with challenge.
"Put it all the way in." James demanded. Kendall attempted, but James got impatient and jammed in in the rest of the way, thrusting a few times- Kendall's lips touching his base- making Kendall's stomach lurch. Then James pulled all the way out of Kendall's mouth- a string of saliva following it. Kendall doubled over, coughing helplessly.
"You little pussy." James sneered, looping an arm around Kendall's ribs and jerking him to his feet.
"That hurt like hell." Kendall said as he was forced to his hands and knees on the bed.
"It's not the only thing that's gonna hurt like hell, baby. You just hang on."
Logan nervously squeezed the lubricant onto his cock- fingers shaking- as Carlos spread it on himself in preparation.
"Don't be scared, Loge." Carlos said, putting the lube on the night table and wrapping his arms around Logan's neck. "This'll be fun."
Carlos took hold of Logan's cock, sending tingles up Logan's spine, and guided Logan to his opening. It was sort of awkward as one leg laid stiffly in a cast on one side, the other wrapped around Logan's waist.
"Just thrust in." Carlos whispered into Logan's ear. Logan raised himself up in order to see what he was doing and thrust in- sending screams out of Carlos's mouth.
"Not that fast!" he squeaked.
"I'm sorry! I didn't know!"
Logan waited a minute until Carlos's eyes opened again and he relaxed a little.
"Okay." he said with a nod. "Fuck me."
Logan grinned and looked down again to watch as he slowly thrust in again. And again. And again.
Logan's pulse raced as he gained momentum.
Carlos's breaths came in shallow, shaky bursts as he pulled Logan down to him again. He wrapped his arms around Logan's ribs and breathed in the scent of his boyfriend's hair, Logan's face almost in the pillow below Carlos's head.
"Faster." Carlos breathed.
Immediately Logan's hips sped up and Carlos's nails dug into his back with pleasure.
Logan groaned into Carlos's neck and his hands fell to Carlos's cock as he began pleasuring it. Carlos was overwhelmed with pleasure, groaning and squeezing his fists together. Logan didn't know what a vagina felt like, but it couldn't feel any better than this.
Logan, hips tired and cock throbbing to cum, stopped thrusting and pulling his head back to look at Carlos in the dim light. Carlos's eyes were lazy as he mashed his lips with Logan's. Carlos had NEVER kissed Logan this way. Sure- they had made out. But there was never this level of intensity and desire in it.
"This is so-" Logan said between hungry kisses. "Why haven't we done this before?"
"You tell me." Carlos breathed, kissing Logan more and biting Logan's lower lip lightly.
James only put a bit of saliva on his cock before shoving himself into the bent over Kendall. Kendall's face turned to the ceiling as he screamed in agony. He STILL wasn't used to James's size after so many times.
James didn't wait for his boyfriend to adjust. Normally he did. Normally he went in slow, with lube, and waited. But Kendall DID say he wanted to hurt, so he was gonna hurt, dammit.
"You're so fucking tight." James grunted, holding Kendall's hips tightly as he gained momentum.
"THERE'S A FUCKING REASON FOR THAT!" Kendall screamed, eyes squeezed shut. James was right- he DID get a bit carried away.
"Do you love it?" James grunted.
"NO I DON'T LOVE IT!"
"TELL me you love it."
"No!"
"Say it!" James took a handful of Kendall's hair and dragged the blonde up to his knees to the he could speak in his ear.
"Tell me you love it." he demanded.
"I LOVE IT!" Kendall squealed, a little afraid of this cynical James.
Logan, finally charged up, pressed his forehead to Carlos's and their dark eyes held each other as Logan pulled himself almost all the way out of Carlos and thrust in- hard, making Carlos let out a little cry of both surprise and pleasure.
"Right there." Carlos said, biting his lip and tangling his fingers into Logan's unmade locks. "Do it again."
Logan did it again, and again, and eventually Carlos had to take his forehead from Logan's to restrain himself from exploding.
Logan's pulse raced forward and suddenly he got this strange feeling in his cock. A feeling he had only felt once before.
And suddenly it all came rushing out. He came into Carlos- the warm sensation making Carlos cum.
"I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry." Logan said, eyes wide, pulling out of Carlos. Hot semen oozed from Carlos's opening and Logan tried to wipe it up.
"What're you doing?" Carlos asked, catching his hand.
"I know that men aren't supposed to... Release... Inside-"
"Babe, I don't have ovaries. It's fine." Carlos giggled, sitting up. He took Logan's wrist, staring at the cum on his fingers. Before he could even think, he shoved the fingers into his mouth and sucked the cum off.
Logan ripped his hand from Carlos in disgust.
"CARLOS!" he squeaked. "You'll get sick! You'll throw up!"
"No i won't, Loge. Don't you EVER watch porn?" Carlos smiled, wiping himself to lick more of Logan's seed. "It tastes like- like honey almost."
Carlos looked down to swipe his own cum from his stomach and hold it up to Logan.
"I don't think so."
"Babe, I wouldn't do make you do anything that might hurt you... Just TRY it." Carlos pleaded.
Logan pricked his tongue onto the liquid, tasted it, and immediately stuck the rest in his mouth. Then he laid Carlos down and licked his stomach to be sure he got it all.
"We're gonna have to do that way more often." he grinned as he laid down next to Carlos and pulled the blankets over them. Carlos snuggled into Logan, loving the warmth of their bare chests together, and listened as Logan's heart rate and breathing slowed down.
James looped an arm around Kendall's stomach and held him on his knees.
"Tell me you love ME."
"I love you!"
"I'm sorry, what?" James, thrusting in harder.
"I LOVE YOU!"
"HUH?" still harder.
"I LOVE YOU, MISTER DIAMOND!" Kendall felt like his intestines were being ripped out and it didn't even feel good anymore.
"I love you, too, Mister Knight." James said, satisfied, as he nipped Kendall's ear a little too hard.
"James, I don't wanna play anymore." Kendall whimpered.
"Get on your knees. Quick." James said, pulling out quickly. Kendall had no time- he was tossed off of the bed and struggled to his knees.
Suddenly James's cock was shoved in his mouth. All the way. Kendall gagged as James fucked his mouth, involuntary tears running down his cheeks. Finally he managed to free himself.
"SHOESTRING! SHOESTRING!" Kendall yelled, but was grabbed again and gagged more.
Finally James came. Right into Kendall's throat. But he still didn't stop. Not until adrenaline pumped through Kendall's veins and he forced James away, coughing and trying not to throw up.
He couldn't help it- Kendall let out a sob as he wrapped a sheet around his waist and scurried away to the bathroom- where his choking never turned to vomiting, but came close.
When he came back, James was in his underwear, on the floor, staring absently at the floor. When he saw Kendall, he jumped up.
"I'm so sorry. So, so, so, so sorry." he said helplessly. "That was rape. I just raped you."
"No you didn't." Kendall sighed.
"You even said the safe word and I didn't stop." James said, tears in his eyes. "I'm a god-damned monster!"
"Never again. If you don't DUMP my sorry ass right here right now, we won't EVER do that again."
"So it was a little rough. And it hurt a lot. And I almost puked. But... It was hot." Kendall said, biting his lip. "I don't want to see that demonic James ever again, but I liked calling you Mister Diamond and having you tell me what to do."
James sighed in relief.
"But I'm not gonna gag you. Not gonna rip out your insides with my dick. Not gonna BITE you." James said. "Never again."
"That's what an experiment's for." Kendall said, turning out the light and taking James to the bed, where they laid slept. Kendall would never tell James, but he was genuinely AFRAID of James for quite a while during their little experiment. Afraid that James would actually hurt him if he disobeyed. Afraid that James would choke him to death with his cock. Afraid that his asshole would be permanently damaged.
But, it was an experiment. And now he knows not to tell James that he wants to hurt during sex. No- never again.
But it was fun. For a while anyway. Even if he never came, it was okay. Cause now he was in the REAL James's arms, the safest place he could ever be. And this was his FAVORITE location.
Okay, so I had a different ending. Kendall snuck out while James was in the shower and was all scarred and stuff. then I caught myself- was like "Kaylee, you're doin' in again. you can't be ruining stuff in this story, REMEMBER?" so I changed it. :D
please review! i worked hard on this chapter. sorry it was long.