A/N: I'm really liking Siobhán, and hope you guys are too. I always wanted to be Irish, like literally from Ireland, not have an Irish heritage, I've already got that. Anyway, thanks for the reviews. Sorry for the delay. There was a whole family vacation and no Internet situation. Plus, I've been experiencing writer's block. But that's no excuse, I'm sorry.
Also, because I want to get them together for good sooner, I might just breeze through her visits to UCLA. Don't worry all important details will not be spared, but I won't be describing everything. Like I won't mention that they went to dinner with Chance and he threw food at them. Things like that, I was really just putting in there to make the timing make sense.
After MUCH delay, here is Chapter 15.
Rachel looked around the terminal after her flight had landed, with, again, clothes she did not normally wear. As she strode toward where she expected Jesse to be, she noticed several heads turn. Maybe leather pants, and a tight red top were too much for a plane ride.
She loved the looked on Jesse's face when he saw her though. His eyes got wide and glazed over for a second, before a wide smile full of teeth spread on his face. Although he would never admit it, leather drove him insane. For this reason, Rachel had purchased a special set of underwear. This thought made her already wide smile grow wider.
Jesse swept her up into a spinning hug, and kissed her face all over.
"Oh, I missed you soo much!" he said.
"I missed you more." she said. They kissed each other deeply making all the other travelers look in mixtures of disgust and adoration.
"So, what would you like to do while you're here?" he asked.
"Hrm...I think I can find something to do." she replied.
"Or someone!" he chided. They both laughed as they made their way to his car.
After grabbing an ice cream cone, and getting settled into Jesse's room, Rachel called Siobhán.
Jesse, paced in front of her, as the phone rang.
"Rachel, I need to talk to you about something." ring.
"Yeah. Sure. Just let me tell Siobhán that I made it here safely." ring.
"Rachel, it can't wait." Jesse's eyes were full of pleading.
Siobhán picked up on the third ring."Hello? Rachel?"
"Hey Si! Umm..I'll have to call you back in a few, Jesse wants to talk to me." Rachel responded. Siobhán knew what was about to be discussed, so she didn't argue. She only agreed to talk later and hung up the phone.
"Rachel, I need to talk to you about Mallory."
Jesse had been nervous ever since he picked Rachel up at the airport about this moment. He had been sweating bullets when she decided to call Siobhán, knowing Siobhán would hide nothing from Rachel. In fact, he thought Siobhán might even brag about how badly she beat Mallory. Siobhán was a girl who prided herself in her toughness, and strength.
"Take a seat." he said pointing to the bed. Rachel's face held a grim look. She was fearful that he was going to tell her that he actually did love Mallory and that he wanted to be with her instead of Rachel. But she suffered in silence, as Jesse pulled a chair up in front of her and grabbed her hands, elbows resting on his knees.
"Well, I don't know how I'm going to tell you this, but I have to, so...here goes." Rachel braced herself. "Last week, while you were away, I went to the bar with the guys. Mallory was there. And well,...While I was perfectly sober, I don't think she was. And...well,..."
Rachel was nauseous. She was positive that he was going to say that he had slept with her. That they were going to be together no matter what Rachel did.
"well...she kissed me. But! Siobhán took care of it, after I told her to leave me alone." Now Jesse couldn't stop the word vomit. Before he had struggled with trying to find the words to say to Rachel, now, he was babbling and couldn't stop.
"It didn't mean anything to me and I doubt after what Siobhán did she will ever even look at me again. I'm pretty sure Siobhán broke her nose, really it would be an improvement..."
Jesse babbled on a rage bubbled up in Rachel. She wanted to find Mallory and peel her apart joint by joint. She wanted to savor in the screams of horror and pain Mallory would give off. She want to get back at he for kissing her boyfriend who had told her a million times he wanted nothing to do with her. Rachel was so mad she could curse, and Rachel hardly ever cursed.
Jesse was trying to keep himself out of trouble. "...She cried, but I told her it didn't work on me and then she slapped me..."
This added to Rachel's rage. Mallory had slapped Jesse.
"That BITCH!" Rachel exclaimed, jumping up from the bed and causing Jesse to stop talking. (Finally) "Where the FUCK is she?" Jesse jumped up and locked the door.
"Now Rachel. I think she's had enough trouble. Siobhán beat the shit out of her." Jesse tried to calm Rachel down.
"I don't care! I want to have that whore mounted over my mantle!" Rachel paced around the room, as Jesse leaned against the door protectively.
"Rachel, it doesn't matter anymore, it's taken care of. Calm down, or I won't let you out of this room."
"Hate to tell you this Jesse, but right now is not a good time to threaten me with captivity. OH! I could just rip her to shreds! How could she hit you! I hate this! I wasn't even here to protect you. Or even keep her away! This sucks!" she cried as she rested her head on Jesse's chest. "I wish I was here all the time. Things would be so much easier."
Jesse wrapped his arms around her. "Me too. But Rachel, I think this would have happened even with you here." he shrugged. "It doesn't mean anything, I just thought you should know." Mallory's words rang in Jesse's head. If you tell her, I'll know that kiss meant something. Jesse hoped Rachel wouldn't think this way too.
After catching up with Siobhán and the gang, and going over every detail of what happened with...her, Jesse and Rachel went back to Jesse's room and fooled around. Rachel knew that this trip had to be to one where they...consummated their relationship. She knew that one day a girl would come along that was, in Jesse's eyes, better than Rachel. She felt she definitely couldn't keep him on the hook much longer if she kept her virginity. But tonight was not the night. She would wait until her last day before she headed back to Lima, so he would have that as a lasting impression.
However every night she wore a different lingerie set. Nothing kinky or uncomfortable (like what she had planned for her last night,) but sexy nonetheless.
She slept curled up against Jesse, even though being near him...in the dark...on his bed...all alone...made her nervous.
The next day went the same as most days she visited UCLA. Practice with Bruin Harmony, then lunch with Siobhán, maybe a nap or watching some youtube videos in Jesse's room, Dinner with Jesse, maybe a party or cards with Jesse, then sleep. Most times they fooled around, but tonight they did not.
Jesse noticed the change in her attitude toward the night time. He never expected anything from her, but hoped. And he had never been disappointed by her. Until tonight. Tonight she didn't even wear any of those sexy mesh see-through nightie things, and Jesse liked those. But he didn't want to make Rachel feel like he was forcing or expecting anything from her, so he just sighed and held her close as they fell asleep.
"Tonight's the night." Rachel told Siobhán as she put on the leather lingerie set she had bought. It was nothing like Rachel would normally have picked out, but she knew Jesse would LOVE it. She didn't know if it was the leather itself, or the fantasies that come with leather, but either way it was going to drive him insane.
She had on a leather Peasant Girl Bustier that laced up the front, and shoulder straps that fell over the shoulder. Next she pulled up the leather hot pants that were only held together by some rings, and zipped them closed. Add in a pair of thigh-high lace up leather stiletto boots, and some makeup and Rachel was ready.
"Are you really sure about this? I mean. Are you sure you're ready?" Siobhán whispered into the phone. She was with Bruin Harmony. Richie had called another practice just to make sure the polish on the group was still shiny. Siobhán had wished he had made the practice a little bit earlier than 10 at night, but he said it was really worrying him that they wouldn't be ready for their competition.
"Yes, Siobhán. I don't know if we will last forever but I know that he's the one that I want. He's my first love and I want him to be the one to take my virginity."
"Alright. If you're sure." Siobhán replied. "So what are you gonna wear?"
"I'll send you a pic." Rachel said taking a picture with her phone and sending it to Siobhán.
Siobhán was a little shocked at what she saw. She hadn't pegged Rachel for the kinky type.
"Wow. I didn't realize you were so...umm...dominating." She laughed.
"I'm not but Jesse really likes leather, for some reason." Rachel replied bashfully.
"Well then. He's gonna love it. Good luck! And use protection!" she said sternly, before hanging up the phone. The group had just finished as Jesse was gathering his things.
"Hey Jesse!" Siobhán yelled. "I just spoke to Rachel on the phone. She needs you back right after practice. Says its not an emergency, so take your time but you need to go straight home." Jesse quirked a brow but nodded and thanked her.
Hrm. Wonder what that's about. Jesse thought as he collected his things and headed out the door.
Siobhán walked up to him and said, "I think she is going to try and sleep with you. And I think it's because of the whole Mallory situation. If you think she's ready, go for it, you know her best. But I don't think she is."
Jesse stood astonished for a moment. Then shook his head. He didn't think Rachel was ready, either.
Jesse could hear the music growing louder as he approached his room, and Rachel's voice as she sang loudly.
"I Believe in a thing called Love! OOHH!" she sang. Jesse laughed reached for the handle the next song came on.
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
I love you
But I gotta stay true
He opened the door and walked in setting his stuff down and calling for Rachel. He sat down on the bed and stopped dead in his tracks. There, covered in leather, stood Rachel. She didn't say anything or really even look at him, only turned the music down some and danced to the beat a little.
Rachel looked up to find Jesse staring at her, mouth hanging open, and flushed. She smiled, and righted herself.
"Oh, do you like my outfit?" she asked, even though it was clear that he did. Very, very clear. In the few minutes it took for her to turn down the music and lock the door, Jesse had begun to 'pitch a tent' as some people would call it.
Jesse shook his head quickly to knock himself out of whatever trance he was in. He tried to look like it didn't bother him at all that his totally hot girlfriend was scantily dressed in the one thing that could make him unravel. His actions said one thing while his body said the opposite.
"Yeah. It's nice." he said removing his leather jacket and placing it in his lap. Rachel snatched it up and put it on, which just added to his growing problem. Something about Rachel in leather wearing his leather jacket was a total turn on for him.
Rachel internally laughed as Jesse tried to hide himself. Rachel still danced to the music and sang.
I don't know what you do
but you do it well
I'm under your spell.
She spun around and relished in the way Jesse's eyes got bigger as his eyes fixed on her butt.
You got me beggin' you for Mercy (yeah yeah yeah)
Why won't you release me (yeah yeah yeah)
You got me beggin' you for mercy (yeah yeah yeah)
Why won't you release me (yeah yeah yeah)
I said release me (yeah yeah yeah)
Jesse tore his eyes away from her and laid on his back on the bed. He tried to take his mind off of her and abait his situation but it didn't help.
Now you think that I
Will be somethin' on the side
But you got to understand that I need a man who can take my hand
yes I do
Rachel stood at the foot of the bed for a moment before crawling her way onto it and sliding herself over Jesse, whom thought, God, that's hot. Fuck! I'm not gonna make it, and I'll be a jerk.
I don't know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I'm under your spell
Rachel kissed him hard on the mouth. Jesse made no effort to return it. His resolve crumbled when he saw how hurt she was that he hadn't, and he attacked her lips with passion, and rolled on top of her.
You got me beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
I said you better release me (yeah)
Rachel began unzipping her boots and pulled them off. Jesse thrust against her grunting, before pulling his shirt over his head.
I'm beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
I'm beggin' you for mercy
You got me beggin, you got me beggin', you got me beggin'
Rachel untied and pulled the leather top over her head. Jesse palmed her breasts, eliciting a moan from her, and causing her to grind against him. Jesse pulled his pants off but left his boxers on. His controll was returning to him.
Mercy
Why won't you release me
I'm beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
Rachel unzipped her leather pants and began pulling them down, but Jesse halted her hands. Instead she drug her hands down his bare stomach and below the band of his boxers.
You got me beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for mercy
"Rachel, if this is about Mallory, please stop." At them mention of Mallory's name Rachel gripped him tighter.
Why won't you release me yeah
yeah
break it down
Rachel released him and pushed Jesse off of her. She went over and turned the music off.
"Why would this be about Mallory?" She demanded.
"Because she has slept with me and you haven't so you feel like you have to?" he replied. Rachel blushed and turned away from him. Jesse knew he had hit the nail on the head.
"Rachel, you don't have to sleep with me, to keep me around. Trust me I lost you once, I'm not dumb enough to do it again." He said pulling her to him and wrapping her up in her bath robe. " This" he said gesturing between them, "isn't about sex. It's about soo much more."
Rachel smiled a small smile, but a content one, and kissed him softly on the lips. Then she leaned over and grabbed his t-shirt pulling it on. "I bet you're tired anyway." She climbed back up into the bed.
He laughed and said, "Well...I was." However, he, too, climbed into bed with Rachel.
A/N: Omg, I had to power through this chapter but once I broke down that wall that is 'writer's block' it was a little easier. I wanted to pick an ironic song, for this steamy scene. Mercy, for Jesse and his tent. Lol. Again I am soo sorry for the long delay in updates. I hope to be back on schedule this week.
Songs used this chapter:
Mercy-Duffy
I Believe in a Thing Called Love- the Darkness.
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