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A/N: Last time: Kirsty and Nita went to see Warren's body, and Kirsty sort of 'prayed'... This time we get to see how Nita and Adam feel about the whole situation, and how everything goes from there...

Writing at about half ten at night is really not good for me... but it's when I get my best ideas, so I've stocked up on mugs of tea and Skittles, so I should be okay...

DDM x

KirstyPOV

Nita got out of her wheelchair and perched on Warren's bed. She held his hand too. "I miss you dad," she sobbed. "I really do,"

"I do too, sweetheart." I told her, leaning over to wipe the tears from her eyes.

"I'll give you three some space," Adam said, acknowledging the fact that Warren's body was still in the room. "Thanks," I said.

After the door closed, I closed my eyes. I didn't really believe in God, but I thought that I needed some help, and He was the one to turn to.

Err, I know that I don't really believe in You, but I need some help... I prayed silently. I need to know where to go from here. Just give me an answer and I'll start going to church. I'll go with Adam and Nita. I really need to go somewhere from here; and I need someone to guide me.

I think that Warren will be in a better place now, and I hope that he's happy. If You happen to see him; tell him we all miss him and love him... Please?

I felt a fool... I never really listened at church when my parents took me when I was little. I sung the hymns and closed my eyes when they prayed, but I never really believed...

This was the time that changed my perspective on life, and how it's meant to be lived.

AdamPOV

"I'll give you three some space," I said, before turning to leave. Kirsty muttered thanks, and I shut the door, leaving them alone.

I sat on a chair by the door and thought about mine and Kirsty's wedding. I wondered what I could say in my vows, and my speech...

Who would be my best man...? I thought. Jay? Lenny? Even Nick? Ahh, I'll think about it later...

I got up and walked to the end of the corridor, turning left to find a small desk with a nurse in pink scrubs sat behind it. "Hello, I'm doctor Trueman; do you know where the gift shop is?" I asked her, and she looked up from her paperwork for a brief second, showing a stern face and pointed to my right. "Straight down the corridor, turn left and you'll see a WHSmiths."

"Thanks," and with that, I headed in the direction she sent me. There were about ten other rooms, all labelled 'Chapel Morgue'. I figured this was a very big place for it to have so many rooms...

I found the shop about five minutes later, after taking two wrong turns. I browsed through the magazines and newspapers, but nothing interested me, and moved over to a stall which was full of small bunches of flowers, all different kinds; red roses to white lilies. I picked up the biggest bunch of purple and pink roses and paid a fiver at the till. The lady at the till took the flowers and wrapped a pink piece of tissue paper around the crinkled packaging.

"Thank you, come again," she said as she handed me the bouquet. I smiled in response and strolled out, heading back up to Warren's room.

I knocked on the door, opening it slowly, and found Kirsty sobbing. Nita was holding both her parent's hands, but was making no effort to comfort her mother, but let her get it out. I walked over to Kirsty, placing the flowers onto a chair and took her in my arms. "Shush, come on, Kirst. It's okay,"

"No, it's not, Adam... It's never going to be okay again!" she sobbed.

"Mum, come on," Nita coaxed. "I'm here; we can do this together,"

"I'm here too, Kirst. I'll always be here for you and Nita, I'll help you get back on your feet," I told her.

"Yeah, come on mum, Adam's not that bad," Nita joked, smiling at me. I gave her hand a squeeze and went back to Kirsty.

"Kirst, you've seen Warren, and you know he's in a better place now." I started, kneeling down to her level. "You have to move on," I said, wiping the tears from her eyes. She smiled up at me.

"Thank you, Adam. You've always been there for me. No one else can understand how much you've helped me through this..." Kirsty began, holding my hand. "I love you for that," she said meeting her lips with mine.

"For once, I'm not actually grossed out by that," Nita laughed, and we all fell about laughing.

"Come on, let's get out of here; we've all seen enough of this place anyway." I said, taking Nita to her wheelchair and Kirsty by the hand.

KirstyPOV

I smiled as we made our way back up to the ED. I stepped out, letting Adam take Nita back to cubicles. I walked towards Lenny and Jay.

"Hey, how was it?" the latter asked. He smiled, and hugged me.

"It was okay, I just needed to see him; and now I can let him go," I smiled back.

"So, Nita should be okay for discharging now, but she'll still need to be shown how to use her crutches," Lenny told me, and I smiled in response.

"Thanks, Lenny. Really, you've done a lot, thanks," I thanked him, letting Jay go, and kissing Lenny on the cheek.

"Don't mention it, its part of the job description," he smiled. "So tell me, are you going to be coming out for a drink any time soon?" he asked.

"No, sorry. Maybe later on in the week, I've got Nita to look after," I explained, and Jay nodded.

"Yeah, must've slipped our minds," he said, shooting Lenny a 'death glare'.

"It's fine, honestly... Look, I'll be off, so see you tomorrow," I smiled. Jay and Lenny smiled, letting me go back to Adam and Nita, Adam trying to show Nita how to use crutches, and failing badly.

"Well, that's one way of putting a smile on a girl's face," I said as I walked in the room. Adam toppled onto the floor at the sound of my voice, and Nita burst out laughing.

"Come here," I said holding out my hand to him; he took it and pulled himself back up. Once he was on his feet again he pulled me into his arms, holding me tight.

"We'll get through this, Kirst. You, me and Nita, we can do this together," he said, and I looked him in the eye.

"I know." I said, and pulled Nita into my arms too. "Come here, darlin'," I put my head on her's as I held her tight. "I love you, so much... you don't hear it from me enough," I told her. She buried her head into my chest more.

"I love you too, mum. Even you a bit, Adam," she giggled. Adam smiled and took us both in his arms.

"I'll never hurt you, Kirsty, and you need to know that I and Nita are both here for you; we both love you with all our hearts. And I am so glad to be your husband," he said giving me a tight squeeze.

"I love you both too, you make my life worth living," I said, kissing Adam and Nita on the cheek.

Adam stood up, offered me and Nita his hands and we walked out of the ED doors as a family; the one thing I wanted most.

A/N: Hey! A little happier instalment for you there :) I want to thank all the people who have recently alerted and favourited my stories, and I want to ask if you can review, telling me what you think of this so far and where you want to see it go, that'd be great!

Just to say, as I'm getting back to school, the updates will be a little irregular, but they will still be at least monthly :) Hope you all enjoy the rest of this week, and speak, or write, soon!

DennisDaMenace x