A/N: I thought I better post after last nights episode, mwhahahahahahaha...

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Blaine pulled the covers around himself tighter as a shiver racked his body, he didn't want to wake up, not yet, he didn't want to face anything yet, it was all too hard.

A familiar hand ran fingers through his hair and Blaine sighed, it was a dream, only a silly dream, his eyes fluttered open and looked straight into the eyes of Kurt, Kurt gave him a small smile.

"Kurt?" Blaine said, his voice breaking.

"Hey Sweetie," Kurt said, Blaine wondered why his voice was sad, Blaine was only dreaming right?

"I was dreaming wasn't I?" Blaine asked and Kurt looked at him curiously "no, not a dream, a nightmare, it was only a nightmare right?"

"Honey, do you know where you are?"

Blaine lifted his head from Kurt's lap and took in the sight of the storage shed he'd cried himself to sleep in the previous night, tears welled in his eyes as he looked back at Kurt "it was real? It really happened?"

"Yeah baby it really happened."

"Bit I don't, I don't understand, last night we – and now?" Blaine said confused, his voice full of sadness.

"You left your phone on the side table and I was so curious, I wanted to know if there was anyone else so I punched in your password and kept looking but I didn't find anyone and then Emmet was ringing you and I was so angry and confused that I answered he told me, or well he thought I was you, he said not to talk until he was done."

Blaine took in everything, Kurt knew, Kurt knew how worthless he really was, how he had nothing but this shed, Kurt heard it from Emmet though, not him, he wasn't brave enough to tell him.

"I'm so sorry, I wanted to tell you, I wanted you to hear it from me but I was scared you'd know, that maybe you'd hate me, I didn't want you to hate me," Blaine said, tears falling from his eyes.

"I could never hate you," Kurt said, tears of his own struggling to be contained, "What were you scared for me to know?"

"H-how worthless I am but know you know, you know why I'm not good enough for you," Blaine said in a half sob.

"And here I was thinking I wasn't good enough for you," Kurt said in with a slight laugh.

"I don't deserve you Kurt, I never have," Blaine rambled.

"Shut up."

"What?"

"Stop talking like that, I love you, I love you so much and just because your dad has done what he's done doesn't change that fact, it makes me angry, angry because how he made you feel like you weren't good enough. But you are Blaine, you're amazing and I love you."

"I love you too," Blaine sobbed as he sat up so he could hug Kurt, relishing in the feeling of having Kurt in his arms.

"Does that mean I can kiss you now?" Kurt asked as Blaine pulled away.

"Always."

Kurt crashed their lips together and held on tight to Blaine, he couldn't lose him again, he just wouldn't let that happen, he loved him too much, Blaine held on just as tight as they kissed.

When they parted Kurt sighed "And to think we nearly lost that."

Blaine sobbed "I'm so sorry," he cried and Kurt shook his head and held him close again, Blaine couldn't help but be over taken with sobs, to let it all out, finally, he couldn't stop crying and Kurt just held him. Kurt honestly wasn't sure what to do, when he got the call from Emmet he hesitated to pick up, he was scared what his, at the time ex, boyfriends brother would say, would he tell him straight that Blaine was cheating? Kurt didn't know that it was something much worse, he didn't understand at first, how could a father treat his son so badly? Kurt berated himself for being so stupid to begin with, he should have picked up on the signs from Blaine, who tells the person they are breaking up with that they love them? The long shower should have been enough, he'd nearly picked up on it but then Blaine was dripping and so sexy that he'd forgotten to press the matter further, instead he'd pressed Blaine into the wall. Kurt was lucky that Blaine had a easily found car otherwise his drive around Lima to find him would have taken much longer.

Blaine let out a loud sob and Kurt kissed the top of his head "It's okay baby, let it out, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere, I'm not leaving you, ever."

Blaine looked up at Kurt, his face blotchy from crying, his eyes glassy, "Do you mean it?" he asked Kurt.

"I'll always mean it, you're never getting rid of me."

Blaine gave Kurt a shaken smile "I love you," Blaine said sadly and Kurt pressed his lips to Blaine's for a moment before saying "I love you too."

Kurt held Blaine for a little longer, avoiding the reality that they would have to face, they had to know what they were doing in all areas, first thing on Kurt's list was to take Blaine home so Blaine could make Kurt's bed smell right again.

A/N: Did I redeem myself?

I love Fluffy Angst!

Ughhh that episode! It made me cry and then weep and then cry some more :(

You guys have to let me know what you think okay? I want you guys to tell me your favourite line! (pweeeezzzzeeeeee?)

Okay I'm just not emotionally coping after last episode so maybe cheer me up? :P

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Shae xo