A/N: Hey guys!
So I don't have much to say, I'm having a good night, I think, anyway, I am about to embark on my last four days of work as I am moving to Gosford (a good 5 hours from where I live). So I am a little nervous in general but glad that I've finished writing this chapter so yay for small victories! Now I have to concur packing up my life and moving five hours away from my loved ones. Yay. Okay I am excited and scared and here have a chapter actually.
NOW:
The morning came and went with a flurry of doctors and tests, Kurt was almost blinded with how quickly everything was going, when the doctors announced that they were taking Blaine in for yet another anagrammed scan Emmet pulled Kurt to the side.
"You need to go home for a little while, have a shower maybe eat something," Emmet said as Kurt watched the doctors wheel Blaine away.
"I can't, I need to be here when he gets out," Kurt shook his head.
"Hey, hey, the doctor said that they will have him for at least two hours, you owe it to yourself to take a break," Emmet said holding tightly on to Kurt's shoulders.
"He's saying you stink," Savannah jeered from the chair, a new bag of lollies in her lap.
"No one is saying that," Emmet commented, scowling at Savannah, she raised her arms in question, mouthing 'what?'.
"I need to stay here," Kurt said. "That's the end of discussion."
Emmet nodded "Okay, I agree."
Emmet bent down and grabbed Kurt around the waist, hauling him over his shoulder, Kurt cried out in protest but Emmet just proceeded to walk out of the hospital room, Savannah popped another candy in her mouth and laughed.
"Put me down Emmet."
"I don't know why you're talking Kurt, you said yourself that it was the end of the discussion, no more talking."
"Dammit Emmet, this isn't right, I have a right to make my own decisions," Kurt cried, people around the hospital stared at the two in shock.
"Howdy," Emmet smiled at one of the shocked people in the room.
"Please put me down," Kurt begged, calmer then before.
"Not until we're at my car, since your dad is away on business and Carole and Finn are visiting family I have to drive you," Emmet said simply and Kurt frowned.
Burt had told Kurt on the second day of Blaine's coma that he had to sort out things in Florida, Kurt had told him to go despite the fact that he wanted his dad close. Carole got the call about her sister having a baby the next day. Thus Kurt was alone.
Emmet carried Kurt all the way down to the parking lot when they reached Emmet's car Kurt was finally released, he crossed his arms and looked at Emmet.
"That wasn't okay Emmet," Kurt said crossly.
"Get in the car," Emmet said pressing the button to unlock the car.
"I am only doing this because I need to get Blaine some clothes," Kurt said as he climbed into the car, Emmet shook his head and walked around to the other side of the car and climbed in.
"You don't have to cover up looking after yourself by looking after Blaine," Emmet said quietly as he slammed the door behind him. "But if that's how you need to deal then okay but I'm going to be here reminding you that it is okay for you to look after yourself."
Kurt looked into the honey eyes of his boyfriends brother, the pain and suffering that Blaine held was trapped inside Emmet's eyes as well. "Thank you," Kurt whispered.
Emmet rubbed Kurt's knee. "It's all going to work out, until it does though you need to focus on you as well."
Kurt nodded before looking away from him and forward, effectively ending the conversation, Emmet nodded slightly as he started up the car.
They were pulling up into the driveway within a ten minute period, Kurt and Emmet didn't speak the whole ride, they got out quietly and Kurt bent down and grabbed the key they hid in the fake rock. He unlocked the door and put the key back.
Emmet followed Kurt upstairs, Kurt pushed his door opened and looked back at Emmet. "Are you going to shower with me too?"
Emmet smirked and took a step forward placing his hands on Kurt's hips, "You know Blaine said you're a top, I could ask Noah maybe the three of us could get together."
Kurt moved himself closer to Emmet, their lips close, Kurt moved his mouth to Emmet's ear. "In your dreams," he whispered and laughed as he took a few steps backwards.
Emmet laughed as he followed him into the room, Kurt opened his closet and began to search through it, Emmet sat down on the edge of the bed and smiled as Kurt hummed as he looked at clothes.
"You know I can see why Blaine loves you, you're sexy and adorable at the same time," Emmet joked and Kurt looked back at him with a slight smirk.
"You're making me think that I'm dating the wrong Anderson."
Emmet laughed and laid back on the bed, Kurt smiled all the way to the bathroom, his fresh clothes in his hands, his face fell when he opened the door.
"Don't forget to wash behind your ears!" Emmet cried out. "Blaine has a fascination with ears so make sure they are scrupulously clean."
Emmet waited for a snarky response, a beat went by and he looked up at Kurt, Kurt hadn't moved from the doorway. "Kurt?"
Emmet got off the bed and rushed to Kurt's side. "What's wrong?"
"I forgot, I forgot for a moment and I-" Kurt shook his head, as he tried to tear his eyes away from the blood stained bath, he could see it had been cleaned but the grout was still red.
Emmet wrapped his arms around Kurt's shoulders. "It's okay, come on, you can shower in the other bathroom."
"How could I forget Emmet?" Kurt said turning in Emmet's arms.
"It's okay to feel something Kurt, to feel a glimmer of happiness, to have a laugh and a joke, you don't have to feel bad."
"Yes I do!" Kurt cried as he stepped out of Emmet's arms. "I was joking and flirting with you and Blaine is lying in the hospital, in pain." Kurt pointed at the stains. "Blaine was hurting and I did nothing, he was hurting so much that he tried to take his own life, I found him naked in a pool of his own blood and it's because I turned my back on him, even if it was only a moment."
"Kurt it's not you're fault."
"Even if it isn't, I don't have a right to feel happy, not until Blaine feels happy."
Emmet stared at him sadly, he didn't know what to say.
"I need to find bleach, I need to clean this, I need to get rid of the blood," Kurt said as he paced the room.
Emmet took a step forward and grabbed Kurt by his shoulders. "Stop, just stop, you need to go shower, take a break, please."
"Emmet how am I supposed to shower and pretend I'm okay?" Kurt asked, his ace crumpled. "How am I going to be okay?"
Emmet wrapped his arms around Kurt as Kurt shook with sobs. "It's okay Kurt," Emmet whispered into his hair. "It's all going to be okay."
Emmet slowly walked them out of the bathroom, Kurt weak in his arms.
It took a while but Emmet finally got Kurt to shower, he took him back to the hospital, Emmet waited for Kurt to get settled before heading to the hardware store, a few hundred dollars later and Emmet was in the Hummel driveway again. He let himself in carrying arm fulls of things with him.
He made his way up to Kurt's bedroom, he walked into the bathroom and unloaded his equipment. In a few hours the tiles in Kurt's bathroom were removed and new grout was being put in. Emmet put the new tiles in and smiled at his work.
A/N: Okay how was that?
I hope you liked it :)
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