It was Christmas Eve and Roman was at his parents house. All of his family gathered there for the holidays and he had just put Jojo down to sleep. He had missed his family, but he couldn't concentrate on them, all he could think of was what had happened with Seth. Almost everyone had gone to sleep and he was having a late beer with his cousins Jimmy and Jey.

"Okay, Uce." Jimmy said with a sigh. "What's wrong. You've been a million miles away all day."

Roman looked down at his beer wondering if he should say anything. Jimmy and Jey were like brothers to him and he didn't think they would judge him. The fact was he needed to talk to someone. He was so confused. Yesterday morning when he and Seth woke up, neither of them had said a word. They hadn't kissed or cuddled or shown any affection to each other. They had just showered, separately of course, packed their bags, said goodbye and went their separate ways.

"I had sex with Seth a few days ago." he blurted out.

The twins looked at him with matching shocked expressions on their faces. The silence stretched on making Roman feel even more tense. Jimmy elbowed Jey to get him to say something.

"Was it good?" Jey asked.

"What the hell, man?" Jimmy asked his brother in disbelief. "That's what you say after he dropped this bombshell on us. You're an idiot."

"I didn't hear you saying anything?" Jey said defensively.

Jimmy sighed and looked at Roman apologetically. "Do you have feelings for him?"

"I don't know." Roman said as he dropped his head into his hands. "Maybe."

"Was he your first… man?" Jey asked curiously.

"Yeah." Roman said. "I'm not into guys, or I guess I'm not into guys other than Seth."

The twins nodded in unison.

"I'm not that surprised actually." Jimmy said thoughtfully. "You guys are close, like really really close. Even in your matches together, you're always touching, smiling and looking at each other."

"That's true, now that I think about it." Jey said agreeing. "You don't act like that around any other guys. You two hug... like, a lot."

"So. That's what people in a close friendship do." Roman said in frustration.

"Yeah." Jey said. "But two straight friends don't usually end up fucking each other unless there is massive amounts of alcohol involved. Was there?"

"No," Roman sighed slouching in his chair. "We were both completely sober."

"Then I guess all you can do is try to find out what you are feeling and then talk to Seth about it." Jimmy said sitting back in his chair. "For what it's worth, I'll support you if you decide you want to be with him."

"Thanks, I guess." Roman said quietly.

"I'll support you too, Uce." Jey said taking a sip of his beer. "Seth is a good guy and you could definitely do worse than him."

Roman smiled genuinely, his mind feeling lighter knowing that his cousins supported him.

"So... you never answered my question." Jey said leaning back against the sofa.

"What question?" Roman answered in confusion.

"Was it good?" Jey asked seriously.

Jimmy shook his head in disbelief of his twin.

Roman scoffed. "You want to know if Seth is good in bed?"

"Not details, no." Jey replied calmly. "Just a simple Yes or No is enough."

Roman laughed. "Yes, it was good. Really good."

It was the first day back on the road after the holidays. When he got to the hotel, he found Dean there instead of Seth.

"What are you doing here?" he asked, trying not to look disappointed.

"I don't know." Dean said grumpily. "I was told to room with you."

"Have you seen Seth?" he asked.

"I think he's rooming with Orton this time." Dean said flopping back on the bed.

"Oh." he said, disappointment rushing through him. He would have to look for Seth at Raw to have a talk with him.

They had seen each other briefly in the locker room, but they were surrounded by their friends and couldn't talk. Seth barely even looked at him the entire time, and it bothered Roman. He missed Seth. His smile, his bright shiny eyes, the way he would look at him, with pure affection and trust. He had thought a lot over the holidays and he wanted to try with Seth. A relationship with a man was something he had never considered before, but he couldn't help but think about all the things he would like to do with Seth. Holding hands, cuddling, spending time with Jojo, playing with Seth's dogs, kissing, sex; he wanted everything with Seth, the good and the bad.

Seth was wrestling in the main event that night, so he was watching the match on the monitors while he waited to talk to him. He watched Seth's graceful movements in the ring, flying off the top rope and landing on his feet like a cat. He admired Seth's body as he moved, his big strong arms, his muscular chest lightly covered with hair that was so soft, his six pack, his heavily muscled thighs and his firm round ass. He shifted as his pants started feeling tighter as he watched Seth grappling with John. 'Was he always this sexy?' The match ended and he walked off to find Seth and have their long overdue conversation.

Turning a corner he finally found Seth, in the arms of Randy Orton. He could swear his heart stopped as he watched the way Seth smiled at Randy after the hug ended. He couldn't believe it. Seth already moved on. That's why Seth wouldn't look at him in the locker room earlier, he felt guilty. He watched Seth continue up the hall towards the locker room and followed him.

His thoughts were swirling in his mind, hurt, anger and jealously taking over. He waited a few minutes before following Seth in, knowing that everyone was already gone. He opened the door quietly and closed it, hearing the shower running. He turned the lock and hurriedly pulled his clothes off. He walked into the showers, seeing Seth facing the spray, with his back to Roman. He walked up behind Seth and reached around him, grabbing his cock and stroking it firmly. Seth jumped and turned around with frightened eyes. He relaxed slightly and tried to push Roman away from him, but Roman just moved his body closer, backing Seth up against the wall. Seth struggled to push him away, but his cock was steadily hardening in Roman's hand. He put his hand on Seth's jaw and turned his head to the side, licking up Seth's neck and jaw before biting Seth's neck hard enough to leave a small bruise. Seth gasped, finally shoving Roman away.

He dropped to his knees in front of Seth, taking his now hard cock into his mouth, hearing Seth moan above him. He licked all over before sucking gently on the tip. He had never done this before, so he wasn't really sure what he was doing, but he had received blow jobs and decided to do what felt good to him. He took Seth in as far as he could, using his hand to pump the base. He figured the was doing okay because Seth was groaning above him and his shaking hands found their way into his hair. He pulled back and worked his way around the tip, licking and gently nipping before taking Seth in again and groaning. He bobbed his head up and down and Seth clutched his hair harder, trying to buck his hips and he reached up to hold Seth's hips in place. He took a deep breath and tried to take all of Seth in, before swallowing, his throat stuffed in an almost scary way, but he didn't care because Seth was whimpering and moaning above him. He pulled back, taking a breath and licked the sensitive underside of Seth's cock, before moving on to lick his balls. Seth's legs were trembling and Roman could tell he was close, so he went back and took Seth in again and swallowed, this time playing with his balls too.

"Oh god, Roman." Seth yelled out as he came in Roman's mouth.

He swallowed everything down and stood up in front of Seth. He watched Seth pant and tremble as he recovered from his orgasm and he licked his lips catching a stray drop of cum that was left there. Seth watched him and moaned at the action.

He leaned in close to Seth's ear and whispered. "He can't make you feel like that."

Seth roughly pushed him away and looked at him with a guarded, confused expression.

Roman smirked and winked before turning and walking out of the locker room leaving Seth to wonder what the hell had just happened.