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Chap3_My Heart Is Broken…

I snuggle more to the source of heat all over my body. A hand is on my waist and it pushes me to its owner's chest. My mind starts working and I open my eyes. I see Tom's closed eyes and his messy hair and I remember what happened last night.

I smile and try to move a little but his hand doesn't let me. I sigh quietly and give up. I don't even know what time is it. The curtains are closed and there's just a little light in the room. I hear Tom mumble something like "No, don't go…"

God, this boy's getting weirder every day. First of all, he looked at me with his flirty eyes and then ran off to dance with someone else. Second of all, he serenaded me in front of everyone and kissed me. I don't even know if I regret last night.

I had drunk sex before but this was something else. The craziest thing was that I actually felt something for him last night. It wasn't just physical. I was feeling him and when he said he loved me it made my brain stop working. I've never even told Anna, but the day I broke up with him was the day I wanted to tell him I love him.

And then it happened. I saw him with someone else.

It was his birthday and I threw a huge party. I was arranging the party about a month before the actual date. I wanted to make it memorable for both of us. I wanted to tell him I love him. I was confident that he loves me and he'd say it back. All of our friends were invited. I actually rented a huge suit for the party. It was a surprise party.

I lured him there and I could tell he was happy after everyone shouted "surprise!" After dancing and drinking and eating it was time to leave. I reserved another suit for us to spend the night at. The party and all I did for him that day was the sweetest thing I've ever done for anyone else.

I had our pictures hung on the suit's walls with a bunch of roses everywhere near his pictures. The suit was quite empty and I noticed it was just me and Max. Max wanted to say goodnight to Tom but we couldn't find him. The place was empty and we were sure that he was outside maybe using some fresh air.

When we reached one of the closets I told Max goodnight but before he could answer me I heard something. I put my finger on my nose to make him be quiet. I heard a moan and I rolled my eyes. I thought guests were making out in the closet, typical. I opened the door of the closet and saw one thing I never thought I'd see that night.

Tom was kissing a blonde, her hands around his neck and his hands around her waist. I could hear Max's gasp. They turned around and the look on Tom's face was priceless. I could smell alcohol on him, but being drunk didn't give him a reason to kiss someone else.

I didn't scream, I didn't cry, I just stared at him. The blonde seemed to realize that Tom was taken but I thought "Not any more…" After a moment of silence between the four of us I turned on my heels and left the suit. I went to our reserved room and sat on the bed. I was too surprised to even cry.

I stared at our pictures on the walls then my eyes started to sting. One single tear left my eye and I wiped it. The room was silent, I moved to the huge stereo. I turned it on. I set a collection of records for the night. The first song was "Best That I Can" by Backstreet Boys. I loved that record so much, so did Tom. I moved my head with the melody:

Some say that love isn't fair

But they don't know you and me

And when they tell me that love doesn't last alone

That's when I look at you

And it's alright just let me lead you

There was a knock on the door and I stopped moving. I went for the door and opened it. There he was, looking embarrassed and ashamed. He heard the song and sighed. I moved away so he could come in. I wanted him to know how hard I tried for that night and how he ruined it. He passed me by and came in.

From the minute he saw the pictures and roses he was stunned, he couldn't move. I closed the door and went to face him, to face the reality. The song was coming to the chorus part. He asked for my hand and I accepted. He held me close to him and we started dancing slowly.

It's ok if you close your eyes

I'll be standing by your side

I'm gonna love you the best that I can

You're my heart and you're my best friend

And I promise til the end (yeah)

I'm gonna love you the best that I can

That I can…

I whispered along the second verse:

_Why?

Time cannot tear us apart (no no no)

We're stronger than yesterday

And though we've traveled so far

You're still close to me

He didn't answer quickly, but when he did it wasn't what I asked for.

_I'm sorry…

Love changes everything

And know that it's alright

Just let me lead you, let me lead you

_I don't care…

The chorus was playing again, but I set myself free from him. How dared he to cheat on me and then say he was sorry? He repeated:

_I'm sorry…

I slapped him right across his face. His face was turned to the left side. He didn't try to say anything. I was so angry I wanted to slap him again and again. How could he do this to me? He knew how I hated playboys and cheaters. I always mentioned him as one of the celebrities that actually don't cheat on their girlfriends. He said he never cheated on someone, why did I have to be the first one?

_Get out!

His face turned to me and then to the stereo. The bridge was playing but I pushed him to the door.

Through the peaks and the valleys

You're not alone

And when the world's upside down you know I'm there

And anytime I feel afraid that's when I look at you

I opened the door and pushed him out. He didn't say anything and just stared at me. I closed the door and leaned across the wall. I started crying finally. That day I learned how it felt to be heart broken. Next day I went to Anna's and told her everything except the fact that I loved him though she figured it out herself.

I was trying to get over him months after the incident. I changed my number, and started living with Anna for 3months cause he was showing up at my place every night looking innocent and sorry at the same time. Then the boys went on a tour and he wasn't in L.A anymore. We only spent 4months as a couple but he was my favorite boyfriend.

After him I had a lot of rebounds and almost forgot him but just the time that I actually thought I was over him he came to my life again. I sighed again. I don't wanna ruin our "The morning after" so I'm trying not to think about last year. Tom's moving a little and I know that he's waking up. After a moment he opens his eyes and smiles at me.

His hand pushes me closer to him again and he kisses me right on the lips. It's a sweet quick kiss but I liked it. I put my hand around his neck and he catches my waist and turns me around. I'm on top of him, naked. I bend down to kiss him but his lips find mine quicker. We start making out for a while then he pulls away.

_Last night was amazing…

I smile genuinely at him but a moment later I smirk and say:

_Yeah, I see you are improved!

He makes a face at me and then I see a hint of naughtiness in his eyes. His hands start tickling my sides. I let out a sharp scream and hit his chest to make him stop. I'm a tickly person and he knows that. Between my laughs and gasps I notice he knows every single detail about me. That's when I stop laughing and Tom stops tickling me too.

He looks at me nervously. I guess I have a serious face on. I bend to kiss him again, to show him how much I appreciate him remembering everything but a noise stops me. I frown, it was a text kinda noise but it wasn't from my cell phone. I look at Tom and say:

_It's yours I guess. Where's your phone?

Tom pretends to think for a second and then says:

_In my jeans back pocket but you threw them furiously on the floor last night, as I recall!

I get off him to go get it for him. Tom grabs the sheet from my hands so I'd start my search for his jeans naked. I roll my eyes and jump out of the bed. I feel his gaze on me and I wanna tease him a little bit. I pretend to see his jeans near the closet and I bend over.

My ass is in complete view and I hear him swear in his gorgeous accent. I laugh a little to myself and start to search for his jeans. They are on Anna's mirror _don't even ask how!_ I take them and I get his Blackberry out. Tom and I have a thing for Blackberry phones and we have the same BB model. I don't look at the screen cause I don't want him to think after a night together I'm going to control his every move.

I move to bed again and lie on him. He moans a little and takes his phone. While he's looking at the screen I start kissing his neck slowly. I look up at him to see why he's not moaning and I see he has a frown on his face and he's staring at the screen just like he doesn't know what to do now. I get curious and call his name. He seems to be out of the daze and starts smiling. He throws the phone on the pile of sheets near us.

He kisses my ear and whispers "stupid manager!" He starts his kisses down my neck that the phone starts beeping again. Someone's calling him and I put my hand on his chest to stop him from getting up, I wanna give it to him. He looks nervous but I don't know why. I move a little to take the phone again and this time I see the caller ID. Someone named "Rachel" is calling him.

I give him the phone but he doesn't answer. He's hesitating and I wonder who this Rachel is. Is she their new manager? He takes his time picking up and when he does he stands up and moves to the window. I try not to focus on his lower body. He's whispering something I can't hear but I could hear a single word which was "honey"… No, it can't be true. He couldn't lie to me, could he?

He finishes his talk and turns back to me. I know that fake nervous smile on his face. He used it whenever he was lying to me. How could I be this stupid? I gather the sheets from the bed and I stand up, wrapping them tightly around my body. I stare at him, waiting for him to confess. He's silent and I know the answer to a question I haven't even asked already. I shake my head and say:

_How could you lie to me like that? Now I'm the other woman?

He looks embarrassed. I remember his face from the party last year. How could I believe for a second that he's changed? That he actually cares? I remember his words "You don't know how much I love you…" He's a lying cheating bastard. I step forward and without letting him say anything slap him. It feels like a déjà vu. I don't let my eyes reveal my feelings. I shout:

_Get out!

He starts saying he's sorry but I interrupt him:

_Save it! I can't believe I touched you again. Just know that I don't wanna see you again and I mean it. There's no way I can ever forgive you...

He looks like he's slapped again. I'm not done yet:

_Who you think you are? Coming here and pretend you don't care but at the end of the night you get what you wanted. Was this just a joke to you? I wonder how Rachel feels right now…

He doesn't let me continue:

_She's just a distraction… Don't you get it? She means nothing to me… Do you really think I'd tell you I have a girlfriend last night and risk the chance of getting you back? Hell no!

_Getting me back? You got a lot of nerves Tom, you really do. You cheated on me the day… on your birthday for heaven's sake. I can't ever forgive you for that.

_And here I thought you already forgave me for that.

Was he mocking me? I was so easy last night and he's humiliating me. I can't take it anymore:

_Get your clothes and get out. It was silly of me to think that you actually care…

He comes closer and takes my hand so strong I can't pull it out or maybe I don't want to…

_I care S, I care too much and it drives me crazy… I couldn't forget you all year, and you were with me, willing to spend the night with me, how could I say no to that?

He finds me speechless and continues:

_Star, I want you back… I can't do this anymore, I can't fight it. I'll explain it to her and believe me she doesn't care. She just wants my name. Just say you'll forgive me and we can have it all. We can start over, no lies, just you and me…

Was this Tom? This hopeless romantic? I couldn't believe my ears. I look down and I almost hear his heart beating in his chest rapidly. Suddenly I remember how I moved on from Tom. It was a dream I once had. I won the voice and I slept with Adam immediately in my dream.

Anna and I made fun of the dream for a couple of days but it got serious. I started singing again and applied for auditioning for The Voice. The time I was with Tom, it was always about him. And after that I was too busy mourning after him to have anytime to sing. All the fan girling for Adam turned to reality. I felt I loved him, and I had to make him mine.

Anna was behind me in every step of the way cause she wanted me to be happy again. Why did I even waste my time with Tom? He hurt me in so many ways and I'm sure I want him gone for good. I turn my head up and stare at him. I can see he's thinking I forgave him. I smile and say:

_Tom, I don't wanna see you again. You have two minutes to grab your clothes and get gone.

His face is blank. I know how he feels. He doesn't like rejection. He turns around and grabs his clothes. I turn my back on him, waiting for him to put his clothes on. I don't even turn around to look at him going out the door. I hear the door being closed slowly and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. I look at the empty room. I sigh and start getting dressed.

The silence makes me go downstairs. Nobody's in the house. Empty bottles and plates are scattered everywhere on the floor. I find the clock. It's 13:00. I can't believe it took us this long to wake up. I shake my head at "us".

I'm going to the kitchen to find something to eat. I almost forgot I was starving when the fight started. Why my every thought is related to him? I sigh and open the fridge. I hear steps behind me and I turn around quickly. It's just Anna and she's grinning as usual. I turn around again and take some pancakes and cream from the fridge. She comes closer and asks:

_Hey, good morning?! Why are you so gloomy? Where's Tom?

His name makes my head jump up but I don't say anything. Now, she's worried. I start walking out of the kitchen but she stops me.

_Something happened last night? I thought…

_You thought what? How dared you to invite him out of all the people?

_I didn't invite them, Alex did. No fence, but I thought you liked him being here last night. The way you two…

I don't wanna talk about it anymore so I interrupt her:

_It was a mistake. It's over now, for good. Now, if you'll excuse me.

I pass her by and get out of the house. I have my ipod in my pocket. I put the earphones on and start listening to "Wake Up Call" by Maroon 5:

I didn't hear what you were saying

I live on raw emotion baby

I answer questions, never maybe

And I'm not kind if you betray me

So who the hell are you to say we

I never would've made it babe

I start running now, I love running with music:

If you needed love

Well then ask for love

Could have given love

Now I'm taking love

And it's not my fault

Cause you both deserve

What's coming now

So don't say a word

The street is empty. I start singing with the chorus:

Wake up call

Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed

Don't you care about me anymore?

She care about me? I don't think so!

Six foot tall

Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead!

He won't come around here anymore.

Come around here? I don't think so!

I remember his face again. I just wish I could forget him.

Would have bled to make you happy

You didn't need to treat me that way

And now you beat me at my own game

And now I find you sleeping soundly

And your lover's screaming loudly

I hear a sound and hit the ground

Maybe if Max didn't want to say goodnight to Tom, he would've come to his senses…

I'm so sorry darling

Did I do the wrong thing?

Oh, what was I thinking?

Is his heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh

I start crying suddenly. I can't believe it. I stop running. I wipe my tears. I must be strong. I have to be strong. I remember Adam and I remember that I'm on the voice. I have to start practicing for the battle rounds. I was never weak and it's not about to change. I don't let him break me, not any more.

I hope you all liked this chap...

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