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Chap5_Alanis Fucking Morissette!

I'm pacing somewhere in the studio. Everyone's oh so busy and no one pays attention to someone else. The coaches are not here yet and we have to wait a little bit longer. Someone's smiling at me and her beautiful blue eyes just get me. She's familiar and after she smiles again I realize I saw her in the pairing up room. She's Team Adam too. We shake hands and introduce ourselves:

_Hi, I'm Star. I saw you the other day…

_Yeah, saw you too! My name's Katherine but you can call me Kat!

I tease:

_Now both of us have crazy names!

We laugh it off and start talking about our songs. Kat is about to do "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis. I'm jealous! I love that song so much! We start talking about it for a while. She's pretty cool actually, I think if she'll stay we'd be good friends. My cell rings and I excuse myself and answer it without looking at the caller id:

_Yes?

No one talks. I frown and check if the call has ended but no. Whoever this is, doesn't wanna talk. The number wasn't even in my contact list. I hang up and go back to Kat. Today only one person in the duet comes for practice. We get the first advisor. Then next day the other half comes and practices with the second advisor of each coach. I ask Kat if she knows who are the advisors for our team? She shrugs as if she doesn't know. The same moment I hear the crowd cheering and I see that coaches are here. Adam bows and leaves for the coach room. Behind him is Blake and he's laughing at something and wave at all of us. Cee Lo and Purrfect come into the room and he winks at some girls. Typical Cee Lo stuff! Christina is the last one, she just smiles and leaves. I sigh, thinking about Adam. I can't help but think he avoided me 2days ago. It's crazy, why did he do that? My thoughts are pushed aside as makeup artists run around us and try to make us look better on TV. Someone pushes my curly black hair aside and looks at my eyes. I only have eye liner and a little mascara on and of course my favorite lip gloss. Someone's busy with Kat's hair too. She has this beautiful long light brown hair and its combination with her blue eyes is perfect. She's my new girl crush I guess! They call our names in order of the pair ups and after I get that I have to wait a lot I get cozy on some furniture. Kat goes to get some ice cream. My cell rings again and makes me frown. What is up with these calls? I look at the caller id and I notice its Anna calling. I answer after a little hesitation. It wasn't her fault that I lost my control. For the last week I kept blaming her but she was actually the innocent one. I shake my head and answer to her usual "What's up S?" with a hint of sadness in my tone:

_Nothing special, I'm in the studio to practice with Adam and the oh so unknown advisor.

I texted her last night about what happened in the pair ups so she knows what's happening around here. She takes a deep breath and suddenly says:

_So… you don't wanna talk about it?

I don't answer quickly. I just stare at the view in front of me. There is this girl trying to sing with a brusher. It's funny! I laugh and I notice that Anna might think I've gone crazy.

_No, I don't. Just forget it ever happened…

She interrupts me as usual:

_Forget it? I cut you so much slack these days S! I don't wanna see you hurt again and you know trying to deny something just brings it back and it blows right in your face. Just talk to me…

_I don't have the time to do that. Sorry Anna.

I hang up and try to cool myself down. Kat comes back with ice cream and I know how to calm down.

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They call my name and I stand up. Kat's having a nap on the armchair. It's cute! How can she sleep in this kind of pressure? I shrug and go to the room they asked me to go. They give me a sign that means "We're filming your every move!" I nod and open the door. I'm so excited to see the advisor. I come into the room and I see… Alanis Fucking Morissette!

I love her so much. I just stand there with my eyes wide. She laughs and comes closer to me. I laugh and hug her tight. I blab:

_OMG! So nice to see you… I can't believe it! Shit!

I know they'll cut the "Shit" part later so I don't care. I move to the piano and I just stare at her then I notice I haven't even said hi to Adam. I hit my forehead and say:

_Sorry Adam. Nice to see you again!

He laughs and opens his arms for me. Again, everything's on slow motion for me. I go there and hug him and whisper a little "sorry" He nods and I get back to my place. Before we start practicing we talk for a while but it won't be shown on TV. Adam asks me:

_So you love Alanis?

_Are you kidding me? I'm crazy about her! Who can forget "Ironic"?!

She laughs and says:

_Well, if you make it out of the battle rounds you have to sing it.

_You betcha!

We all laugh and Adam gives both Alanis and I the lyrics sheets. The piano plays and I start my part. Alanis is moving her head and I feel so excited that I'm afraid I'd screw it up royally. Adam sings Joe's part and his perfect voice distracts me a little. The song is about taking the real love slow and it just makes me have goose bumps all over my body when Adam sings it to me. We finish the song and Alanis seems satisfied. She talks to Adam and then me:

_I think she's great. It was kinda sweet and attacky at the same time and I love that. She was ready to fight you off although I think you had a little bit of nerves which is normal. I just don't want you to lose your focus. You have a beautiful voice, you're beautiful and this song's a perfect fit for you. It's like a real love song and if you get into the character I'm sure you'll win it. Not that you're not feeling it. I felt you looked so innocent singing the song and I love that. You have to show the crowd what you got and you have to you know, give them the meaning of the song and what it's actually about.

I nodded all the time. She is right. I'm so glad she liked it. She goes on:

_My only advice for you is to get lost in the song. I asked Adam to show me all of his team's blind auditions and I have to give it to you, you were the most confident and I loved that. You have to believe in what you do, and if you just lose yourself to this song you're gonna be awesome.

I thank her and wait for Adam to comment on the practice:

_I agree with Alanis. You're already awesome. There wasn't all these pitch stuff or anything like it. First time I heard you sing I knew you need to do these kinda songs and when you actually stay in the competition we can work on your other genres cause I know what range you can do.

I nod and smile at him. Then I realize the practice time is over. I hug Alanis and she says "We should do ironic together sometimes!" And I eagerly accept though I'm not sure if she meant it. She seems a really nice person in reality. I go forward and hug Adam. He has this cute red sweatshirt on and it smells familiar, kinda like the Boss cologne I loved. I can't believe it. Tom and him using the same cologne? I don't show anything in my face and just leave the room while smiling. I know the camera men want to take some footage. I have to talk about how I feel about the practice and the advisor.

_I walk in and I see the gorgeous Alanis Morissette! She's the best advisor ever. Adam and her just gave me these amazing ideas and advices and I need to do them to make it out of the battle rounds. I'm gonna kill it!

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Today is the day Joe and I practice on stage. I woke up sooner than usual. I took a long shower and tried to ignore Anna's calls. She doesn't know what I'm dealing with. I'm not in denial, I just wanna forget it. I have to have full attention on The Voice now. I wore my black skinny jeans and red sneakers. I wore a black and red shirt. I look like someone on Cee Lo's team! I let my hair loose as usual and go downstairs to have breakfast. My little apartment is quiet as usual. After I lost everyone I decided to spend more time with Anna. I was practically leaving with her. Then I met Tom and after a couple of weeks I moved in with him. It was soon but we wanted to be with each other 24/7 so moving in was a good idea. See? I'm not denying him! I'm dealing with him. I don't get why Anna is persisting on bringing back bad memories. I just wanna remember everything that was good in our relationship and then, just let him go. I look at myself in the mirror and smile. That actually sounds like a good start. I start eating my creamy waffle mixed with berries. "Just A Kiss" is playing on my i-pod. I need to listen to it all the time although I know every note and every word. This way I'm completely focused on the song. I move my head slowly then I feel the vibration in my pocket. I take my cell out but the volume is high and I can't turn it down without its remote which is not in my sight. I move further in the dining room, moving away from the kitchen. I look at the caller id and I see it's the same number that called me 2days ago. I take it immediately and say:

_Who are you?

The line is dead. I curse quietly and I hear a low chuckle. Because of the loud music I can't quite understand who the person is.

_Hey, do you have issues? Don't call me anymore!

I hang up and turned my cell off. Crazy people!

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30minutes later, I'm in the studio. I'm early. Kat's here too. We talk a little and she tells me she thinks she can beat this Samantha she's up against. I'm happy for her. I just hope I'll pass this part too and be in the live shows. I have crazy plans for the live shows. After watching my team mates go head to head in practice on stage, I feel a little nervous. Joe is pretty confident though. It's our time and we go to the stage. Kat wishes me luck and I just nod. Joe and I start singing, I try to get lost in the song and I think I did a great job cause everyone's looking at me now like "She's gooood!"

Adam stands up and move to us. He asks Joe engage more into my eyes and I can't help but think: "I want you to engage into my eyes dude!" We sing the chorus one more time and then we're off. Adam whishes us both luck. I wait to watch Kat's performance. She's pretty awesome! She killed it, guess Leona Lewis'd be so proud after watching the performance on TV. Kat and I go to a bar nearby to eat some fries and have a beer probably. While I'm not contacting Anna, Kat's taking her place. Deep down I know no one can take her place. She was there for me after I lost my parents, when I was one lonely girl, she was always there. I feel bad for hanging up at her like that. After spending time with Kat, I excuse myself and find a nearby store to buy Anna her favorite chocolates and meanwhile practice my "Forgive me, Love U Anna!" speech! I have to make sure she won't be mad at me. I need her on the battle rounds, she's family.

Hope you liked it! Next chap is the battle rounds! FINALLY!