When she woke up, she took a few seconds to realize where she was. The room was dark, except for the lights of the city that stained the walls. She smiled, patting the arm Finn asked her. She regretted nothing, but sincerely wondering where this was leading them.
Reunion that ended a night of incredible sex they had ever known. And it's had led to what ? Nothing ... or at least, nothing more.
Why everything seemed so obvious when she was in his arms, could not be so easy to achieve ? She knew he was the man of her life, the love of his life ...
She was madly in love with the strong man, beautiful, incredibly sexy, though now he looked like a little boy asleep. She didn't want to miss what was to be his life. It wasn't no coincidence, no chance this time. The only thing that had brought them together that night, was love.
She pulled away from him gently, slipping out of bed without waking him and grabbed his shirt at the foot of the bed, to pass on his shoulders. She had not taken a step she felt Finn's hand wrap around his wrist, pulling her toward him.
" Don't go… ! "
He did not want it disappears again. No, he doesn't let him leave without saying anything he had to say.
" Don't worry ... I'll just warn Kurt, I don't want him to worry ..."
She kissed him, chasing any concern on his face before getting up from the bed
It was clear that no matter what time it was at this time, at one time or another, Kurt, Jesse Santana and Blaine would notice his absence. She didn't want them to worry.
She followed Finn without telling anyone, and even if some of his guests had seen leaving with a man, none of them could have said who he was. Inevitably, she left without her cell phone ... and if she used the telephone Finn, then Kurt would not return the city to find her by anxiety. Then she used the room phone to leave a message on voicemail Kurt, telling him that she would return later and he should not worry.
When she wanted to regain the bed, Finn had fallen asleep again. There was nothing urgent that it wakes ... they would have a discussion, but it could wait. And it was so cute when he slept it broke her heart to wake him. She stood, not knowing how long, watching him sleep, sitting at the foot of the bed.
There was nothing more beautiful than to dream of Rachel and Finn finally knew these dreams became reality. When he opened his eyes, the reality blew his heart. She was there before him, lost in thought, looking at New York wake up. She was so beautiful. She had these beautiful golden legs that made him want to drag his fingers on his bare skin. She was super sexy, wearing just his shirt that reached to her mid-thigh. How could he have thought he could do without this woman ?
He didn't know how long she was there, thoughtfully. What she weighed ? The idea that she could regret this night with him, made him shiver. He got up slowly, put on his shorts and slid behind her, taking care not to scare him.
" Hey ...! "
She melted into his embrace, letting hug by his muscular arms she loved so much.
He could not help but to file kisses her neck, breathing in the smell of his skin.
" I love you so much… "
It was like a breath, barely audible words, but him, he had heard. These words had directly affected his heart. He tightened his hold and before he could say a word he felt faint, sobs knotted his breath and his little body began to tremble.
" Rach ..."
She turned and wept against his chest.
" I need you, Finn ... I don't want... to see you go ..."
He stopped dead.
" Hey hey hey. "
He took her face in his hands and looked into his eyes.
" I'm not going anywhere Rachel ..." He wiped the tears from her cheeks with his thumbs, and again repeated to him once what his heart dictated. " I'm not going anywhere ...". He kissed her lips as if drawing a shy smile.
It was now or never. It was time to tell him what he had to say. He knew he did not have to be afraid, because Rachel loved her, but ... still a little apprehensive.
" Come here ..."
He pulled her with him on the bed and made her sit on his lap. She wiped her wet cheeks with the back of his hand, and looked at his eyes still moist.
" I'm not going anywhere Rach, for the simple reason that ... I also need you. I've known forever. And ten months, every phone call, it's even more painful. "
She understood exactly what he said, because it felt the same.
" Finn ..."
He stroked his hands and laced his fingers with hers.
" I thought that simply loving you enough for me ... but it was stupid to believe that. I wanted to tell you all this Christmas ... "
So that was why he was so disappointed that she does not fit in Lima for Christmas
" I needed you to know ..."
She should never have to pretend that long.
" Finn, I never stopped loving you. I tried to act as if nothing had happened for a long time, but every phone call reminded me how much I missed you. " She pressed his forehead against hers. " I'm not happy... everyone sees it exept me. "
" They told me ..." he he whispered.
She drew back in surprise.
" Who ? "
He had to escort Kurt and Santana at the airport and hated the idea that in a few hours, they would be with him and not him. Finn had heard the talk about Rachel organized party for the New Year's Eve. He had pretended to be happy for them but cursed all those who would be present at this festival, as it is moped into this hole flush. Yes, for one week, Lima had become for him a real hole flush. Lima was nothing without her, and that he knew very well. He had a small well-ordered life, a job he loved, studies that finally would lead to something ... but it was far from perfect. He missed her so much.
He looked at his watch when he parked his car in the driveway of her parents. 10: 00. The day was just beginning he wanted it to end already. Frankly the only thing he wanted today was to shut himself up in his room and make sure not to think about anything or anyone.
" Mom ! "
He wished that his parents go to the airport to his place, but hey, Carole was not ready and the flight would not expect.
" Kitchen ! "
Ok, he would tell her he had put Kurt and Santana on the plane and then request that nobody speaks to him of the day.
But he saw at once that she was not alone. Burt and Rachel's parents were with her and chatting over tea.
" Oh ! Hi… "
Finn didn't expect to see so many people on a Saturday morning. Even less Rachel's fathers!
" What's happen… "
" Nothing ! Hiram and Leroy came to tea. " explained his mother gently.
Hiram and Leroy and became friends Carole and Burt also appreciated the two men. It was a secret they were often.
" How to spend the holidays, boy ? "
Hiram and Leroy were fond Finn and always took this news.
" Quietly ... Uh, how is Rachel ? " Finn asked.
Burt washed abruptly.
" 50 Dollar Berry ! "
All four laughed under the gaze of bewildered Finn.
" Sorry, Finn ... It's a stupid bet ..." apologized Leroy. " You might ask the question directly to our daughter ? "
" I think she has a lot of time ... she organized the New Year's Eve! "
The tone of Finn was falsely detached and deceived no one.
Carole handed him an envelope.
" Look ! "
" What's this ? "
" Open ..." Burt was impatient.
Finn did and opened the envelope. He was surprised to discover a plane ticket and a reservation for a hotel room. Destination: New York. Finn had a fixed gaze, mouth wide open, but no sound came out.
" Go to New York and make our daughter happy Finn! "
The words of the Hiram went out of his amazement.
" What ?! "
Carole sighed and looked up at the sky ... his son really deserved a good kick in the butt.
" Finn, you're a shadow of yourself for almost a year. Clearly Rachel miss you ... you throw yourself into the work and studies to avoid thinking about it ... " Finn was about to interrupt but she continued. "... But you're not fooling anyone. "
" Finn, you love Rachel ...? "
Finn nodded silently.
" So stop this stupid separation ... We all agree it was a bad idea. You are not happy and Rachel either! " Hiram explained before Burt will continue. " Things can be different ... will you wait for that to happen or will you tempt fate ? "
5 seconds. Finn has reflected that 5 seconds.
Rachel had ridden thighs Finn and lovingly embraced. There seemed to be no more obstacles to his happiness. His new happiness. Their new happiness.
" Soooo ... Finn Hudson, you're here to make me happy ..." he she asked with a smile 10000 watt who had missed so much.
" It's you who makes me happy ..." he said before recapture his lips in his.
They had finally finished with this painful tearing of who the heart or reason could triumph. What was obvious was to become their reality and future.
" Hey, Finn ... Happy New Year ! "
" Happy New Year babe. "