Chapter 3
AU: I appreciate the one review I have. das ok tho. one's better than none! I don't write because I'm good at it (cause I'm not) or for followers or popularity. I write stories to channel my feelings. it's the only way I know how. so basicaly I write what I'm thinking and put into a different story format. (just know, I have never been raped or bullied.) I just think about suicide a lot. no one close to me has died recently. I just have issues with my parents and with a relationship with a friend and I'm sick of dealing with it. anyway, I won't get into that. I bet you just want to read the next chapter of the story. so here we go! ENJOY!
"What do you mean?" Aunt Cass asked, as it was a rather unusual thing for hiro to say. he NEVER needed help.
I rolled onto my back and looked at everyone, "I think about suicide everyday. everyday, I wish there was a way to end my problems without having to leave my family behind. I keep telling myself there's another solution out there, but I just can't find it. I want to see my brother again. every night before I fall asleep i pray that when I wake up i'll be with tadashi- wherever he is- or never wake up at all. I'd rather die than live without tadashi."
"Do you think therapy could help?" The nurse suggested.
"I don't know if anything can help." I answered honestly.
"Do you think you could give it a try?"
I sighed, "I guess."
"Anything it takes for you to feel better." Aunt cass assured me by holding my hand and squeezing it.
"I don't know if that'll ever happen."
"Hiro, listen to me." Aunt cass ordered, "There is always a way to feel better without ending your life. but you cant feel better if you don't try. please. promise me you'll try?"
I decided it was worth a try. and if it didn't work, it's never too late to die. so I nodded and gave her a hug to re-assure her.
"I'm going to get a doctor to come and check your vitals. i'll be back." with that, the nurse left us alone.