Good news Im almost evenly tanned, was Canada day weekend so I was out in the Sun all weekend and I got like stranded it a boat while tubing yesterday with some friends for like an hour so that helped, not that anyone actually cares. anyways I dont really like this chapter it was like 3 am when I wrote it, and im sorry for any mistakes my eyes are kind of messed up and everything is doubled. I got glasses last week but they dont seem to be working or I have to get used to them I dunno anyways I`ll Stop talking.
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The music was loud, The bass vibrating the walls, The place smelt of smoke and alcohol, bodies were littered across the place mingling, laughing, and drinking.
Logan stood in the corner of the party awkwardly watching everyone having fun around him. It was the end of the school year and Captain of the football team Jake Tyler decided to throw a huge party to celebrate while his parents were out of town and invited everyone to come out for it. Logan would have preferred to stay home. But long story short James, Kendall and Carlos said if Logan didnt want to go they wouldnt either they could stay home and hang out instead, Logan didnt want them missing the end year party and agreed to go. But he wasnt enjoying it. He wish he had James confidence, Carlos outgoing personality, Or Kendalls charisma, no instead he was to shy and awkward to go up and talk to people. Not to mention this party had about every jock from school present and most of them seemed to be drunk and he was the resident geek so he opted to staying in the corner and out of the way, watching his friends enjoy themselves instead. He could see James talking to some girls, Carlos talking to whoever walked by, and Kendall, Logan didnt see Kendall anywhere.
Logan was broken from his thoughts when he felt a hand grab his shoulder and spun him around. "Logaaaan!" The voice slurred.
"Kendall are you drunk?" Asked Logan warily.
Kendall wobbled laughing." Yeah just a smidge...no, not at all" Said Kendall standing up straight and grinning at Logan who gave him a playful punch.
"You having fun?"
Logan shrugged his shoulders." Its okay."
Kendall nodded his head." Well dont worry we`ll be getting out of here soon."
Before Logan could reply a sickly sweet voice broke him off. "Hey Kendall, Logan."
Both boys turned to see Lexi Harper behind them holding a drink in her hand and smiling at the two boys,
"Hey Lexi." Said Kendall, While Logan gave a shy wave.
Lexi walked forward still smiling and gave a hug to Kendall before moving onto Logan lingering on him and grabbing hold of his arm, giving a flirty wink. Logan blushed looking anywhere but Lexi.
"How you doing?" Asked Kendall.
"Im great." Said Lexi her eyes never leaving Logan.
"Good,Great, okay I am gonna go and leave you two, to it." Said Kendall walking away giving a thumbs up to Logan behind his back.
"How come I never see you at parties?" Lexi asked rubbing Logans arm.
"N-not really m-my thing" Said Logan cursing himself for stuttering.
Truth be told Logan had one of the biggest crushes on Lexi Harper, she was easily the prettiest girl in the school, Blue eyes, Blonde hair, skinny, average height and a gorgeous smile. Their were just a few problems with her talking to him. She was also easily the most popular girl in the school, she had money, friends, style, was a cheerleader and was currently dating Jake Tyler.
"you should come to them more often, they`d be more fun with you." Said Lexi moving closer.
Logan moved back and couldnt help but wrinkle his nose when he smelt the alcohol on her breath."Wheres uh..Jake?"
Lexi rolled her eyes waving her hands away," I dumped him."
Logan nodded rubbing the back of his neck nervously."Im sorry."
Lexi just shrugged her shoulders before grinning wide." You know you have the most brownest eyes." As she leaned in closer.
"T-thanks yours are n-nice too." Said Logan stumbling over his words blushing.
Lexi giggled before whispering in Logans ear. " Stop talking Logan." Before she connected her lips to his. And Logan kissed back his heart beating wildly in his chest.
"Whats going on here?" The two quickly broke apart to see Jake Tyler surrounded By his and Lexis friends.
Lexi pulled away from Logan giggling before hugging Jake and kissing him.
"I didnt think you would actually do it Lexi." Said Ryan one of Jakes football buddies, Handing Lexi Twenty Dollars.
"Easiest money I have ever made." Said Lexi.
Logan looked down embarrassed and tried to stop his eyes from watering. How could he have been so stupid to think Lexi Harper would like him.
"Aw come on Logan, It was just a joke." Said Carly, Captain of the cheerleading squad.
"He must of known it was a joke, like Lexi would ever go for a loser like him." Said Jakes. Earning laughs from the surrounding crowd as it got bigger.
" I mean look at him, hes pathetic, he actually looks like hes about to cry, as if a dork like him would have a chance." Jake continued.
Logan blinked furiously,willing himself not to cry in front of these people and got up to push is way past the crowd.
"Whoa, where you going, were having fun." Said Jake griping Logans shoulders tightly pushing him back into the middle of the crowd. Where the party seemed to stop to watch the scene unfold.
"Back off." A voice snarled entering the crowd of people.
"Come on James, were just joking around,arent we Logan."Grinned Jake ruffling Logans hair roughly, making him flinch.
James clenched his fists in anger once he saw Logan flinch. How many times has James seem Logan flinch like that expecting a hit, or a insult. Anger burned in James eyes. Carlos beside him looking ready to pounce all he needed was the go ahead.
"Let him go." James said slowly and forcefully a hard edge to his tone.
"Take the dork than." Said Jake shoving Logan who stumbled to the ground.
Carlos quickly went over to help Logan up while James growled and charged towards Jake before someones fist came and struck Jake across the face making him fall to the ground blood gushing from his nose. And Kendall walked right past not even glancing down to see the damage he had done.
"Were leaving." He snapped, walking past his friends and through the crowd.
The four boys walked home, three in anger and one in embarrassment.
"Are you guys mad?" Asked Logan breaking the silence.
"Yes." Hissed Kendall.
"Im sorry." Said Logan in a timid voice.
"He doesnt mean at you Logan." Said Carlos.
" No wait, come on Logan tell us why your sorry, I would love to hear this apology." Snapped Kendall.
"Kendall!" Snapped James glaring at his friend.
" Im sorry for ruining the party for you guys, for causing a scene, for being an embarrassment, for a being a loser." Logan apologized quietly keeping his eyes downward.
"Dont actually apologize Logan, especially for that you werent actually supposed to find a reason.. Im tired of it, of everyone treating you like crap, you didnt ruin that party, or cause a scene, or embarrassed us, your not pathetic,or a loser, or worthless or useless. And I swear the next person that does anything to you will regret it!" Snarled Kendall his nails digging into his palms.
"Its okay Kendall. Im used to this" Said Logan.
"Its not okay! Stop letting people push you around." Shouted Kendall. Making Logan flinch back.
"Knock it of Kendall!"Snapped James shoving him. While Carlos looked shocked at what was happening.
Kendall glared before his expression softened and he sighed. " Its not okay Logan, it just never ends for you, you shouldnt have to be used to people treating you like that. Im not mad at you not at all." Logan smiled weakly, relieved Kendalls anger wasnt really directed towards him.
"We just wish things could be more easy for you." Said James softly.
"As long as I have you guys around it really doesnt seem all that bad."
"Well I guess we`ll have to stick around than huh?" Said James nudging Logan smiling.
"We`d be lost without ya, and probably failing school and in Juvie."Said Carlos tackling Logan in a hug, who grinned.
Kendall watched his friends joking and laughing trying to make Logan forget anything that happened tonight. But Kendall just watched his fists still clenched at his sides, angry for how he reacted to Logan,to what had transpired at the party a party Logan didnt even want to go to. It was always Logan who got hurt, who got bullied or humiliated. Logan who had a bad home life, who had no self-esteem and thought he had no self-worth thanks to no one telling him otherwise. A kid who would rather let a mosquito have his blood and be itchy than kill it, He had one of the most biggest forgiving hearts of anyone Kendall had met, and this was how he was repaid humiliated by a drunk jock in front of his classmates.
Kendall was finished with it he stood by for years as Logan got beat by his dad, shoved against lockers, beat up at school, made fun of and he tried his best to protect Logan it just never seemed to be good enough. But he was done with it he wouldnt let the kid out of his sight if thats all it took to watch out for him. He was gonna make sure Logan didnt get humiliated again like that in front of his classmates.
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