Heey you guys should check out the most addicting show ever No its not Supernatural ( although its very addicting) and its not Jersey Shore ( do not judge me for watching that show. Its so bad its good.) Its SUITS! AMG! I`m like in love with this show. Harvey and Mike kind of remind me of Neal and Peter from White Collar. Its so good! I was googling white collar and saw this was a suggested show. and Because Canada doesnt get the USA network I downloaded it and fell in Love and cant stop watching it. Plus the two leads are hott so bonus.

annd I was flipping around the tv the other day was like 4 in the morning and saw Video on trial on and guess who was on it? Big Time Rush! now for those of you who dont know Video on trial is a tv show played on Muchmusic where these comedians I guess make fun of music videos. I would not advise you to watch this video if you are just like crazy about big time rush like you cant stand people insulting them. because they say some pretty mean and crude things. but if you have a good sense of humor I`d watch it.

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James sat on Logans couch glancing at the time on his cellphone every few seconds waiting for his raven haired friend to come down the stairs.

"Logan! Move your scrawny butt!" Shouted James.

"One second" Logan yelled down from his bedroom.

James sighed impatiently. He wanted to go shopping today and Logan wanted to go to the book store to buy some book series, something mortal music?, immortal instruments?, mortal instruments?, mortal guitar?, James couldnt remember he usually spaced out when Logan talked about books he just remembered it had to do with music, James didnt even know Logan was interested in taking music. But the point was he wanted to be there now and Logan was taking his sweet time getting ready.

"Logan lets go! Or I`m leaving with out you" James shouted impatiently.

"No you wont"Logan sing-songed.

James groaned,Glancing at his cellphone again and glaring at the time. He wouldnt leave without Logan, No. But he would carry him out of the house if he had to.

James stalked up the stairs and headed for Logans bedroom fully prepared to carry him out of the house on his shoulder.

"Okay times up we are leav-Woah" Said James staring at Logans room.

Logans head popped up from the other side of his bed where James hadnt seen him.

"What?" Asked Logan

"and I thought Carlos room was bad."

"Whats wrong with my room?" Asked Logan confused.

"Dude its a mess." Commented James.

And it was all the drawers were open,clothes were strewn across the room, dvds and videos games were littered in front of his tv, books were scattered across his room, his bed was unmade and his desk was cluttered. James figured with a dad like Logans his room would be spotless.

Logan looked around a frown on his face. " Its not that bad."

"No dude, seriously if you hadnt been responding to me earlier I would have had to send a rescue crew to get you out of this mess." Joked James

" Its not that messy."

"No really! They`d have a rope to lead the way in so you wouldnt get lost. Rescue workers would go missing."

"I clean my room every Sunday." Logan declared.

"You have a day for when you clean your room?" Asked James

"I dont like it this messy."

"You would." Said James picturing Logan delaying any plans on a sunday just to clean his room.

"Shut up, we can go now." Said Logan going past James.

James grinned and followed after Logan, bringing his cellphone to his mouth.

"Abort mission, I repeat abort mission, Missing person found."

"Dooont" Whined Logan pouting.

James laughed and grabbed Logan in a headlock ruffling his hair and heading towards the car, dodging Logans punch.

James I thought we were going to the mall?" Asked Logan confused as to where they were driving.

"We are, but im tired of our small town Minnesota mall so were going to the city mall."James replied/

Logan balked at James."So instead of a ten minute drive, your gonna drive a hour for a bigger mall and in your dads old car?"

"What do you mean my dads car? Whats wrong with this car..."James trailed off when he heard the clanking sound and smoke coming from the engine.

"Talk about perfect timing" James thought and pulled over taking a glance at Logan who was opening his mouth to say something.

"Not a word from you." Said James.

Logan closed his mouth smiling and followed after James who was opening the hood of the car causing a cloud of smoke to come out of it. James waved his hand trying to clear the smoke away and took a look at the engine and puzzled expression on his face.

"You dont know anything about cars, your not gonna fix it." Logan pointed out standing off to the side/

"Well your a genius, do something genius." Said James gesturing towards the engine.

Logan smirked and opened the car door, grabbing James cellphone and tossing it to him.

"Call someone to get us."

"and that is why your the genius." Said James dialing a number and putting the phone to his ear walking a short ways away.

Logan shut the hood of the car and climbed on top,leaning against the windshield.

James hung up the phone frustrated and headed back towards Logan who was sitting on top of the hood talking to himself.

"Who are you talking to?" Asked James.

"Myself." Logan replied simply.

"You know only crazy people do that." James pointed out amused.

"I like to have intelligent conversations every now and than." Logan replied seriously.

"Oh are my conversation skills not intelligent enough for you?"

"Nope." Logan grinned.

"Ooh Ouch!" Said James grabbing his chest dramatically.

Logan shook his head laughing." So whose coming to get us?"

"No one."

"No one?" Logan repeated.

"My dad, Kendall, and Carlos arent answering their phones, I`ll try again in a bit."

"Call your mom than." Logan suggested.

"Nah I`m okay."

"We could get out of here sooner." Logan pointed out.

"Im good"

"But we wont have to wait if you called." Said Logan confused.

"I said im good" James snapped annoyed.

Logan flinched before cautiously asking." Can I ask why?"

James didnt reply for several moments that Logan didnt think he would.

" I dont know. Shes just been working a lot lately, I rarely see her anymore because something always work related comes up. I feel like she didnt really want a kid."

"James I`ve met your mom, she may be kind of intense when it comes to her job, but she loves you and probably hates working as much as she does. Trust me she wanted you."

James smiled softly knowing he was probably overreacting about it.

"Yeah I guess, I just miss her."

Logan nodded in understanding and patted James on the shoulder. Leaving the two in a comfortable silence for a few minutes.

"My mom didnt."

"Didnt what?" Asked James confused.

"Want kids." Logan replied.

"Logan she didnt leave because of you. If anything it was probably your dad."

James and the others always knew Logan took blame in his mom walking out, So he rarely ever talked about her, he`d mentioned her in passing but never outright and never about her leaving.

Logan shook his head." She told me-"

Logan broke off before continuing " The night she left."

James stared at Logan shocked, He certainly wasnt expecting that to come out of his smaller friends mouth and for once James was speechless, He couldnt think of anything to say that would bring any comfort to his friend. Because honestly how do you respond to that? But it didnt matter because Logan continued.

"Thats why dad treats me the way he does, Because she never left him, she left me." Logan finished simply.

James ran a hand through his hair. "Logan...I dont even know what...maybe...maybe your heard her wrong theirs no way."

"Theres no mistaking what she said."

"Plus she came back about 4 months later."

James shot up straight." She came back? I didnt know that, did Carlos? Did Kendall? Why didnt you say anything? Why did she come back?" Said James shooting questions at Logan.

Logan smiled weakly"There wasnt anything to say."

"Nothing to say! It`d be a pretty big thing to mention you know over pizza,when we hung out,at school,during church."

"We dont go to church." Logan interrupted with raised eyebrows.

"Im trying to make a point."

Logan shrugged. "She didnt come back for me."

"So what she came back for your ass of a dad?."

Logan nodded slowly.

"Well does that mean shes still around."

Logan shook his head." No she only stuck around for another month or two and she didnt live at home. But the first time she left was it for me, when she came back she didnt acknowledge me and I rarely saw her."

James laughed bitterly. "You just cant catch a break can you?"

"I had you guys."

"Except we didnt know about it." Said James trying to think back if something had seemed off about Logan during that time but only came up with how his dad had been treating him. Not his mom.

"Because I never told you guys, I didnt want to talk about it, and being around you guys took my mind off everything."

"So why are you telling me this now?" Asked James curious as to why after all these years Logan is mentioning it now.

"Because I dont want you to feel like I did when I found out my mom didnt want me. Your mom loves you James, you would know if she didnt." Logan explained.

James felt guilt over-wash him. Here he was complaining about his mom not wanting kids just because she was working some longer hours when Logans mom had straight up told him she never wanted him. James couldnt feel like a bigger ass.

"Dont feel bad." Said Logan as if reading James thoughts.

"Im sitting hear complaing,while your mom-"

"Its fine." Logan interuppted. "You think what you think, dont feel guilty about it."

James nodded slowly and cleared his throat. "I`m gonna go call her to get us."

Logan nodded his head smiling watching James talk to his mom on the phone. Logan could tell he made his friend feel guilty, But that was never Logans intention he just didnt want his friend to feel like he did when he found out his mom never wanted him.

"She`ll be here in half-n-hour." Said James heading back to Logan.

Logan nodded his head. "Good."

James joined Logan on top of the car. "What did she say to you, the night she left?

Logan rubbed the back of his neck, ducking his head a little.

"Uhm...Not much really. Just that I was never part of the plan for her or dad, that she tried as long as she could to be a good mother,she just didnt want to anymore, and if she could she would take back my existence. That I was Mistake"

James clenched his fists,He could feel his nails digging into his palms.

"and I guess she told dad what happened. She came back a few months later. Dad didnt touch me, She didnt acknowledge me. It was actually a really good couple of months for me. Than she disappeared for good and everything went back to how it was except dad was less rough and took more business trips."Logan finished monotone as if he told this story this story a hundred times before.

James frowned words sticking out to him and repeating in his head.

"Take back my existence."

"Never part of the plan."

"I was a Mistake"

"Dad didnt Touch me,She didnt acknowledge me."

"Actually a really good couple of months for me."

"Why couldnt she keep your mouth shut!, she had no right to do that to you! You dont lay that kind of crap on your kids." Exclained James furious.

"She said I had a right to know."

James scoffed as if that was the most stupidest reason he`s ever heard.

"Do Kendall or Carlos know any of this?"

"I never told anyone." Logan admitted

"I wont tell them." Said James.

Logan looked at him nodding his thanks.

"Just so you know you were a happy mistake."

Logan let out a laugh " Yeah thanks for that."

James grinned.

"Really though are you okay?"Asked James worried.

Logan nodded."Yeah I mean I was pretty wrecked at first, I actually made a list at one point with all my flaws to see why she never wanted me."

James frowned at that. "You`ll never find a flaw that will give you an excuse for what she did."

Logan didnt say anything.

"Right?" Pushed James.

"Huh?..Oh yeah no,I know." Said Logan smiling weakly.

"Im serious theirs nothing wrong with you."

"Thanks James." Said Logan sincerely.

"and just so you know my mom, Kendalls mom and Carlos mom adore you, seriously if any one our families were to adopt you, we`d have to take turns with you or there would be a huge custody battle. That would ultimately lead to all ties being cut off from each family because we`d be fighting for you."

Logan laughed " are you trying to make me feel better, because you just told me I`ll be the reason your families stop talking to each other."

"Is it working?"

Logan nodded smiling."A little."

"We would though. you know take you in. in a heartbeat. Just let us tell." Said James going back to being serious.

Logan shook his head."I cant James. I cant leave him."

James sighed." I know, Thought I`d give it a try."

"But if you ever do need somewhere to stay anyone of our houses will always be open for you. Promise you`ll come to us if things get to bad,or you need somewhere to stay." James pleaded.

Logan nodded hesitating." I promise." Logan replied avoiding eye contact.

James sighed relieved and both boys jumped when they heard a car horn honk behind them. And whipped around to see James mom waving at them.

"You sure your okay?" Asked James. jumping off the hood of the car.

Logan nodded." Im fine, Thanks James."

"Anytime." Said James throwing a arm around Logans shoulders.

"You think we can still go to the book store?" Asked Logan hopefully.

"Sure, speaking of I didnt know you were interested in taking music."

Logan looked confused. "Im not."

"But your getting the Immortal instruments"

"Mortal instruments James. And its about these teenage shadow hunters. When this girl Clary-"

and that was all James could remember about that book.

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