End of Chapter 20: Revised
I woke up and looked out the window, it was dark so I checked my phone. 11:47.
I walked out of my room and into the living room, where I saw Austin sleeping on the couch.
I watched Austin's chest rise and fall, I really did love Austin. Wait! What? I slowly thought about Austin, how I loved his laugh, his messy hair, and his passion for music, the way he got protective if there was another guy around. I really did love everything about him.
I walked to the couch and got on my knees and lightly brushed Austin's hair, "I don't want to fight anymore" I whispered, and then I kissed his cheek. Austin's eyes shot open, which startled me, causing me to panic and hit my head on the coffee table.
"Ow…" I moaned rubbing my head. Austin sat up and glared at me.
"What do you want?" he spat, staring at me with angry eyes.
"To talk" I said.
"Go to bed" he mumbled, flipping over, facing the inside of the couch and pulled the blanket closer to him.
"I'm not leaving so I suggest you listen" I said sitting more comfortably on the floor.
"When you went to make pancakes, Ross came into our room. I didn't know he was going to kiss me, and he leaned in and told me he was going to kiss me and I was too shocked to move Austin, you have to believe me, I don't have any feelings towards Ross at all, and I don't want us to fight any more" I said.
Ross turned back to me and stood up, so I anxiously stood up too.
"What are you doing?" I asked. "Walking you back to your room" he said.
Austin took my hand and led me back to the doorway of my room.
"I love you" I said so quietly, you could barely hear it, but Austin did. He stopped, "What-what did you say?" he asked in a menacing voice, pinning me against the door, his hands holding mine beside my head, daring me to say it again. I looked up and my brown eyes met his hazel ones, full of emotions I couldn't make out. Hope? Anger? Lust?
"Say it" he whispered, closing his eyes, and his face towards the ceiling. "Say it again" he begged
I swallowed, "Austin Monica Moon, I love you" I said in a hushed voice, keeping my eyes on him.
He still had his eyes closed and wouldn't look down. Austin took a deep breath and looked like he was in an internal war deciding on what to do.
I whispered his name, "Austin?" and his eyes flashed towards me, and I saw one thing only in his eyes, pure lust. He quickly grabbed my waist and kissed me hard. It wasn't soft and delicate like the one two nights ago, it was rough, but he knew what he wanted.
He squeezed by butt making me gasp, and he thrust his tongue in my mouth. After his tongue fought for dominance in my mouth, felt a tug pulling up on my shirt. I pulled away and closed my eyes, panting against the wall.
"No" I said.
"Ally just let me do this I-" Austin started, a begging tone in his voice.
"No Austin, we can't go farther than this, it's too soon" I said glancing at my bedroom for an escape. "I'm going to bed" I said, walking to the door of my room.
"Come sleep with me" Austin said, grabbing my arm, and lightly pulling me to him.
"Your caught up in the moment, sleep on it, we'll talk in the morning" I said, wiggling out of his grasp.
Austin let out a long sigh, "Okay" he said, knowing that I wouldn't budge.
"Goodnight" I said, before kissing him one more time.
"Good night" Austin replied.