I decided to Update because I had nothing to do yesterday because all my friends had their march breaks already so I was lame and did nothing all week I`ve never been so bored but anyways I go off to school this afternoon so this is probably the last one until April now legit the school work will just be piling up I have projects just piled up until April and I`m a professional procrastinator and then after that its exams and packing, and this chapter it`s not very long but I hope you like it anyways.

And is there anyone that watches one tree hill because I am not emotionally prepared for the series finale, this has been one of my favorite seasons since season 1 really don`t want it to end :( …just saying, Okay onwards !

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Fears.

Everyone had them, there were the standard fears where people were afraid of spiders, heights, snakes, the dark.

Then there were the deeper fears the ones that scared people the most being alone, losing your family, having no future, dying.

Kendall ,James, Carlos, and Logan each had their fears their standard ones and their deeper ones. They each knew who was afraid of what but they didn't share the ones that really scared them, the ones that really affected them the most. But they didn't need too, they show it through their personalities they each were able to connect the dots and assure one another that nothing would happen while they were around. They just never let it on that they knew what each one of them were scared of.

Kendall was afraid of Snakes he could never grasp how people could keep them as pets, He saw snakes as giant man eating anacondas, They moved to fast, there were to many different types, big and small, slimy and scaley, and they could be poisonous. Its why he always refused to work in the garden for his mom in fear of coming across one, and if they ever went to the zoo it's the one place he always skipped seeing the snakes, and there was that one time the four friends went swimming in a small lake that Kendall came across a water snake squirming across the water that he splashed it and quickly got out of the water and refused to go back in, He never went back to that lake. Kendall definitely hated snakes.

What Kendall was really afraid of though was losing everybody he loved after he lost his dad Kendall used to stay awake at night and wonder what his life would be like if everyone he cared about died, his friends, his mom, his little sister, and his relatives. That's why he acted like the leader, why he took charge with his friends, so he could watch over them. It upset Kendall more than people thought when his friends were hurting, they were practically his brothers to him. And if He could he would try his best to make sure nothing bad would happen to the people he love, and his friends knew this, they knew Kendall like to be in charge to make sure things were okay before anyone else could venture it, and they let him they let him watch out for them, Because it made his fear less scary knowing he could protect them and watch over them.

James was afraid of heights, he didn't understand how people could bungee jump, skydive, ride Ferris wheels he just didn't get the concept of how people could find joy from being at deathly heights. He figured it out that he was scared of heights when the guys headed to an amusement park when they were eight and after being on the Ferris wheel and feeling the wobbly swings he had screamed and cried until they stopped the ride and let him off, He never voluntary went anywhere high up unless it was really needed like the time Logan had gotten stuck in a tree but James had been to occupied worrying about Logan that he hadn't thought about the height. James was definitely afraid of heights.

What James was really afraid of was changing who he was to impress someone else, James wasn't necessarily a conceited person but he was aware that he was a popular good looking guy, and he liked to impress people he could recall some days where he would be mean to other kids just because he had been called cool, James like the compliments, the popularity, the girls but he didn't like what it came with, But he can remember how many times Logan and Carlos were pushed around at school and he could remember how angry he had been, so he stopped, he stopped teasing kids because people thought it was cool. James used to act around people to what they had expected from him it`s why people called him self-absorbed, His friends knew this it`s why they never tried to make James do things he didn't want to, its why they let him enjoy the things he was interested, Because James could be himself around his friends without being judged.

Carlos was scared of the dark it could have been for the fact that he watches a decent amount of horror movies, he wouldn't be able to sleep if he didn't have a night light plugged into his wall, and he always knew where the closest flashlight was, candles and lighters in case for a power outage he would able to locate a source of light the fastest, He didn't like being in the dark and not be aware of his surroundings he claimed that " You never know what could be lurking in the dark." But his friends never made fun of him for being afraid of the dark, they let him have light when he ever slept over at one of their houses, But as much as Carlos was afraid of the dark he found it tolerable when he knew his friends were in the same room as him.

What Carlos was really scared of was everyone moving on without him, He knew he wasn't good at school, and usually left projects and studying until the day before they were due. But his friends had futures planned out they knew exactly where they wanted to end up, Kendall wanted to play hockey and with his athletic ability he could, James wanted to be a singer and with his voice and looks he could be, and Logan wanted to be a doctor and with his brains and the way he cares for people he could. But Carlos had no clue what he wanted to be and he was afraid that after high school his friends would move on and leave him behind, He was afraid to be alone. His friends knew this and they always talked about their future together as friends so Carlos knows even when they grow up they`ll still be friends, that they`ll still hang out, Its why they encourage him and never tell him that whatever new dream he has won`t ever happen.

Logan was afraid of thunderstorms the loud noises, the flashing of lightening, the pounding of the rain, and the high winds. Storms scared him the damage that they are able to cause worries him, He never slept if there was a storm he was to afraid to so he would stay up until the storm would surpass and then go to bed, He could never go to sleep during the. He has also seen enough horror movies with a killer and his trusty axe getting closer to the house with each flash of lightening. He also avoided looking out the window, and if there was a storm one of his friends would ensure that they would be able to make it over to his big house where he was most likely alone.

What really scared Logan was being completely unwanted his peers at school can`t stand him, his mother never wanted him and his father thinks he`s a waste of space, He was afraid that one day his friends would wake up and finally realize what a loser he was, that he wasn't worth all the issues, He can still remember the day his father telling him how he didn't get how his son even had friends, but that it didn't matter because one day they would realize he`s just damaged goods, Logan to this day believed his father even though deep down he knew his friends wouldn't bail on him, and his friends wouldn't they knew Logan didn't trust people easily and they would never break that, They invited him to spend time with their families, with each other, They let him know he was wanted.

Fears. Everyone had them weather they wanted them or not.

WHOOPWHOOP ! I don't know its late don't judge. I hope this was okay It was written pretty quickly. See You all In April my lovelies ( Yeah I don't even know)

Did you know everyone on the titanic could have been saved but because of the pure panic not all of the life boats were full with as many people as it should have been.

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