Hey guys, believe it or not I was writing this chapter earlier but my brother flop on the couch and my charger came lose (I have a terrible battery -_-) So now I have to re write the chapter and I plan on it being the same length as it was... It's not going to be as good as the first draft but I hope it will do.

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Tris POV

Al, I can't believe it's Al, my best friend, was your best friend.

"Tris-" I hold my hand to shut him up.

"Don't you dare say a word to me Al!" I'm near tears and yelling at Al not caring who hears.

"Because of what you and Peter did to me I wake up screaming in the middle of the night for the past two months! How could you do something to me like that? What did I ever do to you?" Tears are now streaming down my face.

"I know.. I know what I did was so wrong and I can never forgive myself for it-"

"AND YOU THINK I'M GOING TO FORGIVE YOU? YOUR A COWARD FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME AL!" I'm now screaming my head off, my blood is boiling and my face is hot with anger and tears. Al doesn't even dare to look me in the eyes, I see a tear fall from his face, if I wasn't so angry I would feel pity for him.

"Tris," he looks up at me with tear stain face but quickly looks back down,

"I'm sorry for thinking you would forgive me." With that he walks off not even bothering to look up. I feel a hand on my shoulder which I know it's Tobias.

"I don't want to talk about it, can we just go home." He nods his head and opens the passenger door for me and I hop in. He hops into the driver seat and we head towards the house in complete silence.

Once we pull into the driveway I see everybody in their car waiting on us. Shit I forgot to get them spare keys. We park the car and walk out hand in hand.

"There you guys are... Tris, are you okay?" Christina ask and I nod my head. I unlock the door and head straight to my room dragging Tobias with me. Once we get there I crash on the bed and Tobias locks the door. He lays next to me and I cuddle with him and he holds me tight. Then all the tears start to come out.

Al POV

Tris hates me, I try to apologize to her but she wouldn't even look me in the eye. I am a coward, I don't deserve to be Dauntless.

After what happened I was sentence to two months in prison because I was only the look out and I had a good lawyer. Once my time was done my parents sent me here to Chicago to live with my uncle Karl, me and him had a long talk and I have the bruises and scars to prove it.

Tris was my only friend and I can't believe I did that to her, I'm so stupid. I finally make it back to my house to see my uncle Karl rusty pick up truck is parked in the driveway. I walk through the door and see he is passed out with bottles of Jack Daniel's all around him. I pick up one that hasn't been drunk and make my way to the hallway closet. I open the shoe box to grab the pistol we keep for emergency like intruders and stuff.

I head to my room and close the door and start to drink. I sit at my desk with a pencil and paper and start to write a good-bye letter and take a last drink of the Jack. I check to make sure the gun was loaded and cocked the bullet into the chamber.

I'm so sorry Tris, I don't deserve to live anymore. I place the cold barrel to the side of my head.

Bang.

Tris POV

I wake to a knocking at my door, I take a look at my surroundings to see I'm in my room and Tobias is laying right next to me. He stayed up with me until I calmed down and was able to sleep, I'm so lucky to have him in my life and nothing can ever change that.

Another knock at the door and I get up to answer it. I see Christina with a folded piece of paper in her hand.

"Hey Tris, a guy dressed in all black came and said this was for you, he also said that it was only meant for your eyes so I didn't read it." She hands me the paper and I give her a smile and I nod before I take the paper. I sit at the edge of the bed and start to read the letter.

Dear Tris,

If you are reading this that means I am dead...

I know you probably still hate my guts and never want to speak to me again after what had happened yesterday and I don't blame you. Tris I know what I did was so wrong and un forgivable.

After that day, I was sentence to two months in prison, After I did my time, I was sent to Chicago to live with my uncle Karl who would abusive me when ever he was drunk so that was basically everyday... After all that I still didn't feel like it was enough.

We were best friends and you were actually my first friend, you taught me to be brave and face my shyness, we would spend all day and night just talking about random stuff. Then I told you I was in love with you and you rejected me. I was heart-broken and we became distant after that.

I was mad and upset that when Peter and Drew came to me with the plan at getting back at you I couldn't say no.

I'm so sorry Tris, you were right I am a coward, I don't deserve to live, and when you exploded on me yesterday it was enough to convince me, so I took my life. I hope one day deep down in your heart, that you can forgive me.

Al

When I finish reading the note I was in tears, I kept a hand over my mouth from screaming out. I can't help but feel like this is my fault.

Alright guys I know this is probably short but I wanted to get this chapter posted before Midnight.

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