Charlie had to go to work and refused to leave me alone. He knew I hung out with Emily now and dropped me off at her house. Everyone was there except for Embry and Jared. Emily was talking to me on the couch as I stared at my hands.

I rubbed my face in the palm of my hands, "Why must everything be so fucking irritating. It's one big fuck fest after another. If I knew being this…" I gestured to myself, "…I would've followed my parents out of here, being dead with them sounds like a dream." I was mumbling to myself. My body was weak and aching which put me in a bad mood.

"Menah you need to chill." Paul stood and came to me, "You have nothing to be stressed about. Those leeches are not coming back and Bella will get over whatever it is she has with Jacob."

My eyes narrowed at him and pushed him back, "Those leeches, are family. They treated me the same way and made me happy. Edward left me because he had to. I'm not defending him because I love him, but because he's done what he had to do." My breathing grew harsh.

Paul let out a short laugh, "What he had to do? He left you heartbroken in the woods with nothing, but memories that's full of shit." He came closer to me face, "The woman is gone, so why is Edward not around? He's not coming back."

The claws in my hand grew. My anger was too high to even tell him anything. In an instant my mood changed from anger to sorrowfulness. "You do not… get to tell me that. You have no fucking right." I pulled at my hair. "You don't understand, you haven't imprinted on anyone!"

"And if I did, I wouldn't cheat on her if she decides to leave me. I'd wait for her!" He yelled at me.

"If you knew you were dying then maybe you would have." I whispered. He looked shocked for a moment. "Goodbye Emily." I smiled at her and said bye to Sam and Jacob. Without looking back I ran out of the house just looking for a way out of this mess.

The next day Paul came over. He apologized to me, but I didn't have the strength to make him leave nor did I want to be alone. He sat next to me on the couch and ran his fingers through my straight hair. Ever since I flat ironed it I decided to keep it straight or at least try. Paul had just told me how Bella found out about them and slapped him. He sat there and comforted me. We sat down on the couch and talked.

"I just feel so lost, Paul." I told him shaking under my blanket.

He grabbed my hand, "Nonsense. You just need to just adjust to what's really going on."

"And do you know what's going on?" I hope not. That would just make me all the guiltier.

He nodded his head. "Billy told us about you and your kind. The Separation." That was when you are without your mate for so long, you just start to die.

"Yeah, of course he did." I coughed into a napkin and hurried to ball it up. "And you know what has to happen then."

He pulled me over to him, "We can still be friends." I smiled and lay on his chest and closed my eyes. I didn't see him picked up the bloody napkin and balled it up tight in his fist.

Dad was in the woods looking for the wolves and Bella was somewhere unknown to me. My body aches and my sight was blurry. Everybody calls are ignored for right now. A dreadful feeling was held in my stomach and didn't help how I felt. My time was coming to an end and Edward hasn't returned or even stayed in contact with me. A storm was coming, but it didn't just involve the weather.

My heart started to pound and I ran down the stairs to the bathroom with some struggle. I slammed up the toilet seat and threw up. I haven't eaten much today, but there was my food and blood. The sight made me cry. Reality hit me so hard I sobbed out loudly. I called for my parents and the lady from the woods, but they didn't come. I called for Charlie and Bella, but what was the point.

There was a moment that felt like I was drowning, but I was here, with oxygen. My chest tightened then it relaxed. I shakily got up from the floor and walk out the bathroom. The phone started to ring so I just decide to answer it. I pick up the phone, "Menah?"

"Yes?" I said hoarsely. "What's up Dad?"

"… It's Harry. He had a… heart attack, when we were searching in the woods."

"Is he okay?"

"He passed…" His voice sounded so sad.

"Dad, I'm so sorry."

"Have you seen Bella today?"

"No, she left a few hours ago." I paused, "Maybe she's with Jacob."

"Okay. Just stay home until I get there."

"Okay Dad." I hung up the phone.

Leah, Seth, and Sue will be so devastated. It didn't help my current mood. I had to do something. It was getting dark. I put on some boots by the door and walked outside in the backyard. I looked around to see if anyone was near. Turning my back to the house I started running. I ran and ran with my inhuman speed. In the woods I found a cliff.

It was high and had trees and rocks at the bottom. I stared at the sky and screamed. The scream was filled with grief and pain. The sky became darker, but only from clouds. "WHY?" I have no idea by I was screaming or to who. Maybe it was because of Bella's love for Edward and obsession with Jacob, or my parents being dead and away from me, or maybe my disorganized life. Just why was everything this way?

The wind started to blow and with the feeling of someone watching. A smell of decay made me cough. A chill ran down my back with a wicked laugh was heard. I turned and to my left stood the man, the man that killed my parents. But I didn't have time to do anything when I was pushed back.

The invisible force pushed me over the cliff. The ground left from under me and I found myself falling, but couldn't bring myself to scream. There was a part of me that welcomed it, but I had to go back to my family. They didn't need another dead person on their hands. "Maybe I could see my parents again." My thoughts came as the ground rushed towards me.

The ground was right there. I closed my eyes, but I didn't hit anything. My body didn't move, the wind was clutching me between its transparent walls. A bright light passed behind my eyes and it felt as if I was being lifted down.

I open my eyes to see that I'm inside a stone room with a high ceiling. My eyes move down to captured red, shocked ones from all over the big room.