Lord Forgive Me… For I Shall Sin
After Shadow left to find Luke, Jagger made me work harder to make up for the lost time. So not only am I bartending, but I have to serve drinks on the floor as well. Normally that would suit me fine. However, having a territorial vampire mate by my side the whole time just made it harder. While I was bartending, Alexander stood behind me and nearly harassed every male customer that reached over the bar to grab my attention.
'Alexander, how am I supposed to make tips if you're scaring everyone away from me?' I thought to him.
'Well, Raven, how am I supposed to keep my sanity when other males are reaching for my bride who so conveniently isn't wearing her ring?' he countered.
The magic that showed our bond to each other so clearly, was the perfect mend to our problems concerning Luke and I. But it brought us so much more closely together, to make up the time we lost, that now he refuses to be apart. The dangerous threat from the look in his eyes showed he'd tear the throat from anyone who'd dare change it. Even Jagger kept a cautious distance.
"Raven, I've got the bar. Jagger wants you on the floor." Jason came and grabbed the rag I held out to him. Alexander released a low growl for only Jason to hear. Jason however was holding back a smirk unsuccessfully and simply started clearing the counter. I rolled my eyes and apologized to Jason while pulling Alexander from behind the bar.
'Really Alexander? Really? You're starting to lose it… in public. Bring it down a notch Cujo!'
'Cujo? Wrong line of species, Love.' Alexander replied coolly.
I grabbed the serving tray with the dark cherry-red Blood Shots, neon green-apple Gut Shots, and murky white-marshmallow/tequila Ghoul Juice and started walking the perimeter of the dance floor with Alexander directly behind me. This is good; movement is good, I thought. As I made my way around the dance floor I could literally feel Alexander's eyes on my arse. I smiled and put a little extra sway in my hips just before entering the crowd. Immediately, I felt him place a hand on my hip possessively. Keeping one hand centered under the tray, I reached for the hand on my hip and held it there. Then I started dancing sexily to the techno-trance music.
'Iubirea mea, aș putea să vă dracu 'dulce, chiar aici, cu lumea ca martor în cazul în care continuă să se deplaseze că trupul păcătos orice mai mult. Aș putea aluneca degetele sub rochia strâmt puțin și mangaie trupul până când se agita înainte de a cufunda penisul meu rapid și adânc în tine, ca tu dansezi pe mine.' I heard Alexander whisper into my mind. I gasped, as I immediately understood his thoughts and the vision of what he wanted that his mind conjured in me. He was thinking: My love, I could fuck you sweetly, right here, with the world as my witness if you continue to move that sinful body any longer. I could slip my fingers under that tight little dress and caress your flesh until you squirm before plunging my cock quick and deep into you as you dance upon me. I stopped dancing and turned quickly to face him. I was so surprised by Alexander's bold and completely unexpected thoughts. When I looked into his eyes, they were glued to my body. I couldn't do, say… or even think of anything to respond to him.
"Do it," I heard someone say… it sounded like my voice, but different somehow… huskier. When Alexander looked into my eyes I swear I felt myself cum as I drowned in the need reflected in his eyes. The dark cyber gothic music that DJ Cyberdelic was playing got me giving Alexander my best sensual and sexually suggestive moves urging him to move with me. He wasted no time.
Together we were dancing and grinding. Alexander had his head down to press against mine, forehead to forehead. We were dancing to Centhron-"Cunt". I stared into his eyes while feeling him roam his hands over my curves. When the song ended, he slowly turned me around so my back was against his chest. Then Valium Era started playing and we continued to grind and move. The dance floor was overly crowded so everybody was pressed and dancing against each other. Alexander moved my arm with the now empty tray down and in front of me to cover what his hands were doing.
When he released my wrist, his hand was on my stomach until he moved them slowly down to my waist, then my hips, and finally at the hem of my dress. I leaned my head against his chest and set my feet further apart for him. He danced and ground against my bottom to the beat of the music while moving my dress to my hips enough to gain better access. When the beat dropped he started stroking my pussy through my panties. It was exquisite and such a rush of adrenaline. "Dance," Alexander whispered into my ear. I danced against him, rocking and grinding.
By the time the song ended and Eisenfunk- "Pong" started to play, I was literally squirming on Alexander's hand. I wanted to cum so bad and I was so turned on with this sudden expedition's act that I wanted more. Alexander pressed his lips below my ear then whispered breathily, "I will give you everything, dragul meu…" with a nibble to my earlobe he added, "… Take it!" Then he tore my panties off my hips and plunged his monster cock with vampire speed deep into my pussy until I felt his pelvis pressed against my flesh. The scream was stuck in my throat and refused to escape as I grit my teeth. "Dance," Alexander commanded me. Everybody around us was oblivious to our situation and they were dancing with their eyes closed. Someone turned on the ceiling sprinklers that were actually neon paint that glowed in the black light. It slickened our bodies and drenched our clothes. Alexander practically had me seated on his cock as I danced on him. I bounced and swiveled on his cock to the beat of the music, squeezing with every twist. He held my hips tight, moving with my moves, and pumping into me with each bounce. It felt like I was having a tidal wave orgasm throughout the whole dance. After Extize played Alexander finally gave in to his own release with each pulse of his shaft matching the beat of my heart. As quickly as he first plunged into me, he put his monster away and pulled the hem of my dress back down. I swayed on my feet like a drunk, so Alexander held me and walked me towards the back of the club to the bathrooms.
The bathroom was clear and Alexander lifted me to sit on the vanity counter. I watched him go to the sink and wet some napkins. When he came back he started to wipe a trail of our love juices that ran down my legs. I blushed, realizing what we've done and how I'll have to walk around without panties on. We hadn't spoken yet, so I watched as he used gentle strokes to clean me up. As he threw away the napkins, I lifted my legs to bend my knees up and place my feet on the counter. The air cooled off my heated flesh and I could feel the juices dripping from my channel. Alexander came back and hissed a sharp breath from the sight of me so provocatively displayed. 'You little vixen! Are you so eager to be the death of me?'
"Please, Alexander," I said aloud. "I can't take anymore of this… I have to work or I'll get fired. You're seriously distracting me here. I can't afford to lose this job, Alexander." I explained so he'd understand… okay, well more like panted than explained since I was still trying to come down from the high he put me on.
"I'm a distraction?" Alexander contradicted. "You're the one presenting a sex-starved mate with a lustful feast no male could ever deny… starved or otherwise. Look at you now; displayed like sin on a platter with your luscious gates to heaven literally flooded with evidence of our pleasure." I was so speechless. I couldn't deny anything. His poetic justice was emphasized as he bent forward and slurped our combined juices with an opened mouth. I hitched a breath and he continued until there was nothing left. I moaned but rationalized in my head that it was because of the soreness and abuse my pussy had endured in one day. "Besides," he continued, "you no longer need to work, my love. You and the children will be more than provided for now that I'm home."
I thought about that and couldn't agree. "No, Alexander. I know you can provide well, but…"
"But nothing Raven. You should be relaxing at the mansion now that you are pregnant. Working will only bring you stress and it's not good for you and the baby."
"You can't just decide that for me! Working gives me the security I need to know I'll be fine if anything were to happen." I know he wanted to reassure me nothing would happen, but I needed him to understand how important this was. "Alexander, when you turned me we went to my parents and told them about everything. Then they insisted they could take care of me vampire or not but you reasoned the difference in caring for a vampire and why Jameson was needed by your side at all times. So they understood and I moved in with you and everything was fine until you vanished. I had relied on everyone else to take care of me until there was no one left and I had no idea how to do it, especially while preparing for a child. Let alone twins or triplets.
"Before I went to my mother for help I stayed at that mansion and starved for a week. I thought you'd be back by then. But by the time I was too hungry to think about it, one thing I knew was: I couldn't go home to my family or risk hurting them. I called our vampire friends and not one of them would pick up their phones. The first thing I fed on Alexander, was someone's dog that got loose… leash attached and everything. I was on my way here by then. I drained that dog Alexander and cried the whole time doing it. I could smell every blood type that was in a five mile radius not knowing if it was human or not. It didn't matter to me. It was Jagger who found me and used his hypnotism on me to knock me out. He took care of me until I was well enough to go home since you did the same for Valentine. And once again, I couldn't take care of my self. So I went home and told my family I was pregnant and I couldn't find you. They tried to help the best they could. I got used to going hunting in the wooded areas, sneaking into the hospital's blood bank, and even sneaking into The Crypt. Then my parents died and I ended up with Billy to take care of too. What about Billy, Alexander? You're not responsible for him, I am. Until he finds his place in the world and is financially secured, I'm responsible for his welfare. Our inheritance will not be wasted away. It wasn't much, and he needed to stay in school and enjoy his college life. But I'd never let him struggle or see me struggle for all of us. I know you won't abandon us now. But I need to keep my independence and stay strong to prepare for the worst or any problems that come. I won't feel helpless ever again. And I'll die before my little brother does either. I need this job. When the time comes, I'll take my leave of absence. Billy will have graduated by then, and I can have money saved up for him while I'm resting. Please understand this, Alexander. I need this." And don't you dare offer to take care of him he won't accept it either. You're not his favorite person in the world right now. You were like the big brother he always wanted 'til you left.
Alexander released a long breath and looked me in the eyes. "My sweet, strong Raven. You are a survivor, and I am a poor excuse for a mate. I was too careless to not have thought of your necessities during my absence. I apologize for my stupidity and your suffering. I'm so proud of how far you've come on your own." Alexander embraced me and I held onto him. "I understand your resolve and will respect it. For now, I'll return to the mansion, freshen up, and tend to the children. I will find a way to make amends with Billy. You needn't ask for my assistance concerning his welfare. Billy is family to me as well. I will be there for him the same way I would be for Athena. My eyes are open now. Do what you need to do, I'll pick you up when you're done." With that, Alexander set me on my feet, kissed my lips, and caressed my cheek before he left. I stared after him for a moment and started to fix my dress the best I could. When I walked out, I stopped to see Jagger had been waiting for me. Damnit!
"Um… J-Jagger, hi?" I stammered. Surely Jagger had seen Alexander walk out of here and since it was the Ghouls (girls) Room, he knew I'd be in here. "Sorry, sorry, sorry… I already know what you're going to say, and I swear it won't happen again. In fact, I was just telling Alexander that-"
"Go home, Raven" Jagger simply said. No, no, no, no, no! Please don't let this be happening to me.
"What? Why? Jagger it was one time, don't I get like a warning or something, you can dock my pay if you have to just don't fire me, please!" I begged.
Jagger's eyes gleamed, as he looked me over. I'm sure I looked like hell right now. I'd been late for work getting fucked in the fields, stalled the bar due to my overbearing boyfriend, and neglected my job while doing the nasty in the middle of the dance floor with paint sprayed all over me, and getting sucked dry in the bathroom. But what Jagger had in mind made my mouth drop and almost wish to get fired instead… almost. "Fired? Raven I'm giving you the night off since you obviously are having a fucked up night… literally! It was very entertaining and we all upstairs thank you for the show. But dock your pay… no that would be far too easy on you and less satisfying for me. So I'll be putting you in the box for Sunday night. I'm thinking of a Holy night theme, be sure to wear a nunnery headdress, cross, and something VERY sinful. I'll be sure to remind you throughout the week. Be ready to get wet that night… the blood of Christ will rain down on everyone. Very Carrie don't you think? … Well, don't look so shocked, little bird, it's just cherry juice."