In the middle of the night I woke up to a weird sensation. I felt my heart pumping hard to produce more blood and my lungs heaving. I know I didn't have a nightmare I remember my dream was about a perfect alternate universe. I look down at my arms and legs and there glowing a bright yellow. I scream because a person isn't supposed to glow. I am not to sure about the last statement anymore because I mean a person isn't supposed to glow right? Right?!
My dad comes rushing in and he see's that I am glowing. He sighs in relief and that confuses me because I didn't think a person glowing is a good thing but he is making it seem that it is. I must have a look of confusion on my face because he starts explaining that this is what happens when people unlock your ability. He also said he would let Erza now and to fall back asleep. I don't know if I will fall back asleep.
Knowing that my ability was unlocked excites me and yet terrifies me. Erza and Mira is a little overwhelming. Never in my life did I think training with Erza and Mira would be possible. Never in my life would I have thought that having a special ability would be true.
My mind is racing with all these questions. I can't get my mind to calm down. I feel physically tired but mentally I am running laps around myself trying to comprehend what situation I just got into. Trying to comprehend why I glowed yellow and why yellow of all colors. Why not pink, blue, or even white something different. My mind questioning what ability I have and how I will find out.
I start taking deep breaths to try and calm my mind. All that happens so far is that my mind is creating new questions and new scenarios for during training. All of a sudden my brain is hit with one question, what am I doing during training? I realize that Mira is like another mother to me and Erza is one of my best friends. Erza is so close she is like a sister to me. I haven't seen anyone's ability yet so I wonder what hers will be like.
Erza is a requip user and during dinner she told me Mira uses demon take over ability. Both sound useful and makes me wonder how useful my ability will be. I want to be helpful to everyone around me but I feel so insecure about myself. I have always been seen as fragile and everyone has been protective around me. I wonder if I can protect myself with my ability. If I can protect my friends, family, and everything and everyone I hold dear to me.