Author's Note: This chapter does contain a sex scene, if you don't like sex then don't read it.
Her Butler, Her Only Love
Ciel smiled as the warm sun fell on her face, she had been in a much better mood since the nightmares had been taken care of. She laughed as Elvira and Cerin pawed at each other next to her. After what had happened at the dance Ciel had decided a two-week long trip had been needed, and she was planning on making it a very secluded trip. True she had brought the cats and her household along there was a nice sized home close to Houndsworth that was actually worth visiting. She smiled when they came upon Houndsworth, her group giving shouts of joy when they saw it was fully renovated.
"Ey, wasn't this that creepy village?" Ciel looked backwards and smiled seeing their smiles, Tanaka still in his chibi form.
"Yes this is Houndsworth but under the Queen's control. You all will be staying within the village, though this is a holiday I still need to be able to get some work done." The group looked at her with a bit of a pout but Finny was soon smiling.
"Of course Miss, do you have anything you want us to do?" Ciel shrugged before turning back to the front as they entered the town, the people smiling and waving at the passers. Sebastian stopped in front of the spa that group would be staying at.
"Just enjoy yourselves and not destroy anything. " She paused, giving Elvira and Cerin a kiss upon their heads before Cerin left her carriage, Elvira riding upon his back. "Sebastian let us go." Without another word Sebastian had the cart moving forward, leaving the happy group behind.
Continuing up the road Ciel smiled upon spying the old house, she had been more than excited when the Queen informed her of the little place. The brick road leading up to the place was overgrown and upon closer examination she saw that the place was much more rundown than she had expected. Sebastian pulled the carriage to a stop in front of the doorway, he climbed out before helping her down.
"My lady, why don't you wait out in the grove as I make the house proper for you?" Ciel looked up at him and, when she saw he wasn't going to take no for an answer, she nodded and began heading for the group of trees around the side of the house. She entered it to find that it was well taken care of, just a simple stone table with two seats, dying rose bushes around it blocking any other path of entry. She sat upon the right seat and sighed, enjoying the feel of the breeze through her hair. These two weeks she wished to be perfect, leaving the others with the pets allowed her to have plenty of time with Sebastian and to figure out what was going on between them. She turned her eyes to the tree tops, watching the leaves dance around in the wind. Ciel smiled remember Sebastian's glare at Soma when he had lost his chance to dance with her, and she had been more than annoyed with it as well but had been happy knowing he cared. When they had gotten home he explained to her why he had not been by her side and it made her even more grateful for him.
She felt her mark pulse and gave a shout of surprise, her hands immediately over her already covered eye. She gave a shout once more when it pulsed, this time with a much sharper pulse causing her to gain a headache from the pain shooting through her mind. Almost instantly she saw Sebastian in front of her kneeling, concern clear on his face. She allowed him to remove her hands and the patch to take a look, he frowned when he wiped away the red liquid leaking from her eye. Blood? Ciel felt her heart skip a beat. Sebastian saw her worry and smiled reassuringly.
"Don't worry Young Miss, it's just like last time. You must remember the seal does need to release pressure now and then." Ciel gave a relieved sigh, only to gasp again when Sebastian swept her up bridal style and held her in his arms protectively, his lips brushed over her forehead. "I will not take your soul as long as our contract stands my dearest." Ciel felt herself at a lost for words, not sure if to be afraid or if to be happy. She closed her eyes as Sebastian carried her to the house, choosing to honestly not care about it anymore and just enjoy her time with him.
Ciel sighed as she sipped her tea from her day bed by the window. It was only three days into the vacation and she had all the supposedly week worth of work done and the Queen had sent a letter saying she was to receive no more as she was to enjoy a proper vacation. She leaned against the arm, enjoying the freedom she had in this secluded part of the busy part of the town. She smiled when she spied Sebastian trimming the hedges around the house, it made her feel good being able to watch him even if he refused to dress in any casual clothing on their vacation. "We might be on vacation but I am still your butler and will dress as such." She set her tea upon the table, beside her and kneeled upon the bed, fiddling with the lock she smiled as she opened the window, causing a wind to whip around her and taking the ribbon that she had tied her hair with. She gasped reaching for it then pulling back as it flew away, she watched it float down, debating if she should get it or send Sebastian after it. She felt her smile grow when the ribbon landed right on Sebastian's right shoulder.
Sebastian looked at his shoulder when something gently landed upon it and furrowed his brows when he saw the ribbon. He picked it up and looked at it, recognizing the white ribbon as Ciel's hair ribbon from this morning.
"Now just what are you doing down here?" Sebastian looked around, making sure he was not being played, before looking up and smiling when he spied Ciel leaning on the window sill. He shook his head before stuffing it into his pocket. He swiftly returned to shed and put the clippers away and headed back around into the house. He climbed the stairs and entered into the room he had done specifically designed for her. He smiled when he saw Ciel, sitting upon the blood-red velvet day bed. She had chosen a white colored poet shirt with a simple navy skirt, her white boots barely peeking out from it. She was leaned backwards, her head tilted back while her mid-length hair flying about her from the breeze. He stood in the doorway, just smiling at the woman he had watch grow. He knew it wasn't supposed to be, that she was a human and he was here to consume her soul and return to claim another. Even though he longed to taste her soul he couldn't bring himself to do it, he never had issues before but with this one soul he just wanted to keep her forever.
Ciel blinked when she felt his presence in the room and leaned her head up, smiling a bit when she saw he was lost in his thoughts.
"Sebastian?" Her voice was inquisitive yet soft, as if she was afraid her voice would break him. He immediately seemed to snap out of a trance, blinking before smiling back at her.
"Yes Ciel?" She shivered again, never getting tired of him calling her by her first name, which he had done only after she told him to since they were alone. She sat up before stretching, giving him time to pull the white ribbon from his pocket.
"Oh, so you did catch it. I thought you'd let it get away." Sebastian held back his smirk, knowing that she was just being a bit playful with him, he picked her soft brush off the black mantle and walked over to her. She moved herself forward, allowing him to sit behind her on the seat as he brushed her hair. Ciel blinked when she felt Sebastian move her hair over her left shoulder, making her look to him. She blushed when he pulled her against him, his hand upon her chin. He leaned her back slowly while lowering his face to her, Ciel blushed as he briefly brushed his lips against hers. She quickly reached up and caught his face between her hands, pulling back she kissed him ever so gently, her eyes shut in fear that her eyes would betray her.
He seemed frozen in time, pulling Ciel closer to him he greedily returned her kiss not wanting her to ever go. He closed his eyes while bringing her back up to a sitting position so she was sitting on his leg, until he heard something in the woods, he leaned back, making Ciel frown but look towards the woods as he was. He scanned everywhere but found nothing except a small squirrel running around. Noticing the sun's position in the sky he frowned, realizing that he still had many things to get done to make tonight perfect for her. He sighed and leaned forward, smiling apologetically to Ciel as he set her aside and stood.
She sat there a bit hurt from him, watching him straighten himself out she realized she felt rejected. Yes he had kissed her back but it seemed as though he didn't want anything else to do with her. She reached out and caught his hand, which made him turn to face him.
"Is something wrong Sebastian?" He smiled and leaned down, placing a kiss upon her forehead.
"Nothing Ciel, I'm sorry but I do have things I need to get done tonight. I'm afraid I wont be able to entertain you any longer if I am to get it done." He had to admit her pout was adorable to him but he pulled away and forced him to leave the room.
"Damn it Sebastian." She muttered before looking and seeing the ribbon next to them. Shaking her head she promptly picked it up and tied her hair back into the ponytail it had been. Standing she left to the room across that contained what little books the house had to offer her, pondering over what all Sebastian had planned.
Sebastian wiped the sweat from his brow as he stood, picking the tools and bags of dead plants. He had pulled all the dead bushes and replaced them with White Dawn bushes. He smiled and nodded at the trimmed grass and the polished stone table that was already set with a red table-cloth, the right seat had a simple red pillow upon it that he felt would be more comfortable for Ciel. Running faster than he should have he quickly disposed of the tools and bags before walking into the kitchen just as the timer dinged, he pulled the simple quail dinner from the oven and sighed as the smell spread throughout the house. He used his speed to his advantage, getting everything set up perfectly before Ciel even had time to leave her room. He just entered the house again when she made her way halfway down the staircase. SHe looked to him and squinted as she reached the bottom of the stairs.
"Sebastian, is everything alright?" Ciel turned her head to look towards the kitchen, she felt the brush of someone moving behind her and almost screamed when she saw the black cover her eyes. she raised her hands to tear it away from her eyes until she felt familiar hands grasp hers.
"Yes everything is, keep it on I don't want you peeking." Peeking? She felt her heart skip a beat as he led her out of the house. She felt like a child again, blind yet Sebastian was there leading her without hesitation. She stopped when she stepped on a twig, the scent of roses filling her senses. She felt Sebastian's lips brush her cheek as he removed the blindfold, blinking she covered her mouth when she saw the scene. He had hung lanterns around the grove, the grass trimmed neatly you could see the stone circle surrounding the stone table. The dead roses had been replaced with all white roses. She turned to Sebastian to see him smiling, taking her hand in his he gently led her to her seat.
Neither spoke during the dinner, but Ciel seemed a bit nervous as she kept glancing up to look at Sebastian and quickly turning her eyes down when he caught her. The dinner was very quite but Ciel was happy it was done. Sebastian quickly stacked the plates before taking Ciel's hand and leading her to the clearing of the grove. He simply smiled as he bowed to her offering her his hand.
"May I have a dance with you Ciel?" CIel tried to hide her smile but couldn't bring herself to do so as she laid her hand in his, laughing as he began leading her into a waltz. She had been happy when she began growing, but Sebastian still was a head taller than her and even though it annoyed her she was happy none the less to not be looked at as a little doll anymore. She smiled as Sebastian twirled her dipping her low as he stared into her eyes. She gave a happy sigh, just loving everything within this moment.
Sebastian smiled when he heard her laugh, he wished he could hear that sound more than she allowed him. He spun once more before dipping her, loving the way the stars shined in her eyes. Even with their contract mark upon her right eye it seemed to only shine that much more, giving her a look only she could ever pull off. Ciel blinked at him before looking up at the sky, he realized the comets must've started falling and swiftly swept her up into his arms. He didn't say a word as he sat upon the blanket he had laid out earlier, turning his eyes he smiled at the beautiful sight. Ciel sighed happily, watching the sky turn into a beautiful display of lights. She couldn't help but feel a bit of sadness within her heart. As if sensing this Sebastian turned her face to his, his eyes searching hers.
"Are you alright?" Ciel shook her head before sling at him.
"I'm fine Sebastian, I just remembered when my father once told me that comets were just angels falling from the sky." Sebastian frowned, she turned back up to the sky with a soft smile. "I used to pray I wouldn't see mine..." She turned to him and kisses his lips ever so briefly. "And yet mine was not an angel for me." She heard him catch his breath before kissing her passionately, she wrapped her arms around his neck never wanting him to go. They rolled, Ciel giggling as she pinned him before her, her hair falling from it's ponytail again. Sebastian smiled, loving the way her hair framed her face yet her eyes shining brightly against the dark contrast. She let him sit up but didn't get off her knees, trapping his legs beneath her. "Sebastian.." Not another word escaped her lips as he kissed her, this time a bit more demanding his hunger getting the better of him. His hands slowly lowered from the small of her back to under her rump, Ciel seemed to tense to his touch at first before relaxing, pressing herself against him more. A low growl escaped Sebastian as he opened his eyes, the slits thin and the glow shined in a sharp contrast to the night. He reminded himself once more of his contract with her and shoved the hunger away, his eyes returning to normal while he closed them once more. Slowly Sebastian stood, never breaking the kiss until he was standing, with Ciel in his arms, and began carrying her back to the house and deciding to call it a night before anything else happened.
Ciel frowned a bit, splashing a few of the bubbles from the bath away from her. Sebastian had called it a night between them and she was a bit upset about it. It wasn't that she didn't appreciate the restraint he demonstrated with her, but she wanted more from it. She lowered herself, till just her nose hovered over the rose scented bath water, Sebastian had put her hair in a bun for her until she felt like washing it and yet she didn't care. She was more or less pouting from a perfectly good night being cut short. She played with a few of the bubbles on her fingers, not even flinching when she heard the door open and Sebastian enter.
"If you stay in there anymore I'm afraid you'll wrinkle Ciel." He calmly spoke to her, laying a towel on the white marble top sink. He looked in the arch-shaped mirror to see her blow a few bubbles at him, that ridiculously cute pout still upon her lips. He turned and blinked as the bubbles popped right in his face. He shook his head when he saw her hair was still up. "Are you planning to wash your hair tonight?" CIel looked at him and shrugged before calmly leaning back in the bath, her body hidden from him by the many bubbles and rose petals floating across the surface.
"I could care less today." Sebastian sighed, he knew very well he had upset her but he was merely trying to restrain himself. He couldn't just come right out and tell her that he wanted her to be his when he knew as her butler he was to help her keep her reputation within society. He blinked when he realized she was staring at him, and winced when he saw the look of hurt in her eyes. Ciel tilted her head before sighing and leaning forward, hugging her knees not exactly sure what to say to him. He calmly removed his gloves with his teeth before removing his coat and tie, setting them neatly upon the sink. Ciel hadn't budged but turned her eyes to see him rolling his sleeves up before calmly walking over and kneeled behind her. He gently tugged on her hair, making her lean back for him, her body shuddering each time his hands brushed against her bare skin.
"You should care more Ciel, you are a lady of high standing and have proven to be quite the candidate for any man." Ciel groaned and closed her eyes, she hated hearing Sebastian speak of it, as if he didn't know that she wanted him and only him.
"Sebastian please. Just stop it already." He paused as she turned to look at him over her shoulder, his face like marbled stone. "We both know I'm not going to marry any man as they all prove their worth, I'm not going to marry just for society's sake and have sworn only to marry the one I love." She blushed when she saw that smirk upon his face and turned away, closing her eyes when he poured clean water upon her hair. Leaving her for the moment Sebastian left the room, Ciel quietly climbed out and began slowly drying herself. She blushed a bit when she felt his hands take the towel away from her, his lips brushing her ear.
"May I?" She shuddered from his silky voice and nodded, personally kicking herself for having him stop from taking care of her before. his hands made quick work of drying her arms and legs, she felt his breath as he avoided drying her more intimate areas. He sighed as he stepped back and turned his back to her. She slipped on her short black nightgown, it was a bit tight-fitting but she had fought tooth-and-nail with him to keep it because she loved the feel of the silk against her skin. Ciel sighed when she felt Sebastian already drying her hair, closing her eyes she smiled.
Sebastian felt himself slowly losing control of himself, he set the towel down and leaned over, running his tongue along her neck, Ciel's eyes flew open when she gasped. He looked at her when she turned to him, the blush upon her cheeks making her just look ravishing. She smiled to him and turned, her right hand upon his chest and the other on his cheek. He took the one upon his cheek into his marked hand and kissed the palm of it, making Ciel shiver in delight. He smirked and caught her chin with his right hand, tilting upward just so she couldn't turn her eyes away from his, allowing her to see his glowing eyes.
"Sebastian... I..." She felt flustered, not quite sure what to do. She knew a woman of her stature should've knocked him away, tell him to leave her alone and yet this was what she was wanting, his passion. She wanted to know that he wanted, no that he needed her. Staring into his gaze she felt herself wanting more of him, to just become one with him and never leave.
"What is it you want Ciel?" She gasped, not realizing that she hadn't finished her words. He gently let her go, gently he picked her up and set her upon the counter edge, she blushed when he moved between her legs and stood there, his glowing eyes still on her. She took a deep breath, trying to calm her beating heart before wrapping her arms around his neck, causing his eyes to widen in surprise.
"I want you Sebastian, and only you." As if she had freed him from a bond he leaned over and kissed her roughly, she moaned ever so softly into kiss until he began trailing down, he ran his tongue over her neck and gently nipped at the tender skin, making her give a bit of a shout, her fingers grasping roughly at his shirt. He growled and quickly grasped her legs, kissing at the spot hoping silently that it didn't leave a mark. Carrying her he gently kicked the door open, letting her lean backwards to look at the scene that made her gasp.
The queen sized four post bed's white sheets had all been replaced with black silk sheets, the posts decorated with shimmering black glittering sheer curtains. The room was lit with red and white candles around the room, making the atmosphere seem demonic yet lovely, Ciel blinked when she saw the rose petals all around the bed, it was as if Sebastian had dipped in her darkest dream about her undeniable desire for him and made it come to life. He gently carried her to the edge of the bed, setting her down he kneeled in front of her with his hand over his heart, head bowed.
"Ciel I want to make sure this is what you want, once we go through with this there will be no taking it back." He turned up at her and she was surprised to see his eyes were normal, almost filled with worry. She laid a hand upon his cheek and smiled, her voice barely louder than a whisper as she answered.
"Yes Sebastian this is what I want... All I've ever wanted is you..." Sebastian growled as he climbed on top of her, their lips locked as he gently ran his hands over her body, loving the little moans she made. he pulled back with a smirk as she fumbled with his buttons, his eyes glowed when she finally got the shirt of and blushed madly at his perfectly chiseled chest. Her eyes looked him over, she suddenly felt shy, as if she knew she should call it off but she couldn't. She opened her mouth to speak only to feel his lips on her once more, his tongue exploring her mouth once again. She moaned into the kiss and felt her heart racing as he gently began lifting her night-gown off of her. She had heard about the other girls sexual experiences and knew a bit from her aunt and yet she felt completely unprepared for this, yet she knew this was how she wanted it to be.
Ciel's face grew bright red as he lifted the nightgown over her, breaking their kiss. She immediately covered herself when she felt his eyes upon her, he gently moved her arms away as he looked her over, his eyes almost wide in awe. It was no secret that Sebastian had bedded women before her but she felt as if he wasn't just looking at her, no she knew that this time was different for him as it would be for her, especially since it would be her first time. She gasped when she felt his hands run over her body, before gently massaging her breasts, taking great care not to harm her.
Sebastian couldn't help himself, it took all his strength not to just devour the girl in front of him, to just jump onto her and have his way. No he wanted this night to be perfect, he just wanted this time to be savored with his Ciel. He gently leaned over and took one of her breasts within his mouth, suckling upon it causing her to arch her back, a moan escaping her ash she placed her hand upon his head. He smirked, pulling his head away he heard her whimper, her eyes showing her pleasure until she caught the sound of his pants hitting the floor, she blushed and turned her eyes to the side when she felt his shaft brush gently against her leg. She looked back to him shyly when he pressed his forehead against her, his glowing eyes seeming to distract her away from everything, she gasped when she felt him press against her forbidden parts. She shuddered as he rubbed against her gently, his eyes still holding her gaze, her hands grasping at the sheets beneath them. She tensed when she felt him enter her folds, he slowly pushed ahead letting her body adjust to having someone enter it for the first time.
Sebastian paused when he reached the part of her that held her innocence, he gently kissed her, seeing the fear showing through her pleasure. Moving his lips to her ear he gently pushed forward.
"I'm sorry my love..." He closed his eyes when he felt her innocence break around him, earning a cry of pain from her. He kissed her tears away while holding still, letting her pain subside so that she could adjust to his size.
She knew it was going to hurt yet it had still caught her off guard, she had let a few tears go but Sebastian was being so kind about it, he nipped at her neck again trying to distract her from the pain. She moaned a bit as the pain subdued, she gently moved her body against his, gasping when she felt him go a bit deeper hitting a spot that sent unimaginable pleasure through her body. Sebastian smirked as he leaned on his arms, glad that she was feeling better before slowly moving again, pulling himself almost out to return back in her. He moaned at how she grabbed him, loving how she whimpered his name so quietly while withering in her own delight.
Ciel gasped as he began picking up the pace, causing her to pull him down in a rough kiss with them both moaning for each other between gasping for breath. She felt as if she was in a pure bliss of pleasure, he felt so right within her and she didn't want the night to end. She arched her back when she felt something building up within her, she needed released and Sebastian was already biting at her collar-bone, no longer caring if he left a mark as his hands worked wonders with her breasts. She felt something in her snap and she couldn't help but scream his name.
"Se-Sebastian!" He growled when she screamed his name in her height of ecstasy, he felt her tighten around him and lost himself, quickly pulling out before allowing his seed to spill onto her, which seemed to only drive her even crazier. He waited until her orgasm subsided before leaving and grabbing a towel, cleaning himself off of her. She was laying there panting, her hair spread around her as she watched him panting, a smile on her face. He walked over to the dresser and pulled a black box out, which made her sit up in curiosity. He sat down beside her and smiled, handing it to her. She looked at him and gently ran her finger over the small golden latch. "What is this?" Sebastian hugged her around her waist, laying his head upon her shoulder.
"A gift my love, something I've been waiting to give you." She blinked before opening the latch and gasping at the simple yet elegant design. It was a simple black choker and yet she saw on the inside it had the words "I Love You" neatly engraved in the leather in a beautiful silver. She smiled and handed it to him.
"Do you mind putting it on?" He chuckled, knowing she must've been tired yet eager to try on her new gift. He waited as she moved her hair out-of-the-way before placing it around her neck, the back locking in a perfect fit. She turned to him and smiled, kissing him upon the lips ever so briefly as she felt the labor of their love come upon her. He chuckled as she tried fighting her sleep off but soon lost, causing her to fall asleep against him. Sebastian quickly swept her up and tucked her into the sheets before getting his pants back on and pulling the bed curtains close. He calmly walked to the window and threw it open, leaning upon the sill he let the cooling breeze wash over him, the smell of their forbidden actions filled his nostrils and made him smile. He looked up to the sky only to frown, the stars had all seem to disappear. He immediately stood straight as he watch the moon turn black before slowly turning red, as if someone was pouring blood into it like a glass of wine. He growled before turning back and looking to his precious love sleeping contently in her bed, the smile on her face showed she was truly happy from their act of forbidden love. He turned back to the moon and growled, his eyes glowing bright red as his voice was barely over a growl.
"I will never let you have her, I don't care what you throw at us..." The wind whipped about him as the moon glowed brightly before returning to the white moon, the stars slowly coming back into view for the night.