Chapter 3

The War Within

I had never felt anything like it. Eric was kissing me and caressing the front of my body, Bill was teasing my neck with his mouth and making my ass feel like a separate entity. I never knew that my body could feel so good while my mind was so miserable.

There was no doubt that I loved both of these... men. I loved Bill Compton because he was my boyfriend, my first lover and the keeper of some of my deepest darkest secrets. I loved Eric because he was like forbidden fruit, the bad boy you secretly want but know all too well that you should stay far away from. Eric aroused an animalistic lust in me that I never knew I was capable of. Until tonight, the most risque sex I'd had was in the cemetery.

But now I found myself in an Eric/Bill sandwich and my morals were screaming at me to put the brakes on this whole affair while my lady parts were melting like butter in a hot skillet.

"No, stop it this instant! I am not that kind of woman!"

"The flush in your cheeks and this say otherwise." Eric said as he thrust his hand into my moist underwear. A small moan escaped my lips, I seemed to be incapable of proving his statement wrong.

"Please, stop! How could I ever look at either of you again?"

Eric took a step back from me and an irritated look shadowed his face.

"Seriously, Sookie. When are you going to stop pretending to be so normal. We all know that you can't ever have what one would call a conventional life. We can't glamour you back into a blissful ignorance. And we all know that you want this. Are you afraid that we won't..... respect you?" The last two words were spat out like he found them utterly distasteful.

Bill finally spoke from behind me.

"Sookie, I want this more than you can ever know. I have never had this experience before and to share it with you and the one I owe fealty to, I can't describe the amount of pleasure it would bring."

"What he means to say Sookie, is the bond he and I share as master and servant would amplify the sexual pleasure he would get from fucking you while I watched or vice versa. And you know how bad I want to fuck you until you can't walk."

I had never allowed anyone to talk to me that way. I am a lady, a southern lady at that and I have always demanded the respect due me, but his words set my body on fire instead of angering me. I wanted him to fuck me until I couldn't walk, too. Eric sensed this because I saw his fangs extend and he sauntered towards me.

"I want to hear you say it. Tell me you want me to fuck you until you faint. Tell Bill you want us both to bring you more ecstasy than you can handle. Ask for it, lover and it will be yours."

My mouth worked of it's own accord and sounded foreign to me when it said, "I want you both, right now."