Chapter 6 - Bridgeport

[10:40am] I have GREAT news

[10:43am] Tell me!

[10:48am] Remember when I told you about my Business Structure of the Music Industry class and you said that if I got an A you would give me a surprise?

[10:52am] I remember vaguely you talking about that class, yes

[10:56am] I got an A!

[10:59am] Congratulations!

[11:03am] What's my surprise?

[11:06am] Fuck Rach, I didn't think of anything

[11:08am] You didn't think I would get it?

[11:12am] No, it's not that

[11:13am] I just completely forgot I even told you that

[11:15am] But I'll think of something to surprise you, I promise

[11:19am] I'm not sure if I can forgive you Quinn

[11:21am] It's not easy to find out that your super-best friend doesn't believe in you

[11:23am] I might even drop my part on the play

[11:37am] Oh please, Rach

[11:38am] We both know you are a superstar

[11:38am] They simply forgot to stuck you in the sky

[11:41am] I'm gonna let you off the hook only because I like being complimented

[11:43am] Oh, as if I didn't know

[11:45am] But really, congrats! I know how hard you've been working on reharsals, it's great that you can still keep your grades up :)

[11:48am] I was actually surprised with this one

[11:52am] Oh, so see? You already got your surprise!

[11:56am] It wasn't from you though!

[11:58am] Okay, I'll think of something later

[11:59am] Because now I'm going to bed

[12:04pm] Quinn, is noon

[12:06pm] I know but I've worked all night and finals are coming so we had a lot of costumers

[12:08pm] And I don't have classes till 2pm so I can take a long nap!

[12:13pm] Alright, alright

[12:14pm] Sleep tight then! Talk to you later :)

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[04:26pm] Biochemistry is the most boring class to ever happen

[04:28pm] We talk so much about your writings and papers that sometimes I forget you're a pre-med instead of an english major

[04:34pm] I would have loved to be an english major

[04:35pm] But I don't wanna rely on my parents for money

[04:35pm] Specially after knowing what they can do when they don't agree with my decisions

[04:36pm] And I can write as a hobby!

[04:39pm] I still think you should send some of your stuff to a newspaper or site or something

[04:41pm] You could probably make some money out of it and maybe you wouldn't even need to work your crazy hours at the coffee shop

[04:46pm] I actually like working at the coffee shop though

[04:48pm] Quinn, you're always complaining about it

[04:51pm] Oh but that's only cause I like complaining about everything

[04:52pm] But I get to meet some cool people and really chat with them, since there's not a lot of costumers so late at night

[04:54pm] And I feel like my days are more productive, although I obviously get less sleep than I should

[04:54pm] And also

[04:55pm] Free coffee :)

[04:58pm] Well that's great then!

[04:59pm] But a little extra money wouldn't hurt you! You could save it up, maybe.

[05:01pm] It's just that I'm afraid if I do it for the money it will kill my mood to write

[05:02pm] I don't really like the pressure

[05:02pm] And my writings are something that are for me, and me only, you know?

[05:05pm] Aww really? I wanted to read some

[05:07pm] Duh, that's not what I meant

[05:09pm] I've told you already, I'll send you stuff

[05:11pm] I just don't want strangers reading

[05:11pm] It's just too personal

[05:14pm] Mhm, okay, I get you

[05:15pm] Also, I'm honored you would share it with me!

[05:17pm] You really should be!

[05:19pm] Actually, I can send you something now, if you want!

[05:24pm] Yes, do it! Although I can't really read it right now, but I will as soon as I can!

[05:28pm] Okay :) What you doing?

[05:32pm] I gotta shower and get ready!

[05:35pm] Already? I thought your reharsal started a little bit later

[05:41pm] Oh, we don't have rehearsals today!

[05:43pm] I'm going on a date! I thought I had told you!

[05:46pm] Really?

[05:53pm] Yeah! He's on one of my classes and seems like a really nice guy!

[05:58pm] Oh, cool :)

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[07:23pm] Ugh, he's late

[07:28pm] That sucks

[07:32pm] Yeah, I mean, I'm the girl, I should take more time to get ready!

[07:35pm] Totally

[07:38pm] Maybe he's stuck in traffic

[07:40pm] Yeah, maybe

[07:43pm] You know what's bad about being a vegan?

[07:48pm] Everything?

[07:50pm] No! Just having to tell it to people on first dates...

[07:52pm] They usually have to change plans and it sucks

[07:54pm] I can imagine

[07:58pm] Are you busy?

[07:59pm] Why?

[08:02pm] I don't know, you're being kinda dismissive

[08:05pm] I'm fine

[08:08pm] Just stressing out about a test I have tomorrow

[08:12pm] Well I'm sure you will do great!

[08:14pm] :)

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[11:02pm] Okay, so this might have been one of the worst dates of my life

[11:19pm] Why?

[11:24pm] For starters, he spent the whole night trying to convince me of the benefits of eating meat

[11:25pm] Then, he was completely rude to our waitress just because she forgot to bring an extra glass with ice for his drink like he had asked

[11:27pm] And to complete, when he dropped me off he tried to kiss me and when I avoided it he went away pissed

[11:41pm] Sounds like a catch

[11:44pm] The fact that this was not THE worst date of ever scares me

[11:49pm] Yeah...

[11:51pm] I don't really know what to do now

[11:54pm] Well, just don't see him again

[11:58pm] It's not that simple

[12:04am] Why?

[12:09am] I'm friends with his cousin, and I just don't know how to tell her that I didn't like him

[12:12am] Just tell what you just told me

[12:15am] She's his cousin, I don't think I should tell her like this

[12:17am] Well then don't, just say you guys didn't have things in common

[12:20am] I don't like lying...

[12:32am] Then just go and see him again, Rachel

[12:36am] Why are you being rude?

[12:41am] I'm not, I was just trying to help you but you kept making it difficult, so...

[12:48am] I wasn't making it difficult

[12:49am] I just wasn't really looking for answers, I know what I have to say

[12:51am] Then what do you want from me?

[12:56am] I don't know, your sympathy maybe?

[12:59am] Alright

[01:02am] Sorry your perfect date actually sucked

[01:08am] Maybe I should just go to sleep

[01:11am] Goodnight, Quinn

[01:14am] Nighty

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[03:00am] It's 3am, and I really should be sleeping

[03:01am] But I can't

[03:01am] Why do I feel like things aren't right?

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[03:42am] I miss my New Quinn, bring her back :(