thanks for the reviews kisses next part will come as soon as... tomorrow i think if i have time ) think theirs 6 parts total... not sure.

Nathanael remembered Franco and Julia mates, Franco was a alpha in France also keeping an eye of Nathanael's old territories there to. Franco had always been loyal once in his pack long ago. Franco was a jealous mate, he had Julia in their manor. Males were never really allowed to get close to her, he had taken Dean there. Dean being Dean talked to Julia made her laugh, many mates were jealous mate's especially strong alphas. When Dean meet other jealous mates he didn't really care. They never dared to touch him in a threaten way because of Nathanael.

But when Dean was gesturing with his hands then put his arm around Julia's shoulders, with a arm gesturing like he was making her visual something. She giggled and himself had felt a jealous twitch but he kept in control but Franco didn't he moved fast growling at Dean that held his hand in surrendering matter chuckling, saying something in a dude relax. Franco just growled at him again and Dean narrowed down his eyes and Franco backed away but took Julia with him.

He remembered Dean looking up at him studying him suspicious before averting his look away.

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He hurried into the manor and to the hall, exited to tell Nathanael everything about the challenge ignoring the wolfs that were guarding the door, as he reached for the knob they stopped him. Dean blinked a couple of times, "excuse me? Let me in." Dean growled his eyes flaring once again one wolf pressed it self against the wall. When they moved from the first manor many of the wolfs stayed in the manor. Only a handful came with them other then Raven, Crystal, Blake and Ian.

The others that came to live with them feared him more respected him more, not knowing his history like the others had. They just knew him as Nathanael's mate that could easily kill you.

"He said he didn't want to se anyone. Anyone that included you Dean." The wolf said with pure horror he reeked with it Dean snorted at him for being a coward.

"Really?" he asked darkly narrowing down his green hazel eyes at the shorter wolf that was much more buffer then him but still cringed, he backed the wolf into the door that slammed against it. Showing his teeth, he could smell Nathanael inside knowing he could hear everything he looked into the wolfs eyes with narrowing eyes.

"Yes." A voice replied, Dean looked at Crystal coming at him standing straight and proud. His eyes narrowed down at her angry his eyes flaring but she didn't care she brushed pass him standing in front of the door. She stood there in her purple dress her hair braided she smelled of her mate and Dean nodded growling. He knew better then to challenge Crystal, she was a silent but very dangerous female there was a reason why Nathanael picked the ones he did. As expected he could smell Ivan down the hall coming closer, they were closing him out giving him the boot. This wouldn't be forgotten.

"I see." Dean turning vehemently growling furious at them that stood to close, Raven stood at the end of the hall looking down he didn't even glance at her down the stairs waited Maggie standing straight. There was a reason why you became a wolf not anybody could become one, there must be a reason for it. For a very long time he wondered why Maggie got to be a wolf he even thought it was an accident but accidental wolfs didn't occur according to Nathanael and he knew better then to argue.

Apparently Maggie was a prodigal genius, he wondered if they misunderstood cuz he wondered how she could be a genius when she was all bouncy and perky. "Where are we going?" she asked following him.

"To get some answers."

&Mean while&

Nathanael bit his thumb nervously, he wasn't a nervous man but the know of worry and fear in his stomach was killing him he wondered if he could get an ulcer. He scanned through the thick big book that was like an index book, it told him in which book to look books he written. But he didn't remember all he wrote the information that came, came often from within or tests or experiences. This library could tell you anything about wolfs anything at all or so he thought. He couldn't find a freaking way other then menthol or epocaptic to take the smell away. He freaking shared bed with her.

He cheated on the person he loved the most, well the only person he ever loved well loves. He kicks himself and in frustration throws the crystal statue into the wall. It smashes to million pieces, he wants to scream but can't he can't show himself down. He needs to be strong… he need to be… he needs Dean.

But he can't se Dean now when he reeks of the girl, he tried using smoke that you could use to get a vampire off your trail but to no use her smell lingered. He could smell it, he wasn't entire sure if Dean could but he couldn't risk it for anything the look on his lovers face was something he would do anything give anything to not se. He didn't want to se his lover hurt.

The thing was that he didn't really think at the moment he didn't want to think. He had been so mad at Katharine because she had been right, he squeezed shut his eyes. If she died? If Jewel died he could deny it. Others wouldn't really care they couldn't harm him but they would use it against Dean to harm him. Harming his mate because of him. It wasn't like Dean wasn't enough he was more enough he just got scared, he was a man an young man. It was no excuse.

He had to convince himself, pick himself up before facing Dean, Dean would demand a explanation… no he would be pissed at him throw a swing then leave him… leave him… Dean would leave him abandon him forever. He was all Dean really had and he betrayed him, Dean freaking trusted him and he spat on his face. He stroked his face angry, why now? Why when everything was so good?

He couldn't face Dean without looking at him in shame, but he refused to lose Dean, he refused to lose his mate that was a big kid that had so many sides and so passionate and loyal and fragile in ways Dean wasn't even aware of. He would freaking break his mate. With that he swung his arm against the table splitting it in two throwing the pieces at the wall and door.

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"Dean stop right there!" he ignored the wolf slamming the wolf against the wall as he ran up the stairs. His heart hammered hard into his chest, Maggie was waiting in the car outside nervous. He had lashed out at her every time she opened her mouth. He was on edge and he knew the reason for it had a name Jewel.

"Dean don't go there." The voice warningly but also pleading him. Dean froze in the stairs looking down in anguish then up again.

"I have to know." He almost choked to Katharine that stood there all beautiful, she closer her eyes.

"You cannot harm her, she is one of my. Kill her and you will pay the consequences." Her voice soft, almost soothing it was the law she had to punish him or face punishment herself.

"So something did happen." Dean said hollow his heart ripping to pieces, into such small pieces he was sure they would never repair it hurt to breath. He sniffed rolling back his shoulders going back to being blank, he walked down the hall with heavy steps.

Dean snorted as he could smell her, she reeked of menthol and eptocalyptic, a bland that was to strong for wolfs it differently took away the sex scent. Jewel opened the door feeling her heart hammer hard in fear, Dean snorted at her of the smell and kept his distance from the room and her. "Your gonna kill me aren't you?" she asked shaky. Dean was a beautiful man she wondered what made Nathanael pick her of all wolfs.

"No" she was surprised that he chuckled at her, "haven't heard I'm the merciful one." She looked down in shame, "I just wanted to know for sure." His voice hollow she looked up.

"I'm sorry... but he..."

"Shut up." Dean snapped harshly. "I don't hurt girls but come near him again and I will hurt you." Jewel nodded in fear as his eyes flared up in the moss green she ever seen in her life. "Good." she blinked as he suddenly was chippy. Jewel clenched the door hard to keep herself from dropping back he checked her up and down studying her perhaps searching for what Nathanael was drawn to. Then he was gone and she stumbled back.