Hello people. Here's another chapter~
I know I'll be disappointing a lot of people in this chapter.
This is now rated M.

WARNING: YAOI, Attempt rape

Chapter Four

"Okay, Kaito. I'll be inside, probably knocked out." the turquoise haired girl waved farewell. Before I could even say anything, she closed the door shut. I sighed before entering my own room. What greeted me was the awesomeness of the design and structure. Man, was Master so cool. He knew exactly what my likes and dislikes are. My room… it's nothing fancy, but it's perfect! Especially that thing at the mere side which I see every single day of my life –a cooler, where probably Master stuffed all my precious ice creams. I skipped my way to the heavenly detached freezer that contained my beloved icy delights. I slid the glass open and inhaled the cool air it released. I took maybe five or six popsicles and three cups. And within a minute or two, I was already enjoying my frozen treats, savoring the flavor the food had to offer. From luscious taste, my mind started wondering to the earlier events. I frowned once my mind flashed a fragment of my memory. I grunted, I don't want to remember what I did to Len today. Ugh, I'm such a monster.

I shook my head and instead continued on eating. Yeah, ice cream will do the trick. Just eat more and more and I won't feel bad anymore. "Yeah!" I exclaimed to no one in particular, throwing my right hand with a popsicle up in the air. Oh what am I doing? I'm such a freak! I'm a freak for eating ice cream too much, for having a cat fetish, for being such a pervert and mostly… for loving Len. He was the love of my life, the flower of my chubby bee body, the center of my Solar System. My mind, heart and will would revolve mainly on Len only. I fell in love with him since the moment we met.

"Alright everyone." Master said as he entered the room. "Your new siblings are here." So we have they're finally here? That would be so fun! I heard that we received a new demand for a female and male voices but I never really got around to stay updated. I wonder how they're like. Meiko said they'll be twins, that would be so cool. "You two can come in now." Master who had his head turned to his back told a certain pair and motioned them to come in. When they finally walked in, the room fell silent for a second. We were surprised. They really are twins! They looked exactly alike –the blonde hair, the pair of azure orbs, posture and general appearance. Well, not exactly alike. The girl seemed to be slightly taller than the other. She also had her hair fall down to her shoulder with only a ribbon on her head to accessorize while the boy had his in a small ponytail. Of course they weren't wearing the same clothes but they matched each other's perfectly.

"Everyone, this is Kagamine Rin and Len. They're a bit new to everything so kindly please guide them." Master introduced the two mirror images. My turquoise haired teen squealed and hugged both of them. Miku and Rin were a lot nicer to each other back then. "Hi, I'm Miku, your sister!" One of them winced at the sudden act and she seemed to noticed and let go. Not wanting to frighten the boy anymore she fixed her attention to the other one instead. I think Meiko also noticed and went for this so called Rin instead. Man, aren't they great? Leaving the poor little kitten scared and alone. He was a bit hesitant, was he nervous?

I approached the little guy and as soon as I caught his attention, I smiled at hi. "Hi there. The name's Kaito." I said offering a handshake. He hesitated at first but grabbed my hand anyway. "I-It's nice to m-meet you…" he shakily answered and looked away from me. His voice was high-pitched and had not yet cracked, making hi sound a bit feminine. Despite him looking away, I still somehow saw his whole face. I blushed a pink rose. I never realized he was this beautiful. He really looked like a girl! He only stood as tall as my stomach, his hand interlocked with mine was so small and warmed my heart, his shirt was fit and I could see his slim body, and his shyness didn't really make him less female. And that girl over there named Rin, I don't mean to sound rude but she would fit the role as the boy. Her flat chest would have an important part.

I heard Meiko giggle, "Do you like ice cream, Hun? I have some." I know she wasn't talking to me but she sure does have ice cream. I quickly pulled my hand away and rushed over to the brunette, trying to snatch the ice cream from her grasp. But she was too fast. "No, Kaito. You've had enough." Meiko scolded me, pointing who the bad boy was. "This is for Rin." "But I haven't had any today!" I whined. "You just had one not too long ago." She said in a somewhat unamused manner. I was fully aware of that fact but damn, I just want my ice cream. I guess I'm gonna have to use my secret weapon. But in all odds, it turned out something I never should have said. "What did you just call us?" the three girls hissed in unison. Meiko grabbed me by the scarf and growled at my face, "Who'd you just called old?" "Leak freak?" "Did you just say something about my chest?" I tried to reason with them but nothing worked. Soon enough I was being pinned to the ground on my stomach, the girls jacking me up. It's funny though, me being beaten up to death by women. Although despite the girls' loud yapping, I heard a silent laughter which caused me to feel lightened up. It was Len. He was laughing, no, giggling.

That smile on his face, it was so angelic. Just seeing him so happy made me happy as well. It made me have butterflies in my stomach. It just brightened me. I couldn't help but notice hi glow whenever he was so cheerful. That was the happiest day of my life.

And ever since that day, I always did stupid things on purpose just to see him smile again. I'd do anything really. We then eventually become close friends and before long we became best friends. I could say I was the luckiest and happiest man in the world. Every day I get to hang out with him, have ice cream with him and see him smile from day to night. It wasn't long before I confirmed myself that I was in love with the young boy. But I never told him or anyone. I grew afraid.

One day I came to realization. If I thought I only wanted to do fun things like what best friends would normally do, I was wrong. I realized that I wanted to do everything with him. To him. I wanted to hug him, hold hands together, kiss him, and make love to him. But I would just shrug away my dirty thoughts and remind myself that we were both males. To consider his feelings I cannot seem to do. How would he react to it? What would everyone else say? That I'm a pedophile and am taking advantage of him? He is just fourteen after all, what would they expect from a twenty-two year old man like me? Everything was already so perfect. Just one wrong move and everything could shatter into pieced immediately. Why would I let my selfishness ruin everything?

So I kept distant. If we were once so close, now we're like starting a new friendship. He's like the father of my girlfriend –that kind of awkward. Even if I know it worries him a lot, it's for his own good. I may be able to control myself better now but I'm not going to ignore the possibilities of me hurting him again. Screw my feelings, screw my longings! I can't let it happen again.

I found myself in a badly drunken state. The only thing I could remember was when Meiko dragged me out of the bar and mumbling something like "I can't enjoy drinking with you around." I don't even know how I got back to the mansion. But what I do know is that it's the middle of the night and I should be quiet so I don't wake up anyone and beat the hell out of me. But I think I failed at that. A certain blonde poked out of his room to catch a glimpse of the scene. Once he noticed me struggling to keep my balance, he rushed over to me and tried to help. Just the warmth of his hands on my arm and back made me blush furiously.

Once inside my room, he laid me down on my bed. "Nii-san, you stink." The blonde whined, "Take a bath!" I hissed at the disturbance of my attempts on sneaking my way to slumber. "It's just the alcohol, Len. No need to." "Have you been drinking?" Len asked innocently. "Can't you tell?" "Sorry. Guess I'm not used to the scent of wine." He mumbled softly. "But you still need a bath!" I ignored his nagging and turned to the other side so I wasn't facing him. "Come on, I'll scrub your back for you." He offered, "It'll be fun. Bathing with my Nii-chan." I blushed at the sudden thought of Len naked. "N-No…" it took all my will power to say just that one word. "Aw, come on! You really reek of alcohol." his tone of voice was now a bit saddened. "Nii-san…" I tried to stay silent and ignore the throbbing down my pants. "Then, you don't mind me using your bathroom right?" he said again. I quickly nodded a yes in response so that he could leave sooner.

After a few minutes he went inside, I couldn't help but imagine Len's bare skin. Just the thought of it made me more aroused. It's stupid though, getting all hard with just my thoughts. But it was just too painful between my pants. I reached my hands down through the binders of my boxers and started stroking my member. I sat up for better access, my pants down my ankle. I know I shouldn't be doing this but Len was just so tempting. So I sat there, all the while trying to keep my moans until my orgasm. I was sweaty, nude, and well… covered in my own semen. But it still didn't settle my sexual desires. My mind was so fuzzy and the alcohol wasn't helping. Without thinking at all, I stood up and went entered the bathroom. I forgot Len was inside but it's too late for that now. I found Len in front of me with only a half-buttoned shirt. (What? He can't wear the same underwear ಠ_ಠ ).

Hot damn was he so sexy! "Oh, Kaito-nii! You startled me." he said as he continued to button his shirt, not a care in the world. Just the sight of him half naked, showing his untainted mind, made me blush deeply. I mean, who wouldn't? I just couldn't help myself anymore. My member hardened once more and it just hit me that I was still naked. No wonder I startled him. Unknowingly, I grabbed his wrist and pushed him into the still-filled tub. I hopped in later. "Nii-san, what—" before he could say anything, I roughly slammed my lips into his, causing a small bruise. As Len tried to push me away, I managed to grab a water hose and chained it around Len's wrists (why is there a water hose in his bathroom?! XD). I pulled away to catch my breath and stared at him with such hungry eyes.

I took Len's heavy panting as a chance to enter my tongue into his moist cavern. As I explored his mouth, I started unbuttoning the shirt Len just fixed not too long ago and revealing his luscious pink nubs, with him squirming beneath me. He tasted so good like lemon and vanilla. I needed more. More! I pulled away for a moment to glance once more at his bare skin. Seeing Len breathless and naked through the slightly cold transparent water vanished the last of my sanity. I leaned lower at Len and sucked on his neck, biting the spot afterwards causing Len to gasp. "Nii-san stop!" he pleaded all the while but I didn't mind his whimpers. I actually enjoyed hearing his pained voice. After leaving marks on his neck, I glided up back to his lips and sucked.

I could feel the hot fluid flowing down Len's cheeks. He was shivering too. It's neither because of he was scared nor cold but both. Too bad for him, he's already frightened to death and I'm just getting started. I parted our lips and pulled him up so his nipples would be poking out the water before leaning down his chest. I sucked on his right nipple, tweaking the other one. "K-Kai-nii… Nnnggn…" Len let out a strangled moan. I licked the nub before biting it, pinching the other roughly. "Haaaah! Kaito-nii! S-Stop!" he yelped as fresh new tears started rolling down his flushed cheeks again. I started licking from his chest back to his adorable face before kissing him roughly once again. Pulling away, I started biting all over his body, leaving marks of my action. "Please sto-op!" I'm sorry to say this but his sweet voice can't reach my long-ago-vanished morals. And if he did, it would be too late.

I sat up, admiring my work and enjoyed Len's helpless attempts on escaping. He squirmed and shivered under me, letting out silent sobs and pleads. I grinned once I felt the need to be pleasured down… there. I kneeled from my sitting position so I was a bit higher. I took advantage of Len's whimpering to slam my cock in his sweet mouth. Len coughed as his air way was suddenly blocked. I pulled out and slammed back in repeatedly, choking Len in the process. The feeling, it was just so unbearable. It wasn't long before I ejaculated inside his mouth. Len tried to spit the seed as I pulled out. I frowned and kissed him, tasting my own semen so it won't go to waste. I forced him to swallow some of the seed. I grinned once he obeyed me.

I noticed he had been crying all the while, so maybe I should reward him. I touched my lips to his, rougher than before while my hand let the drain sip all the water. I waited 'til the tub was drop dead free of water before pulling away. I maniacally grinned at him. He winced and screamed. "I hope you're prepared for this." I stated with a hint of sarcasm. I actually want to hear him scream in pain, especially if I was the cause. I torturously spread his legs apart. "S-Stop!" Len whined, blushing furiously in embarrassment. I only laughed insanely. I tightly grasped Len's inner thigh and pulled him up, resting his hips on my shoulder. I ignored Len's whimpers. I know having no support on his back made him feel uncomfortable but this isn't about his pain. No, it's about my pleasure.

I pulled my tongue out and teasingly licked his entrance before dipping my taste gland inside him, moving it freely, exploring the unseen cavern. Len yelped as he continued his cries, "Nii-san! Sto-STOP!" His legs winged in the air, his voice hoarse and face flushed. I pulled it out and tasted his member, swallowing it wholly. He moaned and screamed. "Stop! Stop!" he repeatedly chanted. I did, but not because he said so. I thought of a better idea. I placed him down and positioned him, my head poking on his entrance. Len gave me a very frightened look as he saw the devilish appearance on my face. I leaned down and was about to slam in when he screamed my name: "K-Kaito!"

His voice was hoarse, his eyes closed shut as tears flooded down, his whole body shivering not from the cold but from his fright. I recalled the name he just screamed, Kaito. The sweet nickname I was given lost in the pool of tears, his respect for me as his 'nii-san' snuck away into nothingness. I felt tears run down my cheek. I took a good look on myself and finally realized what I was doing. "Len…" I mumbled letting him go. I untied the hose and hugged him tight. I felt him cry on my shoulder as I hid my tears on his. "I knew you'd snap out of it…. Kai-nii." He softly mumbled and quietly sank into slumber. His lost respect seemed to have been found again. But it didn't make me feel better. I was still the monster that violated him. The monster that left him a burden to carry for the rest of his life.