I don't own Kuroshitsuji.
I hastily made my way back to my room, trying to not let anyone catch a glimpse of my inappropriate disposition. When I found my room I shut the door angrily. How dare he lay his hands on me again... How dare I let him put his hands on me again. I pinched the bridge of my nose, sighing because I knew it was partially my fault for giving in.
I looked down at my hands and noticed they were covered in dirt. And even a few leaves were stuck in my dress. A bath was defiantly in order. I tub began to fill while I sat at the edge of the tub just staring off into space, thinking about Sebastian. About the old Sebastian.
He wasn't always like this, in NO way. He was perfect. An angel to be specific. (I know just try to imagine him being an angel xD)
Flashback
I sat in the woods near the docks, sobbing. My cries were a mixture of, sadness, relief, loneliness, and aggravation. I had just ran away from my family in Spain. I bought a ticket from Spain to England because Spain is economically down the drain, so my family planned an arranged marriage for me.
"I don't even know the man's name!" I thought as I wiped the tears from my face. (I chose England because my father is English and I learned English from him and Spanish from my mother.) "Why are you crying?" Came a deep, silky voice from behind me.
I looked back to see a tall man with raven black hair, and sparkling crimson eyes. He was wearing what looked like elegant robes. And lets not forget the most noticeable feature on him, large wings, white as fresh snow.
The air around us was stiff as I stared at him is utter shock. "Why were you crying?" He asked again patiently. "I-I don't know. It's a long story and you wouldn't care to hear it." I explained nervously. More silence.
"Are you an angel?" I asked. He replied with a simple, "Yes." "Why would an angel be here of all places?" I asked curiously. "I've been following you for a while now, and I am aware of your predicament." Then why did he ask?
"So, you're my guardian angel?" I asked amazed. "No." I sweat dropped. "I was not assigned to you by God or anyone else. I have taken it upon myself to make sure nothing happens to you." But why? I didn't ask anymore questions, I was already as confused as can be.
I remember he had taken me by the hand deeper into those woods. We settled on a spot where he said no one would find us, and in just a few hours he had an enormous mansion built. It was beautiful inside, and out.
Most days, we would go out into town and enjoy each others company. Of course he would hide his wings and change into the attire of a civilian. It wasn't long before I began to have feelings for him. And I thought his feelings were mutual.
Until... "Can I ask you something?" I asked. "You can ask me anything." He replied with a warm smile. "Could an angel fall in love with a human?" He looked at me lovingly and replied, "Yes we can. However, it's not permitted." He said, his smile flattening a bit.
I tried to hide how hurt I was. "Well, what if the human loves the angel?" I asked quietly. He gave me a sad smile and made is way towards the window, where he spread his wings and flew off, leaving me without an answer.
End of Flashback
I looked down to see the bath about to flood. I undressed and got in. When I was done with my bath, I put a simple dress on and began to pack for Jonathan and I, eager to leave this mansion. A knock on my door was heard halfway through my packing.
"Come in."
Mey Rin clumsily stumbled into the room. "The young master would like to see you in his study, yes he would." She lead me towards the study.
I walked in to see Ciel in his chair looking stoic as ever, Sebastian by his side with his smug smile, and Jonathan standing there waiting for me with his innocent smile. The room felt... Odd. "Now that you're both here, we can get this over with." The blue eyed boy said.
"I am sorry to say, that the Edgar estate has been burned down. Your servants didn't survive either. "What?!" I cried out unexpectedly. Johnathan looked just as surprised as I did, only he said nothing. "As the head of the Phantonhive manor, I apologize..." I tuned Ciel out, fiercely glaring at the demon across the room.
He looked back at me with that infuriating lazy smile of his. Why do I have the feeling he has something to do with this. "And will offer hospitality until this is all resolved." Ciel finished. "No! We'll stay at a hotel!" I yelled. Sebastian's smirk only got wider.
"It seems your fortunes were burned down with your estate. You won't sustain for long." The demon retorted. I almost lunged at him. "Sebastian is right. That wouldn't be wise. It's best to save the little money you have." Ciel agreed indifferently.
