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I sighed, and pulled my nightgown over my head. Sebastian is really starting to scare me. Hes become a little too obsessive lately, I had to do something. I should tell Ciel what's been going on tomorrow, I just don't know how to get passed that demon butler of his.

I walked over to the candelabrum, and just as I was about to blow out the candles, I look over at Jonathan's peaceful sleeping form. He didn't know what was really going on. Of course he was to naive to catch on anyway. I smiled softly at him and blew the candles out.

I got into bed dwelling on the past again.

Flashback

We were sitting in the front yard of our manor laughing and joking about nothing in particular. "Rose, do you remember what you asked me a few day back in our room?" He asked looking more serious. "Yes." I replied.

"You were implying that you've fallen in love me, right?" He asked warmly. My eyes widened and I quickly turned away hiding my embarrassment. I heard him laugh as I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Why are you embarrassed, dear?"

"I... don't really know." I said looking up but still avoiding eye contact. "Can I tell you something?" He asked.

I looked up at him, showing he had my full attention. "I've loved you long before the day we met." I felt a blush creep onto my face. Did I hear him right? "But I thought loving a human was against the rules." I said still in shock.

He stood up and grabbed my hand to help me up as well. He cupped my cheek and said, "I don't care anymore, we'll make it work somehow." I felt myself smiling.

My happiness turned into shock and fear when I felt the angel's hand trembling against my cheek. Soon he collapsed on his knees screaming in pain. His teeth grew sharper and thicker. His wings opened, their once beautiful white feathers turned black as night.

He clawed at the ground beneath him, and I had noticed his nails were now a dull black. I felt useless, not being able to stop whatever was happening to him. Eventually his screams were replaced with deep heavy breaths.

I saw him struggle to stand up, so I put his arm around my shoulders. "What happened to you?" I asked taking in his new appearance. "It seems I've fallen." He replied. "Once I admitted to loving you , I committed a sin, and am no longer a perfect being. But a beast."

His breathing was becoming normal. "Well that doesn't change anything. We're free to do what we want now, right?" I asked hopefully. He looked up at me smiling, only it wasn't his warm smile. It looked wicked and evil.

"Of course, dear. Only this time, we'll do this my way." I was confused by the statement. What it meant was beyond me.

End of Flashback

Already half asleep, I soon drifted off to full sleep.

"Rose..." That voice sounds familiar. "Wake up." It instructed. It was definitely Sebastian. So I decided to ignore him.

I felt something touch my lower stomach. That's when I shot up about to slap him when I looked around to see no one.

I wasn't even in bed! I was... Floating?! And I was naked! WHY WAS I NAKED?! "What the fuck is happening? Is this a dream?" I thought out loud to myself.

"Yes. This is a dream." Sebastian chuckled. Where is that coming from? Where is he?! Strange dream. I thought.

"Since this is a dream, you can say and do anything you please with out consequence. With that in mind, would you mind answering a few questions for me?" Sebastian spoke again. "Show yourself and I'll consider it." I said playfully. After all it was a dream. Nothing can go wrong.

Sebastian appeared with black wings folded neatly folded behind him as he walked to me. He looked exactly like he did the same day he turned into a demon. I shifted uncomfortably at the sight. Once he reached me, he sat in front of me and took my hand in his.

"Rose, how would you like to be bonded to me? I'm offering a bond stronger, closer, and much more powerful than the one we once had." I looked at him, and for the very first time that he's been a demon, he actually looked sincere.

"Well. I'll admit, it does sound nice." I could never admit it while awake, but I really did miss the old Sebastian, and our relationship.

"Would you be willing to become mine again in exchange for your soul?" He asked caressing my cheek. I looked at him confused, not fully understanding what he was asking.

I scoffed. "Even if I was, I remember you telling me that once an angel turns into a demon, their perception of 'love' becomes twisted and corrupted and they aren't capable of real love again." I replied a bit saddened by the fact.

I felt him embrace me protectively. We stayed like that for a few seconds. And I didn't know what came over me when I pulled away and kissed him roughly. Sebastian kissed back with just as much force as I had. And pushed me back and straddled my hips while kissing my throat.

"I've missed you so much, Sebastian." I whispered heatedly. I felt him nip at my ear. "How much, dear?" In response, I fisted a hand into his raven hair, and brought his face up to mine. I kissed him again and began kissing his neck while letting my hands tease his lower torso.

"My, we're playful tonight aren't we?" He smiled.

"I have one more thing to ask you." He whispered sensually into my ear. "Will you give yourself to me, mind, body, and soul for as long as you live, Rose?"

"Yes. I'd do anything for you." I replied.

I felt him smirk against my collarbone as his hand found it's way to my lower back. That's when I felt what seemed like a burning sensation where he placed his hand.

It only got worse and worse. "S- Sebastian?!" I exclaimed in fear. He looked at me with a lazy grin. The pain ended, but I felt dizzy.

All I heard was Sebastian's wicked chuckle before I passed out.