Hellooooo! Thank you for the reviews and the good luck wishes. :)
I came third overall and second in my group. I was aiming for first in both but my foot isn't 100%. Technically I shouldn't have been racing, my coach pretty much banned me...I threw a bitch fit, then BOOM! I'm out on the track :D
Anywho. Story time!
Enjoy!
Santana slumped onto the largest of the three, brown leather sofas in Quinn's penthouse. She could hear her best friend and the blonde bickering in the kitchen.
"GUYS!" She shouted "Seriously, grow the fuck up!".. At first the latina thought their little snips and constant teasing was cute. But that was a week ago. Now it was just plain irritating. Or maybe I'm just in bitch mode because I have therapy in an hour? The girl paused for thought.
Quinn entered the room and sat next to Santana. Still leaving a little space between them. Things had stagnated a little with their budding relationship. The latina turning down the blonde every time she was asked on a date. Quinn was becoming worried the brunette didn't feel the same about heranymore. "you're appointment is up soon San...you should eat something so we can leave.". The Yale graduate noticed the girls eye twitched. Classic angry Santana. She thought. Knowing the latina was close to losing it, she backed away. "we leave in 15." she said in a monotone voice.. Quinn was finding it harder and harder to not break down at Santana's refusal to talk to her.
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She didn't want to talk. If she talked it would be real. If she talked, the possibility of dying would become reality. She envisioned it all.
Quinn in tears at her grave as Addison ran away.
Quinn laying in bed for days whilst Addison drank and fucked.
Quinn...her first love. Her real love. Her pure love.
Santana wanted her. She wanted all of her. But bad decisions and poor choices had gotten her here. In this office. With this therapist. And no real hope in hell of seeing the year through.
Things had to change. She had to fight.
So when the white haired therapist asked a question, Santana answered her.
"Fear.". Was the answer. The question was what she was feeling at that moment. The older woman nodded and smiled softly.
"Fear of what Santana?" she pressed.
The tan girl paused for a moment, then words flowed from her mouth without any thought. "Of death. Of finality. Fear for my friend...my...my sister. Of how she'll react when I'm gone. Fear of never getting to see what Q looks like when we're old and wrinkly...I know she'll age gracefully" she paused imagining the blonde in her eyes. "She has this classic...effortless beauty...she, it's rare." The latina looked towards the floor. "I'm scared your gonna make me talk about things that are too painful to even think about...". Her eyes landed on on the smartly dressed woman sat opposite.
The white haired woman nodded gently. "I won't make you do anything you don't wish to Santana. I'm only here to guide you through this confusing phase of your life and help you understand it.". The latina nodded. A tight smile across her lips. "The best we can do is start from the beginning. When did you first feel everything begin to spin from your grasp.?"
Santana gulped and took a steadying breath. "High school. When Quinn...when she...she cheated."
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"Fuck Quinn! Stop it!" Chastised Addison as she slapped the blondes hand away from her mouth. "You're gonna have no fuckin fingers left if you carry on!." The taller girl shook her head as Quinn shrugged. "How you gonna please your girl without fingers!?." she teased, not caring they were sat in a busy coffee shop as they waited for Santana. She expected her part time friend to bite back. But what she witnessed instead was sadness cross the blondes features.
"What gives blondie?. She asked , her voice soft.
"Nothing." returned the blonde.
"Psshh. Sure looks like somethin to me girl."
"Well you need your eyes testing!."
"You need to be more convincing! Wouldn't want you as my lawyer, your poker face is weak!."
Quinn snapped her eyes to the girl next to her. "One." she stated holding her hand up and counting a finger. "I have been your lawyer...two" she held another finger up. "I kicked ass and got you off free and out within the first hour!. Three...". The blonde sighed and dropped her defiant gaze to the floor. "who am I kidding?." she shrugged. "San...she...she doesn't like me..want me, whatever..she just keeps knocking me back and shutting me out.".
Addison placed a hand on the blondes knee. "She's scared Quinn. Everything is up in the air...her health..." the tattooed girl shook her head. "She's hurting, and I know you hate it, but you hurt her too. She's gonna push you away. Its what she does.". squeezing the girls leg gently she continued. "San wants you. Wants to be with you. I promise that much! But she won't willingly put herself into a situation that could hurt her. You gotta trick her Q!" She stopped, an idea forming in her mind. "I think...I think I'm a fuckin genius!." She smiled, before grabbing Quinn's hand and pulling her from the coffee shop.
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Santana wiped her eyes with the kleenex tissue she pulled from the box that was conveniently placed next to her. Her therapist. Rose. Placed down the pad the had been scribbling in and smiled gently. "You did so well Santana. We'll stop there." She smiled again and stood, the latina mirroring her actions. "I know we will make excellent progress. I will see you in two days."
Santana smiled and nodded as Rose handed her a card and instructed her to call anytime she needed. "Thank you." she mumbled before exiting the room.
To her surprise Addison was waiting outside and not at the coffee shop like planned. Quinn wasn't there. The latinas heart sank a little.
"Hey babe. How'd it go?" Softly questioned the younger girl.
"ok I guess." Santana shrugged. "She said I did really well and apparently we'll make excellent progress."
Addison beamed with pride. Talking about emotions came hard to both girls, she was glad Santana had been able to sum up the courage to do so. "Soooo." she drawled out. "Quinn had to head home and let a maintenance guy in. You wanna head back and we'll all watch cartoons or somethin?". Santana nodded and a slight smirk took over the tattooed girls face as she took her hand.
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The two girls had just made it back to the apartment building when Addison sighed dramatically. "I forgot to pick up popcorn...I promised Quinn I would!." she handed the key to the penthouse to the brunette "You go up babe..I..I love ya.".
Santana was taken by surprise as her friend wrapped her in a hug. They weren't very vocal about their love for each other either. But she put it all down to her heart being on the verge of collapse. Whispering a heart felt 'I love you' back she slowly pulled away. Smiling as the taller girl goofily waved goodbye and dashed across the road.
After the quick elevator ride to the penthouse she approached the large brown door that led to the apartment. As she neared she could hear soft music playing and she noticed the door was slightly ajar.
Slowly she pushed it open and turned right, toward the open plan living space.
The latina stopped dead in her tracks as she took in the view in front of her.
Black out blinds were drawn, over all the large windows quilting the room in darkness. 100's of small tea light candles were placed on every surface permiating the darkness with a soft glow. A table lay in the centre of the room. Fine red and white cloths decorating it. In the middle was a vase with a single red tulip and yellow rose, surrounded by more candles. And stood nervously next to the table was Quinn.
She was wearing an elegant light blue dress that came off the shoulder and stopped just below her knees.
Santana was in awe.
"Quinn..." she breathed.
The blonde stepped forward and took the latinas hands, gently guiding her to the table. The shorter girl freezing when she saw pancakes and bacon for two. "It was our first meal...the night we..we became girlfriends." Shyly mumbled Quinn.
A tear ran down Santana's cheek at the gesture. Quinn had done this for her. She had created this whole setting just for her. Beautiful Quinn. Stunning, kind, brave Quinn. The latina turned to see hazel eyes look at her with nothing but unadulterated love. And in that moment she made another decision.
Quinn stumbled back as soft, passionate lips slammed into hers. For a moment she was frozen. A moment. Soon she was kissing the brunette back with equal passion. She nipped at kiss swollen lips and dragged her tongue over to sooth them.
Gently she guided them to a sofa, sitting down and pulling the latina up to straddle her.
The blonde moaned in pleasure as Santana's tongue pushed into her mouth, massaging her own.
She ran her hand over the brunettes hips and up her sides, letting out another moan of pleasure as the girl ground herself deeper into her lap, pushing their cores together.
"off" she mumbled gripping the smaller girls shirt, sighing in satisfaction when the latina raised her arms.
Painstakingly slowly , Quinn began to peel the tshirt upwards, kissing every inch of smooth, tan skin as it was revealed.
She paused at Santana's breasts and looked up into chocolate eyes, silently asking if it was ok to continue. Instantly she knew it was. The latinas eyes dark with lust and need.
Too impatient to tease, Quinn practically tore the shirt off the girl, revealing a red lace bra that covered the brunettes enhanced chest. She licked her lips as she slowly and gently slid her hands around the small latinas back and unhooked the garment.
Santana 's chest rose and fell rapidly as heat built between her legs. She wanted to ravage the stunning blonde beneath her.
She pulled her arms from the confines of her bra straps and carelessly discarded it behind her. Smiling brightly at Quinn's now wide eyes.
Chocolate eyes rolled into the back of her head as the blonde took her right nipple into her mouth, sucking gently and flicking her tongue over the now pointed flesh.
The latina responding by gripping the blondes soft hair in semi clenched fists.
"You're so beautiful Tana..." whispered Quinn as she kissed her way to the girls other nipple. "So beautiful."
"God...Q...I uh..I need you so bad." panted the smaller girl in return.
Quinn's lust spiked hearing the breathy moans of the girl in her lap. Gently she slid the latina onto the sofa and stood.
She wanted to tease the girl who was now watching with wild, hungry eyes.
She wanted to put on a show.
But she wanted Santana more.
Without much grace, the blonde unzipped her dress and let it fall to the floor then stepped out of her black lace thong.
Santana groaned at the sight in front of her.
Quinn was stood, unclothed and vulnerable.
She knew this was the blonde doing her best to put her at ease.
To go first.
To leave herself fully open in front of her.
To show she could trust her.
Santana's heart warmed.
She hooked her thumbs around her skinny jeans and pulled them off whilst simultaneously kicking off her red chucks.
She heard Quinn's sharp intake of breath and smiled inwardly.
She hadn't worn underwear that day.
Quinn looked at the beauty before her and knelt. She shuffled forward and placed her hands on the latinas knees.
Slowly, gently, she pushed them apart and stepped into the space she had created.
The blonde looked into the dark eyes of her first and only love before dipping her head.
She slowly kissed her way up toned, tan thighs. Stopping to nip skin before carrying on her journey.
As she neared Santana's, the blonde paused. She vowed to never let the girl before her go.
Looking up one more time she whispered "I love you.".
Santana swore her heart mended a little at that moment. Quinn loved her...she loved her.
Santana loved Quinn too. She wanted to say it back.
But she couldn't.
The words were stuck.
She began to get angry with herself.
Then she lost her breath.
A hot tongue ran through her folds, stopping near the bundle of nerves at the top. Quinn's lips surrounding the sensitive spot and nipping gently.
The latina let out a breath moan and pushed her hips forward. The blonde licking the length of her core in response.
"Inside." She breathed as she felt Quinn's gentle fingers tease her entrance.
The blonde moaned, sending vibrations through the brunette as a single finger slid inside.
Quinn was embarassingly close as she sucked and nipped the soft flesh of Santana's core whilst steadily pumping inside her.
"more Q...p..ah, oh...god...please...more"
Moaned the girl in front of her. She gently slid another finger into the girls throbbing core, moaning in pleasure as the latinas hips bucked.
She began steadily pumping her fingers faster as the latina began to writhe and buck.
Santana couldn't last any longer. She gripped Quinn's hair, pulling the blondes face harder into her centre, a hiss of pleasure escaping her lips. "Oh go...Quinn...baby..oh...baby I'm gonna...". The knot that had been building in her stomach began to unravel, she felt a wave of pleasure, lust, love and euphoria was over her as her walls crumbled and the fell apart in the strong hands of the girl she loved.
Quinn felt Santana's walls tighten around her fingers as she moaned into the girls core. The blondes knees going weak as she tumbled over the edge just as the latina did.
As they both stilled she slowly pulled her hand away and layed a gentl kiss on the brunettes centre.
Shakily she crawled onto the sofa, tan arms helping her up. The former cheerleader looked into misty brown orbs and brushed wild hair behind her loves ear.
A silence over came them.
Quinn grew worried.
Then she said it.
It was quiet.
A whisper.
Her voice shook.
But it was perfect.
"I love you too Lucy Q...always have."
A perfect moment. Captured with a perfect kiss. With girls leaning forward and gently moving their mouths in unison, sweeping tongues, nipping teeth, soft flexible tongues.
The languid kiss ended naturally and the girls rested their foreheads together.
It was perfect.
Then the moment was shattered.
"OH MY GOD!" Came the shrill voice of Just Hummel. "Rachel, stay in the foyer. Naked girls!".
So...they totally got it on! I'm sorry if the sex scene is crap. I didn't start this story off with writing one I didn't mind, but hey. That chapter kinda ran away with itself! Lol!
I hope you enjoyed! :s
I will probably pop another chapter up tonight as I'm just chillin tonight.
No training and no alcohol! :O
As always, lots of love going out to you guys!
Many, many, many thanks! :)
Daisy x