Chapter 4

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Two days later

Unfortunately for Scott and the others, it'd take roughly two days before Mrs. Morrell would be able to see Scott due to other commits with other patients. But thankfully they all managed to get through it without being driven insane in the process. Though Scott did end up banned from one of the stores in the mall after seeing a poster that reminded him a little too much of Allison and ended up destroying it as he was not looking to see reminders of his ex! Chris, Derek, and Kate also found a fairly effective way to keep the young Beta's mind occupied by having him either run for as long as he could or deal with Supernatural politics involving a colony of Sasquatches and some wanna be biker Dwarves who kept annoying the Sasquatches with their loud noises. Surprisingly, Scott proved to be a good choice in handling that situation as it turned out the Sasquatches actually wanted to be involved with the whole thing and just had a hard time getting that across to the Dwarves. Allowing for Scott himself to become an honorary member of the newly named Dwach Motorcycle Club of Beacon Hills due to his help in the whole thing. Of course he ended up swearing off alcohol for good after the Club's first party after waking up with the worst headache he'd ever experienced and being about thirty miles outside of town in nothing but his underwear.

Melissa had definitely not been happy about the whole thing either and was another reason he chose to swear off alcohol for good as well. Kebi of the Dwarves even showed up a few hours after he made it home and handed over a Cut for him to wear and would simply explain that magic was a Hell of a thing when it came to getting things done quickly and Scott would say thanks, shrug his shoulders, and put it on much to the slight exasperation of his mother. Kebi even promised to get him a bike soon so that he could run with them, something that made Scott quite happy about and for his mother to be a little worried about considering the potential accidents that could happen! But both were quick to assure her that things would be okay and even if an accident did happen, Scott would be fine anyway in a short time due to his Wolf healing. She wasn't exactly settled by that but left it alone for the time being until a moment provided itself that she could say 'I told you so!' in a slightly smug way before getting all worried and the like.

The others weren't quite sure what to think of the whole thing with the Club Scott had apparently found himself involved with. His decision to stop drinking bummed Stiles out a little as he loved drinking with his best friend darn it! Jackson was personally happy as he had some not so fond memories of his fellow Co-Captain while drunk. But thankfully the day came when the young Wolf finally got to visit with Marin much to the happiness of everybody. And he couldn't help but fidget a little in her office due to being nervous about the whole thing. "Well I have to admit I am somewhat surprised to see you in my office Scott. But none the less I am more than happy to assist you in any way I can."

"You have anything that can help me get over my obsession with Allison quicker?"

Marin simply shook her head. "I'm afraid not as only time can help with that." That got her a saddened look from the young teen Wolf as he had been rather hoping for a different answer!

"Of course you'll not want to rely on alcohol to get you through it either." She added seconds later as she knew full well by that point of how he was managing to accomplish getting drunk.

The information she gained from Deucalion and Ennis had been rather interesting to hear as well but she wasn't about to mention that and would just keep it vague if needed. Marin watched as Scott winced over the alcohol mention. "Heh, yeah, I'm done with that as the last thing I want to even do is use it as a crutch. I'm better then that."

Little did he know of how similar to his dad he almost would have been and wouldn't know about that til a little while later. Making him damn thankful for the decision he chose to make! "I'm happy to hear that Scott. But what do you plan to do about Allison? Too much focus on her as I've been informed could lead to mistakes on your part in school, your job, or even in a life and death matter."

Scott seemed hesitant about what to say and thought about it for a good little while, thankful that Morrell was allowing him the time to do so. Finally, he began to speak. "I guess… Try not to think about her? Think about or do something that'll occupy me enough to keep me from thinking about her. I love her but I've clearly become dependent on her and that's not a good thing."

Marin nodded approvingly at that. "One way to begin the process of getting past things with Allison would be to write her a letter and no, you don't have to send it. Write it and express how you feel and then do whatever feels best aside from sending it after finishing it. You could even have a bonfire and burn things she's given you as another option."

"I'm not, I'm not so sure that's a good idea. I don't wanna hurt her or anything."

"Hmm… You make a good point. If you really wanted I imagine you could have the bonfire anyway to help 'burn away' the past so to speak."

She watched as Scott thought about that for a moment and realized that sounded pretty great. "You know… You're a lot better at this then Lydia led me to believe." Remarked the teenager after some thinking had been done.

A smile came from the older woman as she nodded at his words. "Well, when I'm able to do my job I am perfectly capable. Besides, Lydia had Peter Hale in her head and I can only imagine that wasn't the easiest of times. She probably believed she would be committed to Eichen if she told of it or perhaps there was other reasons she never said anything. Unfortunately we may never know and I doubt she'll want to speak on the subject."

The warning in her voice was clear to the young Beta even if he never had any intention of asking unless the situation was unbelievably serious. "Now, I suspect I've given you a bit to think about so why not head on out? But I would like for you to come back at the same time and day for the next few weeks as I can imagine you've got more then just this on your mind you'd like to get off your chest."

A laugh of disbelief escaped the young man after hearing that. "Yeah, you could say that." Muttered Scott as boy did he need to talk about a few things beyond the whole Allison thing!

"But yeah, I'll definitely be here next week." Promised Scott seconds later.

Morrell nodded and Scott stood up and after sending a nod her way, he started to walk out of her office but stopped and turned his head to the side. "Thanks..."

"You're welcome." And with that, Scott was gone and off to work.

It wouldn't be until he got home later that night and finally sat down to write out a letter to Allison that she would never see. Even making a copy of it as he planned to burn the original in that bonfire idea Morrell gave him once he got done with setting the thing up.

Dear Allison,

I'm writing this letter to you even though you're never gonna see it, let alone even know it exists. The time we had together was truly great and I'll always remember it with great fondness and love. But I need to let go of that, of us, and move on, not just for the sake of everyone we know, but for my own sake as well. Cause without being around you I started to get obsessed and it took our friends and family members forcing me to finally realize that. That's not healthy at all and I seriously hope you don't end up becoming the same way I was going. I love you Allison Argent but this is goodbye.

Scott.

A sigh escaped Scot after reading it over and then printing out a second copy. Reaching over, he grabbed an envelope and put the original version of the letter inside it and marked the envelope as 'Allison' and stashed it in one of his drawers. Scott then left the house with the folded copy and made his way out to a clear field out in the Preserve and gathered what limbs and logs he could find and put them all together and then threw gasoline on it and soon lit it up afterwards. Course he had to quickly jump back due to how the fire rapidly flamed to life and as it grew bigger, the young Beta gave a satisfied nod before pulling out the copy of his letter and threw it in. As he watched it burn, Scott felt a sort of weight come off his shoulders, allowing for him to feel more at ease with himself and it felt really good in his view. Looking up into the night sky as the fire went on, he shiifted and let lose with a mighty roar while his eyes unknowingly turned bright red for a briefly short lived time before fading back to gold.

Across the town of Beacon Hills, various individuals turned their heads as they heard the loud roar. Each of them recognizing it for the distinct unique sound of it as it belonged to none other then Scott McCall. All of them gave nods of approval as they recognized the roar for what it was. That of moving on and independence from an unhealthy obsession. Tracy however could be seen smirking at her house. "Good, that means he won't be such a little bitch anymore."

And when the Summer freedom started to come to a close, the night before school was due to start would see Scott getting a tattoo with two black bands going around his arm as a sort of present to himself for succeeding in what he was trying to do after writing and burning that letter to Allison. Of course he could have done without the use of a blowtorch but he was none the less happy he got it and would find himself meeting someone new a little while later that evening. Someone who would prove to be quite Foxy in her own right. Though this new girl, Scott, and the others would have no idea of the events to come that year but they would all come out stronger for it.


Author's Notes: And here is the end! Hopefully this was worth the wait and I am sorry if it lacks in any way. Between my job, pipe issues again, GTA 5, and a case of Poison Ivy or Oak recently my focus has just been a little off. The next portion of this story is something I intend to do whenever I get the chance to do so and will be my version of season 3. I've got a few other stories in mind to touch on before I get around to this but I think it'll be worth the wait! R and R!