Things between Nessie and I couldn't be more better. We're together all day after she gets out of school and night. I've been sleeping over at Charlie's for about 3 weeks straight now though I sleep on the floor of course. The only thing that stops me from sleeping in the same bed with her is that she doesn't ask me to. We've never been this alone for this long. Seth and the pack hasn't been around neither has been Charlie. Hes practically been at work this whole month.

"Hey, come in" i said. It was Nessie.

"Hey Jake. Before you say anything else there was something I wanted to say that these past weeks have been amazing. And I don't know about you but I've just been feeling like. Jake there's something I wanna tell you-" Nessie was cut off

"I took one of your shirts Jakey, I hope you don't- Who's this?" Alana asked looking at Nessie. Nessie looked at the floor.

"Ughh Alana, you remember Nessie" i said.

Alana was my ex-girlfriend about 3 years ago. She was actually my first everything. My first real date, my first real kiss, my first girlfriend and the first girl I ever had sex with. I was so shocked that she was her and I was also surprisingly happy about it. I liked her a lot and i remember how sad I was when she broke up with me because she had to move to Virginia with her dad and other 2 older brother. She was so pretty. Her hair was a straight dark brown and her eyes were this beautiful green and skin was soft tan color she was just so pretty.

Before Nessie got here. She surprised me by knocking on my window while I was sleeping in my room. We talked little right before she spilled water on her shirt that's when Nessie came. The look in her eyes as she saw Alana with what looked to be just wearing my shirt. I knew how the situation looked overall but nothing happened.

"Oh right the little girl you use to baby sit. Oh my god look at you have you haven't changed a bit. Aww your so adorable" she chuckled sarcastically and just looked at Alana. Nessie crossed her angry. She was mad ?

"Nessie, you remember Alana right?" I said breaking the awkward silence.

"Yeah... Umm I'm-I'm just gonna go" she just said and started to walk towards the door

"Wait" i said and i grabbed her by the hand.

"what did you wanna tell me?" I asked. She looked at me then over at Alana. Nessie slowly pulled her hand away from mine.

"Nothing. it doesn't matter anymore" she said and left.

I haven't seen Nessie since Alana has been here. Alana has been stuck to me like glue. We haven't done anything, we haven't even talked about her but I loved spending time with her. Not as much as I love spending time with Nessie but because she was going to school. I was alone for 8 hours. Nessie tried to see me but I can't so after the third try she stopped trying to see me and when I would go to Charlie she was never there. I was lucky this time when I caught Nessie at Charlie's. She was in the kitchen washing dishes. Before i could even greet her. She turned her head to look at me then continued with the dishes.

"What are you doing here? What? Did Alana have other plans today?" She questioned with such attitude.

"What that suppose to mean?" I asked.

She turned off the sink water and quickly faced me.

"I think you know exactly what that means. Ever since she came back, all you wanna do and all you have done is spend all your time with her" she said angry.

"She been gone for 3 years-" she cut me off.

"Understandable go make up for lost time" she turned away from me and started doing the dishes. I couldn't stand when Nessie was mad at me. I walked towards her.

"Nessie-"

"I have to go" she said and turned off the sink water and dried her hands with a towel.

"Where? I'll come with you"

"You don't have to do that. Go be with Alana, I'm pretty sure it's more fun then spending time with me" she said and walked towards the back door. I blocked her exit.

"What? Does it bother you that I've been spending a lot of time with Alana lately?" I asked.

"Yes it does!" Nessie yelled at me but then calmed down and got closer to me. She touched my face.

"It bugs the hell out of me because your MINE... And I hate sharing you" she said. I smiled and grabbed her hand and got closer to her. She looker into my eyes and i looked at into her's. I cupper her cheek and was getting ready to FINALLY kiss her.

Nessie turned away from me.

"Rose?" She whispered. I turned to look.

"Come on. Edward told me to come get you" Rosalie said.

"What are you doing here?" I asked. Pissed. That yet again me and Nessie were interrupted and yet again our moment and out KISS was stopped by someone or someTHING.

"Don't you have a toy to go chew. Dog?" Rosalie replied.

"Don't you have some hair that needs to be fixed. Blondie" i said right back at her. She gave me her 'pissed off' face and went out the door. Nessie shortly followed.

Again. I haven't seen Nessie and Alana managed to find me alone so we hanged out. We went the the Grill. A place where most of the high school kids can to hang out. There was good food and you can play pool or darts plus there was a bar so I also liked to come here. I walked in with Alana and the waiter quickly took us to our table

"Well look who's here" Alana said and quickly starter looking for a familiar face. It was Nessie by the pool table. What was she doing here? She didn't like coming her because she didn't like the food.

"Hi" Alana said from a distance. Nessie just did a fake wave back. Then Matt appeared beside her.

"Is this table okay?" The waiter asked. I had a perfect view of Nessie

"Yeah its fine" i said. I made Alana take the other seat so that my back wouldn't be towards them. I tried my hardest not to stare but Matt was starting at me but then looked at Nessie that was trying not to look this way. Matt got closer to Nessie. I tried my hardest to tune Alana got she could talk for days. Once i did, I could everything but I focused on them.

"Is that him?" Matt asked and took one more look this way.

"What?" She questioned. She stopped playing pool and looked at Matt.

"What are you talking?" She questioned.

"The guy you've be crushing on for like 3 years. Is that him over there?"

"Yeah, that's him" was all she said.

"And you hate seeing her with him?" Matt questioned.

"All I want and all I'll ever want is for him to be happy so do I hate it no but it does bugs the hell out of me"

"Does he know?"

"Yeah, he knows"

"Hey" Matt started and lifted up Nessie chin. Their faces were inches away from each other. I almost got up then I heard

"If a guy can't see what an amazing and beautiful person you are and lucky he is to have your attention... then it's his lost" Matt said. Matt didn't like Nessie. It was clear to me that he was in love with her. Nessie hugged him.

"Wow look like your little friend has herself a little boyfriend. Young love-" i cut Alana off as I noticed that there were going to leave.

"I'm sorry I'm gonna have to bail"

"Really Jacob"

"Yeah" i said and left.

Matt pulled up into Charlie's driveway. He rushed over and open the car door for her.

"You didn't have to do that" she smiled

"I know but I wanted to"

"Your such a gentleman Matt. I respect that about you"

"Yeah well.. when a guy really likes a girl. She brings that out of him"

"Matty-" she whispered but he cut her off

"I had fun today" he said and kissed her cheek and went to his car. Then drove off as Nessie watched.

Nessie turned around and walked slow.

She sat in the backyard just doing nothing. Almost like frozen there and I just watched her. We both turned once we heard a noise.

"My 'Nessie needs you' radar was going off. I brought junk food" Seth said. Nessie smiled and rushed over to him and hugged him.

"Thank you" she said. Seth was carrying a grocery bag in each hand. They ate for a while.

"So how are you?" Seth asked as they ate ice cream together.

"Was I stupid to think yet again that something could have happened between Jake and I?" She said.

"I mean I wouldn't say stupid" Seth said. Nessie playfully pushed him. Then Nessie wiped his eye.

"Nessie" Seth said and pull all the stuff on the floor and went to comfort her. He hugged her tight.

"Why do I keep doing this to myself?"

"You like him-"

"But he doesn't like me back"

"Nessie you don't know that for sure"

"Then what the hell is he doing with Alana?"

"He hasn't seen her in a long time. Friends hang out"

"In nothing but a guy's t-shirt?"

"I-I did not know about that, when did you see this?"

"The first day I found out she was here. I mean Jacob barely managed to put on a shirt before he opened the door. And today I saw them at the Grill together"

"Wow. Nessie you don't deserve this but just give Jacob a chance to explain just talk to him. Maybe it's not even like that anymore. A lot can happen in 3 years" Seth said. He was defending me. Maybe I was wrong about Seth.

Later That Day

I was on my normal patrol when someone phase.

*Take a break man. I've got it from here* Seth said.

*Are you sure?* i asked him.

*Yeah. I kinda been lacking off on my patrols anyway. Sorry man* he confessed.

*Jacob do me a favor and talk to Nessie. She's really hurt about you spending all your time with Alana. She's just jealous, you should go talk to her. Sooner is better than later* Seth said.

*Thanks for telling me*

*I'll always have your back man*