Some minutes later everything was a chaos. In a way we had got Tom inside the door to the studio and Bill sat with his brothers head in his lap. The blood was still flowing, but not as much as before. Finally the ambulance arrived. Tom was laid on a stretcher before he was wheeled into the ambulance. Bill and Georg got into the ambulance while I slowly walked away from the seen. I had nothing to do with it now.
The weather changed fast and it began raining. I walked past some people but no one cared. I was just a girl who was stupid enough to don't find any shelter from the rain. I had no where to go and no one to go to. I still had Sam's apartment at the hotel, but the room was filled with her energy and smell. So if I went there I'll only miss her more. I didn't have any money, so where should I go?
I ended up under a tree in a park. I was cold and wet, and my head felt so heavy. It was first now the tears came over me. Everything had happened so fast. First Sam's death, then Gustav's disappearance, and if that wasn't enough, Tom was now on a hospital somewhere. I didn't know if he was dead or alive. Slowly I fell asleep against the big tree in the middle of nowhere.
"What are we going to do Georg?" Bill looked at his band mate, "we have to tell the fans that we can't perform tonight…" Georg said sadly. "Should we say why?" Bill shacked his head, "That will only make them scared and we don't want that do we?" Georg saw the sadness in Bill's brown eyes. "Lets go…" he mumbled as he started walking. When they got closer to the stage the two boys herd screaming and yelling from the waiting fans. They were singing monsoon and was so ready to see there favorite band perform. But sadly, that would not happen, not to day and maybe never again.
One of the boys' bodyguards walked in front of them up to the stage. The security had been tighter after everything that had happened. The audients started screaming louder as they came up on stage. "Tokio Hotel! Tokio Hotel!" they screamed.
Bill stopped at the middle of the stage and Georg right beside him. "Hallo!" Bill said into the microphone. The screaming got louder and the fans wilder. "As you maybe see, we are only two guys on the stage tonight!" Bill continued. The crowd stopped yelling and it got scary silent. "I'm so sorry to disappoint you all. Something has happened and…" Bills voice cracked and he turned his back to the fans to wipe his tears away. Georg laid his hand on Bills shoulder and took the microphone from him. "We don't know when we will be back on the stage, but that is not tonight and not tomorrow", the people around started whispering to each other "what have happened?" some said, "where is Tom and Gustav? And why is Bill crying?"
Georg looked at Bill and Bill nodded back to him, as if Georg had asked him a question and Bill had answered yes to it. Once again Bill holded the microphone up to his mouth. "I know you all must bee confused, so are we," Bill looked at the crowd one more time before he turned and walked of the stage, "I'm so sorry guys…"was the last thing he said.