i woke up in a very unfimilar room i tried lifting my head but it felt like it weighed 100 pounds so i laid it back down i heard beeping nosies and a light pumping sound i slowly moved my head inspecting further and saw an IV in my hand it was then i realized where i was in the hospital but why?
i lifted my hand and felt a bandage on the side of my face and a oxygen tube in my nose looking further i saw that my feet were also bandaged up "was i in a accident? how did i get here? what happened?" i asked myself i tried to raise up again but a sharp pain shot through my lower stomache i grabbed it slightly moaning in pain as i laid back
i looked to my left and saw nikki asleep in a chair beside my bed i decided to not try and get up again it hurt too bad his hand was near the bed so i lifted my hand and shook him he wiggled but didn't wake up so i shook him again a little harder this time his eyes slowly opened he turned his head towards me then they shot open
angel? he questioned still half asleep
that's my name i smiled
he jumped up oh my god you're finally awake he said squeezing my hand tighly
yes i am but you're not i chuckled
sorry i was just so tired i sat down and passed out he said
it's ok no worries i smiled
i'm so glad you're awake u gave us all a scare he said
yeah i scared myself when i woke up all i heard was beeping i thought i was in a space ship i laughed
nikki chuckled only u would think that i've missed that smile and laugh
how long was i out? i asked
2 days he said
are u serious? i asked
yes it was pretty much touch and go for the first day but they got u stable he said
touch and go? was it really that bad? i asked
yes u lost alot of blood and had internal bleeding they had to go in and fix it they finally got it to stop he said
that explains why it hurt so much when i tried to sit up i said
yeah but you're a fighter i'm so glad you're awake and talking now ...how are u feeling? are u sore or hurting? he asked
i feel very tired but that could be from the meds yeah i'm a little sore but only when i try to sit up i said
that's to be expected he said oh and lilly is fine she went home the first night
lilly? i questioned
yes she had to come here as well he said
why? i asked and about that time a nurse walked in i looked at her she was smiling
oh angel you're awake it's so good to see u up and talking u almost gave your boy here a heart attack he hasn't left your side since u were admitted he's a keeper she winked at me
i just smiled at her as she looked me over
everything looks good the doctor will be by in the morning she said
ok thank u so much for everything i said
it's my pleasure she said i'm nurse jess by the way
when will she be able to go home? nikki questioned
i'm not sure when her doctor comes by he'll tell u she smiled at nikki and left the room
looks like u have an admirer i said
yeah she's a huge motley fan u should've seen her when she first saw me he laughed
i can only imagine i giggled
by the way i called your mom he said
u did? i said
yes and it didn't go to well he said
yeah i could've told u that i said
why is she such a cold bitch? he asked
she's been like that every since i was 15 when she kicked me out i said
what the fuck? that's a shitty thing to do he said
i shrugged eh what can i say she loved her boyfriend more than me
i'm so sorry he said wrapping his arms around me
eh, what can u do? i'm glad though it made me who i am today i said
and that's a strong beautiful woman nikki said and kissed my forehead
you're too kind i said
he just smiled at me
so are u gonna tell me what happened and why i'm here? i asked
uh, i don't know the whole story but the night it happened i walked in to find u and lilly by the door u had her by the hair and u were all bloody she was half knocked out head bleeding a bit i asked what the hell happened but before u could reply u fainted so i called 911 then i called vince to tell him what was going on they brought u both in lilly was treated and released that night but the had to keep u and rush u into surgery and give u some blood it was the scariest night of my life he said
i just starred at the ground in silence as he was telling me what happened it all came back to me the arguement,the knife,the mug,the glass, everything lilly said to me i looked at nikki with tears in my eyes
lilly wanted me dead that night i said
nikki jerked his up and looked back at me you're joking right?
i wish i was but i'm not when u was talking everything came back to me i remember very clearly what happened that night it was no accident or just a fight i said fighting back tears
u don't have to talk about it right now if u don't want to i can see how much it's hurting u just to think about it nikki said holding me close to him
if i don't tell u and hold it in it'll make me insane and hurt more i need to let it out i said
ok i'm all ears he said
i cleared my throat...after u and dj left that night i was chilling at the house when lilly and vince came in we sat in silence finally lilly got up and went in another room i then went outside and vince followed me he told me he was sorry for being an ass and everything i told him it was cool so we ended up hugging then he left... i paused taking in a deep breath
it's ok go on nikki said
when i went back inside i guess lilly was watching us cause she freaked out on me saying i was a whore and was trying to steal vince from her i told her she was tripping that i was happy with u and wanted only u but she wasn't believing me she got all up in my face and i didn't want to fight with her so i went to walk away that's when she grabbed the knife and cut my face she through a mug at me hitting my stomache... i paused again choking tears back
so that explains the internal bleeding fucking bitch nikki said why would she cut your face though?
i shrugged beats me but as she did it she said " i wonder how nikki and vince would like u all cut up" i said
crazy bitch nikki said
that's what i told her that's when she said it wasn't over til i was dead and that she was glad i had a miscarriage and that jay my ex should've killed me and she charged me that's when i hit her knocking her out i said as the tears won me over
it's ok babe don't cry you'll never have to deal with her again now that i know what really happened i'll make sure she stays far away from u nikki said holding me tighly against him
but nikki she lives with me not to mention we work together i said wiping the tears away
i want u to move in with me he said
nikki are u crazy? i can't move in with u i said
why not? he said
cause i would be intruding i said
no u won't be silly i'm inviting u you're there most of the time anyways and besides you'll need someone to help u when you're out of here he smiled at me
fine u win i'll move in with u i smiled back
see now was that hard he chuckled
yes, yes it was i laughed
so you've been here the whole time with me huh? i said
u bet your ass i have i'm not leaving unless you're leaving with me he said
you're something else i love u i said looking him straight in the eye
he smiled i love u too
i kissed him and pulled away yawning
guess i should get up so u can sleep he said
no stay i'm comfy i said
with pleasure he smiled
we were are snuggled up i was about to doze off when my hospital door opened and in walked lilly...