Forever Lost
~ Chapter Seven ~
Blowing Smoke , Emerging From Hell's Flame
Meeting Her Creator
By Inuyashas Youkai
~ I Don't own Inuyasha nor the lyrics from Here Without You By Three Doors Down, or of Down With The Sickness By Disturbed ~
As soon as that name was passed through the lips of the one, now in front of her eyes ,kneeling down , and suddenly flinching back as those haunting amber eyes became clear .. She now knew the one who would curse her with this life again , being tortured with the pain she was stuck with , and now that she knew , Kagome found herself not to be surprised .. For this she should've known that it would've been none other than that of her creator , one of them anyway, because nobody else would willingly bring the hell that her soul promised , upon revival, with the exception , that of the hanyou , Inuyasha ..
A hundred days made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face ..A thousand lives had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this to say ..With all the miles that separate , its so dear now when I 'am reeling of your face.. I here without you baby ..but you still on my lonely mind .. I think about all the time .. In my dreams I'am with you all the time ..I 'am here without you baby , but in my dreams your with me all the time , and tonight girl It's only you and me...
"Kagome..."
" Inu Yasha ... Why did you bring me back to this hell Inuyasha ! " Kagome screamed then pinned a hated glare upon the one who made her who she wasn't
" Because .. I brought you back to me because I needed you back then , I still do ..I "
"Enough lies Inuyasha , you don't have to lie to me any more , not when I seen it with my own eyes ...You only wanted me for the jewel , and that for my soul , so that you can bring back your precsious Kikyo .. So what I want to know now is why, when you have your mate do you wish for me to return , as a copy to the original !"
" Kagome Dammit! You are going to listen to me , and good too.. Because what I say now I will only say once wench! " Inuyasha sneered in frustration of the hell that was already set in motions by the actions of time passed , and his mate had to endure endless time with only the knowledge that was set out for her, as he now held his mates hands within his clawed fingertips..
Lies ...
' Can you feel that , Oh shit ...
Drowning deep in my sea of lonely
Broken are your servant I am
Its seems all thats left of my human side
It's slowly changing in me '
"No First you will listen ! You wanted me back now you'll reap the benefits of knowing the seeds you now had sown . Do you know what fate had befallen me once you gave me to Naraku?"
'Will you give it too me ?
For in your mind the reflection It suddenly
It changes , Violently it changes
There's no turning back now ..
You've opened up the demon in me..
"I didn't give you to no one Kagome ! I was there the whole time , waiting for you in the tree that night.. The only reason I woke was because I smelt your tears , and the next thing I knew is that you left me , without knowing why ,until Naraku taunted me with what he's done ..! Don't you see ! ? Look in my eyes and see what it is that I have lived with the knowledge that you died with the lies you had ! ?" Inuyasha screamed back in rage for what he was supposed to see, the twisted deception that had become known of the pure soul of his mate..
Looking into the eyes , the piercing glow of the moonlike orbs staring back at her, the one's she tried to ignore before, finding that she could not , while seeing the devatation within his orbs of amber , her mind so tormented with what she knew to be true severed any logic to enter her thoughts ..
Enough come on get down with the sickness open up your hate , and give it up to me ..
"That isn't the fate I was shown Inuyasha ! Though what was I wish to show you , to let you see what fell upon me , the moment you left, walking away ..."
I can see inside of you
The sickness is rising
Don't try to give up what you need ..
Can you give it to me..
" Kagome... listen to me , All of it was a trick to make you leave ! Dammit , none of what you saw happened ! Why won't you open your eyes and.." Inuyasha desperately whispered as her weak body crawled closer to him , so she could reach out with her trembling fingers , and touched the sides of his face , effectively cutting him off with his rant , in exchange for the images that were now plaguing him, and had not been known previously...
It seems all that was good has died ,
At least known to be true...
After finding that Naraku had not only had distorted what happened, darkening her with his deceit , tormenting her with lies, the beast had destroyed her while he broke her physically .. Although this Inuyasha knew , but never in the way Naraku had actually done it..
For what he saw next was humblingly painful , to say the least in what his mate's poor broken soul had do endure, and then being trapped with the condemnation in the dark ,as her only friend , alone , with only her memories to comfort her...
TBC...