I never experienced as Claire and my pack call it "jealousy". Nessie was spending a lot of time with Samuel, that's she's been blowing me. I was starting to miss her hanging out with Seth. At least Seth wouldn't flirt with her and things like that. Nessie was uncomfortable about the whole thing. Keeping her distance from Samuel for the most part. Claire told me it was because she never had a human so close to her that she got tempted for his blood and for some reason Samuel liked the fact, he made her uncomfortable.

Nessie and I finally had sometime to ourselves. There were times where i would be so close to kissing her but I didn't because I wanted her to kiss me. I loved the way I could make her heart beat faster and how nervous and especially shy she would get whenever our lips were just inches away from each other.

Nessie and I were in my house sitting on the couch watching t.v, talking having a great time. I moved closer to Nessie but she keep looking at the tv. She give me light smile. I was going to put my arm around her, when we hear my front door open.

"Hey Nessie" Samuel greeted. Nessie looked back to see him

"Oh. Hey Sammy" she greeted back. Samuel managed to take a seat right in between me and Nessie.

"So-" i cut him off by clearing my throat and he looked at me.

"Oh what's up cousin Jacob" he quickly greeted me and turned his attention back to Nessie.

"So Ness. Remember you told me wanted to see that one movie 'the Hunger Games'" Samuel said and Nessie nodded.

"Yeah?" She questioned. Samuel pulled out two movie tickets. He stood up.

"Let's go" he said.

"I actually told Jacob I would spend-"

"It's Jacob, you seen him everyday for like 16 years. Come on we're gonna be late" he said and got her hands and helped her up.

"Jacob, do you wanna come?" Nessie asked. I stood up but Samuel quickly pushed me back down. Samuel was strong, I knew if he ever phased that he would be the strongest maybe even as strong as me. Honestly I wanted him to phase. I needed some else like me around, someone who was stronger, faster and had the vampire killer instinct. I talked about it with Sam and Emily if i could just take him by the Cullens's house so he could take a whiff of their scent and finally phased. I needed someone like him. Sam understood me of course telling me he felt the same with me. But Emily wanted Sam to have a choice and when the time was right. Sam would tell him everything and if he chose to phase then we would do things my way and take him by the Cullens's house so he can have a calm, easy phase but if he didn't want to be apart of the pack then none of us could mention it to him every again.

"The tickets are sold out. The movie came out today so these were the only tickets left. So come on. You know I'll like the middle seats" he said.

Samuel finally got Nessie to go with him and on her way out. She turned to look at me.

"I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you. I promise" she said before leaving out the door.

Days Later

Nessie never made it up to me. She had school, cheer practice, and spending time with Charlie, her family, her other friends that knew her as Carlie and Jeremy. Nessie became to busy for me. It was like everyone all of sudden wanted to spend time with her.

Alana came back into my life I knew if I wanted something to happen with Nessie that I should stop, what I had with Alana but I liked having her around with Nessie is not but I keep everything public. i made sure of that. I wouldn't want to be alone with her so I wouldn't have a repeat of what happened the last time we were alone.

Nessie brought Jeremy around so the pack could meet him then we all started hanging out and that would be the only time I had with Nessie. Was when we hanged out as a group.

Jeremy's house became the place we're the pack and I could hang out. Nessie brought Jeremy all the game consoles and games he liked so we all hang out there and played against each other.

Jeremy had baseball practice and we usually got to his house when he was already home but this time i wanted to go there early maybe see if Nessie was there. My pack ended up joining me. When we got there the door was slightly opened. We walked up to the porch and i could tell that someone was looking for something because the chair was moved. Brady picked up a paper and looked at it.

"What's that?" Quil asked.

"A note" Brady answered. Brady turned the note around and read it.

"Come find me. I'm hiding somewhere in the house with a load gun. Yours has been hidden some where near you. Find and use it to defend yourself. You will be under attack once you walk in through the door. Use your gun wisely and may the obbs be ever in your favor. GAME ON SAMMY- Nessie ;) " Brady said. I pushed the door open and there was water and popped water balloons. I could hear Nessie and Samuel laughing coming from outside so I went straight to the back door. I opened the back door and my pack followed me. I saw Nessie playfully running away from Samuel. They were all wet and the ground was wet too, making it slippery and muddy that Samuel actually slipped trying to catch her. The guys laughed and so did Nessie. Samuel got up and his clothes was all full of mud while Nessie stood there just laughing. She was laughing so hard that she didn't even make a sound but her face had a big smile and eyes were nearly closed. I was happy she was having fun, I just wasn't happy it was with Samuel. He walked towards her while she was still cracking up.

"Come here. Give me a hug" he said and spread his arms.

"Ohh no. Get away from me dirty boy" Nessie told him and took steps back.

"Just come here" Samuel said and Nessie looked at him and shook her head with a smile then Samuel quickly moved towards her but Nessie ran away and he chased after her. Nessie climbed a tree and waited there.

"Come on..come down that's not fair" Samuel said looking up at her in the tree.

"Life isn't fair" Nessie told him. Samuel grabbed on to branch and started to climb the tree. Well attempted too.

"Well what do ya know. You can't even climb a tree anymore. I must say Samuel, you went all city on us" Nessie laughed as his failed attempt to climb a tree. He stumbled and i know hurt himself but he never give up and she manged to get to where Nessie was. When he got there and stood there proudly. Nessie went around the large tree then jumped off. Samuel went around too then looked around when he didn't see her anymore. He looked down.

"How did you get down there so fast?!" He yelled down at her.

"It wasn't fast, your just slow!" She yelled up at him and walked away. Samuel climbed back down then jumped off the rest. He ran towards her but when she turned around at him it was to late. Samuel had picked her up from behind and had his arms around her waist tightly. From the corner of my eye I saw the guys look at me because Samuel had just crossed the line. He was touching, hugging my girl...

They fell to the ground and started play fighting. Nessie flipped him over and he was now laying on his back and Nessie was on top him with her hands pinning Samuel to the ground.

"Wow your like freakishly strong" he said amazed and moved his arms but there was no getting out of it. Just the whole scene of it, itself pissed me off. Nessie was on top of Samuel pinning his arms to the ground and their faces were inches away from each other.

"I know. Are we done here?" Nessie asked him. Samuel just looked at her then looked at the way Nessie was on top of him.

"No, I don't know.. i kinda like you on top of me like this. Turned on by it actually" he said in his flirtatious voice. Samuel moved closer to and Nessie bent down lower. My heart stopped as i was going to be the witness of Nessie's first kiss. I saw Nessie's hand grip the ground while Samuel puckered up then Nessie give him a handful of mud right to the side of his face and got up off him.

"Oooo rejected" my pack said with bits of chuckles and laughter.

"That's my girl" I whispered to myself and smiled. She walked shook the mud off her hand and looked at Samuel and chuckled.

"Playing hard to get only makes me want you more" Samuel sang and got up off the ground. They finally noticed we were there and watching them.

"Well it looks like we missed one hell of a game" Seth said.

"Yeah, how come you never played like that with us before" Brady said and give Nessie his flirtatious look.

"That's because I'm special that way" Samuel said coming behind Nessie. Nessie nudged Samuel.

"I needed to show little Sammy here who's boss" Nessie joked.

"And plus you guys already know so" Nessie said and got all the guys worked up.

"Are you challenging us Ms. Cullen?" Seth said playfully. Nessie got in his face.

"Ohh I just might be" she said and the guys got all worked up and it quickly became like vampire vs werewolf thing but inside joke. Samuel didn't understand.

"but not today. I have to clean the house before Jeremy gets home" Nessie said.

"Awww" everyone said and went inside the house.

"You want something help?" Samuel asked.

"No, of course not you had your fun now I have mine but you do have to get yourself washed up. Emily will flip if you came home looking like that" Nessie said. ".

We walked inside the house, guys sat on the couch, made themselves at home and turned on the XBox.

"Well since you like cleaning so much why can't you do it for me" Samuel said. Nessie just looked at him with a weird face. She wasn't a fan of the dirty flirtations.

"I'll show you to my room" Nessie said. She walked up the stairs and Samuel followed.

"I like where this is going. If you guys could leave us alone now. Nessie gonna show me her room" Samuel said checking Nessie out while she went up the stairs. She put her hand on Samuel and stopped.

"Stay" she pointed at us and said. She turned to look at Samuel.

"I meant my room has a bathroom you can use" she told Samuel.

"Alright, okay boss" Samuel said. Nessie smiled.

"That's right" she said and went upstairs. I could still hear them.

"You should use a different code next time I think they knew what you might"

"Shut up" she giggled.

"See I knew you were using code. There's no bathroom in here" Samuel said and all the guy's heads turned to the staircase.

"Then what is this?" Nessie questioned.

"Well what do you know there is a bathroom in here"

"Yeah"

"I thought it was a closet"

"Just take a shower"

"Whatever you say boss"

"Sammy! Can you at least wait until I closed the door"

"I did wait but you never closed the door so I thought you wanted to watch"

"You are something else"

"The door?"

"Ohh right" Nessie said sounding embarrassed and the close the door.

"Samuel kinda remind me of someone" Embry started and nudged me as he played the game.

"you know before he imprinted and became a shy little girl around her" he whispered low and the pack laughed a little and I punched his arm and made him lost the game.

Nessie wiped the floors with her speed and was done cleaning the living room. I walked up the stairs and looked around because I've never been up these stairs. I saw family pictures and some of the pictures Nessie was in. They were happy and she looked like she was really their daughter and part of their family. I went to Nessie's room and she had pictures all of us just all over the walls and her room was so bright and colorful, completely different from her other 3 rooms. Nessie was sitting down on a chair facing the mirror wiping her face with a towel. She quickly turned to look at me.

"So what time is Jeremy coming home?" I asked. She got up and looked at her watch.

"He should be coming soon" she said then she smiled at me.

"What?" I questioned and smiled back at her.

"Nothing... I just like the fact that you two are getting a long so well. I think he looks up to you as a big brother or something"

"Well I always did want a little brother"

"I'm glad you see him that way" she said and smiled at me.

i looked at her floating shelve. There were textbooks, notebooks and some other things but the one that stood out to me was this all white stuffed animal horse. There was this one point where Nessie was completely obsessed with horses and begged Edward to buy her one. You know she had her "Daddy, I want a pony" phase and just to make a joke Rosalie suggested she just ride on me. The white stuffed horse sat under a wooden with curving on the side box so I moved the horse but then this other circled thing caught my eye. It seemed familiar to me so I picked it up and looked at it. It had almost like a wooden look to it but was silk and had two horses heads on it and a small baby blue rock on it. Then i remembered why it looked familiar to me because I saw it on Emily's kitchen table. Samuel made this and he made it for Nessie. What bugged me the most about it was that he made it for her. For us natives when we make a personal gift for someone it's a way we show that we want something more then just friendship if we give it to a girl.

"It was a gift" she told me and took it and put it back where it was and the stuffed horse too.

"From who?" I asked.

"Sammy" she answered.

Nessie change the subject.

"You should talk to Jeremy you know about... guy stuff"

"What type of guy stuff?"

Nessie just looked at me in a embarrassed and uncomfortable way

"You know guy stuff... Things that he'll be to uncomfortable with to tell me. You know guy stuff" she said. I was still a little unclear about when she says 'guy stuff' like what exactly is 'guy stuff'.

"Like i came home one day and some girl was here and they were alone-"

"You want me to find out for you if Jeremy is having sex?" I questioned and smiled and got closer to her.

"Well he's sure not gonna tell me. i don't even know if his parents had like 'the talk' with him and if not, I couldn't be the one to do it on so many levels... but you know your guy, he's a guy, you guys are friends" she said and she looked at the floor

"and your a guy with experience" she let out. I got more closer to her.

"And what would you like me to tell him if he hasn't had sex yet. To be old school and wait until marriage" i said. She looked up at me not realizing that I was so close to her and she looked right at me.

"Times are different now.. just tell him to be save if he's sexually active" she said uncomfortable. I smiled at her as she tried to avoid looking at me as she said 'Sexually Active'.

"Okay. Is that it?" I asked her and I looked deep in her eyes.

"Umm. Yeah that it" she said but stop looking in my eyes.

"Okay" i said still looking into her eyes but then I turned around and I heard her exhale. She put her hand on my arm.

"Wait, Jacob" she whispered.

"Yeah?" I questioned softly and her hand went pass my arm on to my shoulder and she just laid her hand there for a moment then her hand moved to my cheek. And she looked up at me while I looked down on her. She licked the bottom of her lip and that was enough to make my heart pound right out of my chest. I ran my left hand cross her lower back that sent chills all over her body. Then i grabbed by her right hip and pulled her closer to me. she gasped as I tried to do it gently but I literally wanted to throw her on the bed and just kiss her. There was not space in between me and Nessie now. Nessie reach up for me and then closed her eyes so I reach down for her and did the same and the bottom of our lips touched each others and...

The bathroom door just kinda burst open. Scaring me and Nessie away from each other. And there goes another moment RUINED. Both our heads shot to the bathroom door being bust open.

"So am I suppose to where the same dirty wet clothes" Samuel said wearing nothing but a pink small towel wrapped around his hips that wasn't even long enough to closer his knees. I looked at Nessie and just stared at him. With these eyes and Samuel noticed.

"or if you prefer I stay in this pretty little hot pink towel" he said smiling and leaning on the door fame. Samuel stood almost like posing for her and he lifted up his eyebrow waiting for her to respond but she never did. She just looked at him.

"Nessie!" I kinda yelled and bumped her arms. Her head moved to my direction but her eyes had took there time to look at me

"What?" She asked and looked at me for a split second and her eyes went back to Samuel. Samuel moved over to the other said of the door fame still smiling and waiting for Nessie to respond.

"Well?" He questioned. She shook her a little.

"I'll put your clothes in the washer" she said and went inside the bathroom making sure her body didn't touch his. She picked up his close and then opened the other door in the bathroom that lead to Jeremy's room

"You can pick something to wear in Jeremy's room. I'm sure he won't mind" she said. They looked at much other as he walked to Jeremy's room. She closed the door then locked it. She walked towards other side of the bathroom with her head down. She looked at me and I looked back.

"Umm I'm-Im gonna take a-a shower now" she said.

"Right, okay"

Everyone was in the living watching and playing a game, having a great time but Nessie, she didn't join us as she observed us and especially Jeremy from the kitchen. I got up and went to the kitchen and Nessie was making tea. She turned to look at me with a mug in her hand.

"You guys being here. It's most like he forgets about his parent even if it is just for that moment" she said and drink some of the tea. I walked closer to her.

"You know I never really asked you how you were dealing with this.. I know you loved them too"

"It's hard to explain. At first I was just hurt, shocked that they're not here anymore.. but sometimes i feel like they're just gonna walk through that door and when I realize they never will" she paused and the tears started to form in her eyes. She breathed in

"but I have to be strong for Jeremy" she said.

"It's alright to cry Nessie" i told her and she shook her head.

"No its not because if i do I just feel like I'm just never gonna stop and the pain is just gonna get worst and worst-" i took the mug and set it now the counter and i hugged her and she hugged me back tightly.