The Taboo

Chapter 3- The Issues with Relationships

The next morning Buefard wakes up in a uncomfortable position,then remembers last night but asumes it had to be a dream so he tries to get up but he sees Fiena on his chest so he tries to get up again. She wriggles on him to get comfortable so he keeps trying but then he starts to like the feeling,"This is wrong cuddling with her while she sleeps..but no harm I suppose" this goes on for at least 3 minutes until she wakes up,she looks at him and asks,"Umm..Buefard were you cuddling me while I slept?" he nodded slowly then she had a upset look on her face"Oh no I made my Fiena mad..my Fiena" she nods in dissaproval then smiles and nuzzles his neck,Buefard was now confused. She says"Silly pup, if you wanna cuddle just ask and you could've woken me up, I don't mind waking up to cuddle." He then realizes it wasn't a dream last night and he forms a big smile, as he was going to speak they get called down for breakfast, they decide not to say anything about their relationship to Redd or Davis or anyone. They get to the table and sit next to eachother,Redd speaks"G'mornin, now everyone I have tasks for you all, Don will accompany T-Bone later to scout and see if Lazar has noticed yet,Davis and I will stay here and plan further, Carya will guard us and you two are free today." he smiles then takes his and Davis' food breakfast Buefard asks Fiena to stay with Carya for a couple hours while he 'takes care of buisiness', she hesitently agrees. Fiena and Carya are lounging in the living room then Carya brings up a instresting topic,"So Fiena, your at the age when you'll expirience your first heat soon ,what are you gonna do about it?" Fiena was surprised,as she had forgotten about that her first heat was in 2 months,while she thought Carya said,"Well I don't know about you but I already know who I'm gonna mate with.". Thats all she said and she walked away,now Fiena had some thinking to do for sure.

Hours passed then Buefard finally came back and he took Fiena to the shak. When they got there she asked,"What are we doing here?" he smiled and opened the door for her and when she entered she was shocked beyond belief,there was a small table with candles and food and the skylight was open so they saw the beutiful night sky. She looked at him and he said,"It's our umm first date Fiena I wanted to be memorable,I hope you like it." she simply smiled then nuzzled his neck and licked his cheek. They ate their dinner while talking about random things like their favorite colors and their favorite things,but most of the time they enjoyed being there with each other. After they had eaten Fiena sang for him, he loved it then they ended up lying down and watchin the stars as usual. Fiena wanted to break the silence,"Buefard,are you sure you love me?" he looked like she had asked a stupid question,"Of course darlin,your my girl."with that said he pulled her close and licked her smiled and tried what she has been hoping for,she got on his chest and moved her muzzle close to his muzzle and got ready to try to have their first kiss,but he pulled away before they was sad but asked,"What's wrong,I thought you loved me?" he looked down then answered,"I do,but it's just..." she got irratated and said,"You hate me because I'm a cat don't you,your just like the other dogs!" she got of him and started to walk away but he hugged her from behind as he did months ago and said,"No it's not that, I just think we are movin a little too fast is all,please don't leave I need you." she looked at him and saw he was about to cry she felt bad for the accusation,she was going to answer but he interjected,"Please if you leave I don't know what I'll do, I cant live without you" he started crying,"Please I need you, I love you with all my heart Fiena please." She looked at him and nuzzled his neck,"Don't worry hun I won't abandon you,like how you won't abandon me."he smiled and nuzzled back. After they apologized they resumed cuddling under the stars and were happy that they had each other. Eventually they fell asleep and had the same thing in their dreams...each other,however there was one detail in Fiena's dream that snapped her awake,she saw a kitten mixed with a puppy,there child, she immediatly thought,"Oh no what if he wants kids...I can't bare his children...will he still love me?" in her parinoa she bumped his chin,he awoke and said on insinct,"Don't worry darlin if it was bad we can talk about it in the morning,you can say anything to me ok."she nodded and snuggled into him and hoped he would forget.

She awoke first,when he awoke she tried to distract him but he asked,"What was your dream about?"she lied and said they got got in protective mode for awhile when he calmed down they went back to Redd's where it was the same plan as the day before. He was thinking it was going to be a boring schedule but she was hoping he wouldn't notice her heat when it arrived. The 2 months went by too fast for Fiena she already felt her heat starting,she's been able to hide it from Buefard but she has had to not be in physical contact with him or it goes off,he was bound to notice and she was terrified of that. Buefard was trying to figure out why Fiena was acting weird,he decided to sleep on it but when he went to his room he saw the door slightly closed he went in and found Fiena 'taking care of her heat' he cleared his throat and she looked up and was so scared she ran without a word,he ran after her after he got over the shock. He knew there was only one place she would go,so he got to the shak and he heard crying he went in and found her curled up like a kitten in a ball crying her eyes out. He carefully approached her and nudged her with his paw,she looked at him then went back to crying, he gently got her and put her on his chest and wrappd one arm around her and his other paw he used to rub her back,he cooed her to stop crying which she did but she hasn't looked at him yet. Eventually he asked,"What's wrong,i'm sure I could help." she mumbled something and he asked her to repeat it, she looked up and whispered,"I-I'm in he-hea-heat and I don't know what to do because..because.."she just dropped her head and starting crying,he tried to get the answer and she yelled,"I CAN"T BARE YOUR CHILDREN!" he was mouth agape but he knew she was right then he figured it out,"You thought I would leave you if you can't have my my kids huh?" she nodded,he sighed and pulled her close and said,"We don't have to have children to love each other,it never even crossed my mind." she smiled slightly,then asked,"But,don't you want kids Buefard?" he sighed again and answered,"In all honesty yes but it's not what I want it's all about you ok darlin." she nods then says,"Soo if I want some can we try?" he raised a eyebrow and said,"I can satisfy your heat but we shouldn't try yet but I promise we'll try ok." she nods then gets a big grin and whispers in his hear,"Ok but if i have to wait you have to help with my heat so get to it." he gulps and soon enough he's asleep with his very satisfied feline girlfriend,and both were happy they would try for kids when the time is right. He was happy but he knew this wouldn't be the first issue in their delicate relationship.