Everyone from the party just cleared out. While Sam and Seth stayed outside helping Samuel.

I was with Nessie. I couldn't even look at her that's how bad she was hurt but I focused on her head. She had hit her head so hard and was bleeding from there too. I started to clean the cut on her head.

I noticed that her chest moving and she was breathing a little now. Then she gasped and shot right up. She looked around the room and found relief when she saw me.

"Jake" she whispered and put her hands on my cheeks and our foreheads touched each others. I moved her hair out of her face. She made a little painful sound and she touched her chest.

"How do you feel?" I asked her. She looked at her hand and her eyes widen as she saw the blood on her hands.

"Sammy? How's Sammy?" She asked panicking.

"He's okay. A little freaked out but he's okay. Sam and Seth are taking care of him. Now let me take care of you" I told her. She got up and left, to quick for my eyes to see but I found her the in bathroom looking at her wounds in the mirror.

"This is all my fault" she whispered.

"No Nessie it's not. It could of been anyone"

"But it wasn't Jacob"

"It was just bad timing"

"Because it always is" Nessie said.

We heard the door open and we looked to see who it was. It was Samuel and he was stunned to see Nessie. He took a step towards us.

"Nessie I'm so-" he paused as he watched as i got in front of Nessie. Shielding her away from him and Sam came in.

"Sammy, go home" he said as he looked at Nessie and why I was covering her from Samuel.

"Dad, I just wanna-" Sam cut him off.

"Now! Samuel" Sam yelled. Samuel took one last look at Nessie and left.

Nessie walked over to Sam.

"Sam don't be so hard on him. It was an accident" Nessie said angry.

"Samuel" She called but Sam blocked her way out the door.

"It was only an accident because it was you. Look at yourself Nessie. You should be dead. I apologize for Samuel's action. I'll make sure it doesn't happen again" Sam said and left.

Nessie stayed. She took a shower and changed her clothes. When my sister moved in with Paul in their new house. I moved into my twin sisters's room but before she told me she wanted us to be more than friends back when Nessie and I spending so much time together and her sleeping over a lot it quickly became almost like her room. She kept a couple of stuff here and some clothes but recently I noticed she kept everything but her underwear here but not that I was looking through her stuff. No I was. It was one of those days when I just missed her so much and i began to wonder what type of bras and underwears, she wears. You know guy stuff that's when it was clear to me that I was seeing Nessie more like a woman and not the little girl I watched grow up.

I walked up to the bathroom and noticed the door was slightly open. I looked and saw Nessie in a gray V-neck spaghetti strap shirt in plain black pajama pants. I heard her sniffling as she tapped a cotton ball to her wounds. She was trying to relax and stop herself from crying but any movement was causing her pain. I knew this wasn't the time to being thinking about how beautiful she is but couldn't help it and I mind wondered off as I saw that her shirt fit her small and I saw her exposed hips but the shirt was long enough to cover her belly button. Then my eyes went to her big boobs and how her shirt fit her perfectly. Nessie was just perfect. Realizing that this was the most skin, I've seen from her since Claire's birthday party. I didn't realize that I was looking at Nessie sexually. For a second I loved the fact that we were alone and that we would be alone the whole night.

We were alone, it was night time. Which meant no one would be here to interrupt us and interrupt me from telling her how i feel. So i was determined to let Nessie know tonight that i had feelings for her.

I opened the door more, making my presence known. Nessie turned around to look at me and then i completely chickened out. And the fact that i did pissed me off. I don't know why i was so nervous to tell her how i feel? Why i was so scared? I mean she even got up the courage to tell me she liked me and put it behind her when i told her to give me some time. I cleared my throat and i saw her 5 perfect cuts that started from the left side of her shoulder to the bottom right of her chest near her right boob.

"Do you need some help?" I asked her and she nodded sadly.

We went to the kitchen and I got the first aid kit. I picked her up and sat her on the kitchen table. She looked at me nervously after I did that. I gave her a light smile and took a chair and over move it towards her direction. I washed my hands and sat on the chair. I was right in between her legs. I finally got a better look at her deep cuts. She wasn't bleeding as much anymore so it was a good sign, she was healing, not as fast as I wanted her to but it was a start. I started to clean her wound, trying to stop it from bleeding. Then I realized that I didn't know what I was doing so I suggested we just go see Carlisle but she quickly refused, telling me that if her dad found out she would never be able to see us again and she was right. At this point Edward would use just about any excuse to get me anyway from her and Nessie being the little daddy's girl that she is. She would listen to him. So I continued to clean her cuts.

"So what happened?" I asked her curiously.

"I don't even remember. I mean we're just talking" she paused for a bit. As I put a bit of alcohol on her wound. She quickly inhaled in pain. But later continued.

"Then he told me he liked me.. and he kissed me" she said and I quickly looked up at her and she did the same and our eyes met.

"He-He kissed you? You mean like on the lips?" I asked.

"Yeah" she answered.

"But i told him I didn't see him that way" she told me softly almost like a whisper.

"And he started saying some things then he started yelling and he got all crazy and I heard his pulse rising.. He asked me if I smelled something and I told him that i didn't and he just... He said something and then he just phased" she told me. I focused my eyes to her wounded again.

"What did he say?" I asked her. She began to think then touch the side of her head that had a cut too but that cut was almost healed.

"I can't remember" she answered. Nessie spent like 17 minutes trying to figure out what happened. I looked through the first aid for a cream when Nessie spoke.

"Who marked you?" She told me.

"What?" I questioned nervously because I knew what it meant. Samuel saw and felt that someone had imprinted on her. And that's how it felt to see someone else imprint. You feel like that person has been I guess you can say marked.

"That's what he said right before he phased... Who marked you?" She said and kept her eyes on me but I couldn't look at her. I saw her shoulder move and her arm. She put her hand on my chin and lifted my head up.

"What does that mean?" She asked and we just looked at each other.

"I don't know" I said and looked away more her and put more cream on her wound.

"You think it has something to do with me being half a vampire?" She questioned.

"It might"

"This is just all my fault"

"It's not"

"You guys told me to stay away from him. And I didn't listen"

"Nessie its not your fault"

"Yes it is. Emily and Sam shipped Sammy away because they didn't want him to phase. He comes back and that is exactly what happens"

"Emily is the only one that didn't want Samuel to phase but only because she didn't want him to get hurt"

"Whatever it's still all my fault"

A little while later

"I'm done. I would wrap it but I don't have anything to wrap it with so" I said. I walked Nessie to my room/her room and I helped her into bed. She thanked me and I walked toward the door way and turned off the light right before I was going to leave.

"Do you want or need anything?" I asked her.

"Yeah I'm a bit cold" she answered. I noticed that she was only covered in a thin layer of bed sheets.

"I'll get you some more blankets" I said and turned around to leave the room

"Actually I...I kinda need my wounds to have a little bit of air. If I keep them covered. They wouldn't heal as fast" she said.

"so can you do me the favor?" She asked and I smiled big. I turned to look at her and she moved to the side. I give her a light smile. I walked over to her.

"When the owner makes a command the dog must obey" I told her and got into bed with her. She lifted her head up a little so I could but my arm under her and I laid my hand on her shoulder.

"This is why Rosalie won't stop bugging you because after a while you encourage her comments by accepting them" she told me.

"Well it's true" I whispered to her and she looked up at me while I looked down at her.

"I'm not your owner Jake" she said. I put my hand on her cheek.

"What if I were to tell you, that you were"

"Then i would ask you, of what part?"

"And I would answer, of all of them" I whispered. She moved up and turned her body around to me. she put her hand on my cheek and she give me a smile and I smiled back at her. Nessie moved closer to me and her lips just kept getting closed to mine and everything just moved in slow motion. Our noses touched and Nessie positioned herself again. I leaned in and our lips just barely touched each others and a painful sound escaped her lips and she looked away. Her hand moved from my cheek and to shoulder and she gripped it. Then let go and moved away from me. She started breathing heavily.

"What? What's wrong?" I asked her concerned.

"Seems like Sammy did more then just scratch the surface of my skin" she said. Then she screamed. I moved over to her. But she just started screaming again. Each scream was louder than the others.

"What? What's happening?" I panicked. Nessie laid down on her stomach but i noticed her body wasn't touching the bed just legs and her hand hit the bed then she gripped the sheets and screamed.

"My wounds... There starting to heal!" she yelled at me. She turned around her back to the bed. She was just yelling in pain. I had never seen her like this let alone saw her go through this much pain before.

"I didn't know it hurted you this much" was all I could say and I saw her wounds and as they moved as if something was in them and the sound it made. I was just stunned to see all of this I mean cause I always thought it was painless to her or it only hurt a little bit but no. Nessie was feeling. And she was feeling everything.

"Yeah it does. thats why Carlisle puts me to sleep. So i wont feel anything because the healing process hurts more than the actual wound" she said trying to hold back from yelling.

"Jake, you wouldn't have any pain killers?" She asked.

"No, I don't" I answered and she screamed louder than ever. And now you could really hear it, the pain she was going through. I began to think.

"But i have sleeping pills" I remembered.

"Sleeping pills? Why do you have sleeping pills? are you having trouble sleeping?" She asked concerned. Typical Nessie asking if I'm okay while she laid there screaming in pain.

"Not really sleeping more like having trouble falling asleep-" she cut me off with one of her screams.

"but we can talk about it later" I finished and got my pills. She took all that was left.

Nessie was in extreme pain for like an hour than it slowly began to fade away and I held her close to me and cuddled her until she fell into a deep sleep.

It took two hours for all those pills to put her to sleep and she was still healing I could still hear the weird sounds it was making but with her finally asleep. I could fall asleep.

When I woke up the next morning with Nessie on my chest. I realized that I was having trouble falling asleep because she wasn't with me like this. I mean I can't remember the last time I fell asleep so quickly and so peacefully and I had only gotten like 6 hours of sleep.

I looked at Nessie as her head just laid on my chest with her hand was gently laying over my heart. I don't know how long I was looking at her but then I remembered the same the vampire that was here. I needed to talk to the pack to see if they killed it or not. I gently moved Nessie's arm off me and gently and quietly tried to get out of bed without her waking up. I thought I had done it until I heard her speak.

"Do you have to use the bathroom?" She asked sleepy.

"Umm no" I answered.

"Then too bad for you because I'm still sleepy and cold so your not going any where" she said and pulled me to her and I fell on the bed. I chuckled and Nessie put her arm around me and positioned herself to how she was before but this time she put her leg in between mine and moved more closer to me and pulled me more closer to her.

"There's not one thing bad, about this" I said and I hugged her tightly and we fell asleep together again.

I didn't feel that slight coldness of Nessie skin and I didn't feel her arms around me anymore so I started to wake up. I looked over to Nessie side and she was rubbing her eyes awake. I turned my body to her and she looked at me and I put her hair behind her ear.

"Hey beautiful" I told her and she blushed.

"Hello handsome" she said back at me and I couldn't help but blush, myself. We smiled at each other then she put her whole hand on my face and playfully pushed me away.

She giggled and got out of bed and I checked her out as she walked with a smile on my face. Knowing that one day, we'll have a house together and I'll see her wake up every morning of everyday just like I did now. And I'll know what it's like to feel her lips kiss mine and probably most of all how it would feel to be loved by her and how it would feel to finally to made love instead of just having sex with a person you know you don't have or want a future with.

I always thought that's what I did was because of this. I wanted that meaningless and careless sex because I wanted to know the difference between making love and having just sex. Sure if I could have chosen not to, I would have. Then I wouldn't have anything to compare the feeling I have for Nessie with. And that's what it should be about right? Being with someone that you want more than just sex with. With Nessie it's different sure I want the sex in fact more than I ever I wanted anything but I want to see Nessie after we had sex. I want to hold her I want to make her breakfast and feed it to her and then probably do it again. But like I was saying its different with Nessie I want to talk to her. I want to know how she feels and how her day is going. I want to hold her and I want to know that if I let her go she'll come back to me.

Was this what love feels like? Did I not just have feelings for Nessie anymore? Was waking up and seeing Nessie laying right next to me make me realize that my feelings for her were much stronger than I thought? Was I finally there, did I love Nessie? Was I in love with her?

Nessie opened the door and turned to look at me. She give me one of her beautiful smiles. I couldn't help but melt inside and just answer my own question. YES!

She was so beautiful and she was everything I could ever want in a girl. She was perfect. I honestly wanted to go thank Edward and Bella for making her. They really did one hell of a job. And I will bow down to them and applaud them forever. Forever? That word never seemed so beautiful to me until now. Spending my eternity with her. I smiled to myself as Nessie had walked away. I had never been more excited about the future until now.

Nessie was on the phone with Jeremy. I didn't pay much attention to but she was trying to explain to him why she hadn't come home that night. Home? I found it weird that they said that to each other. Nessie rightful home was with her parents in the cottage. Even thought she doesn't even go around there anymore. That was her home. And the room she has here, at the Cullens's and at Charlie's and at the Gilbert's was only rooms were she was staying that was it. Her relationship with Jeremy is getting away out of hand. I needed to tell the Cullens about their relationship. Before it was they saw each other like brother and sister now they're acting like they really are brother and sister. I know it's not bad that they see each other like this but it's starting to worry me.

I was in my kitchen cooking. Nessie just sat on the counter top. Eating just an apple watching me cook.

"I have to find a way to hide them" she said. I looked at her as she looked down to her chest. The first thing I look at was her boobs than her scares. I guess this was how it was going to be now. Me just constantly fantasizing about her and staring at her boobs and ass and just her in generally. This meant I needed to talk to Bella so Edward wouldn't read my thought about me want to have sex with his 'little girl' and just hear me lusting over her.

"Do they still hurt?" I asked.

"Yeah I mean it still stings but you know the pain is bearable now" she said and just continued to look and feel her cuts. Her stuck her chest out.

"Do they look bad?" She asked me. I cleared my thought because she want me to looked at her cuts and I'm over here looking at her boobs. But I got myself together and looked at the cuts. They weren't flaming red anymore. The cuts hadn't healed just yet but was left was the scars that still looked just as bad.

"Very bad Nessie" I said but she heard the sadness in my voice and face and mood change.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked me.

"No its-it's nothing" I told her and turned around to stir my eggs.

"Hey" she said and playfully kicked my butt to get my attention. I looked at her

"What's wrong?" She asked me again.

"I always thought that because you were half vampire... if you were to get hurt by us. It wouldn't hurt you but now I know-" she cut me off.

"Awww hey" she said smiling and she laid out her hand and I took it. I was right in between her legs as for the first time. Nessie was the same height as me. She played with my hair. Which I always loved for her to do and I closed my eyes and our foreheads touched each others.

"Lighten up. As long as you guys don't kill me. Everything is good" she joked. I opened my eyes and looked into hers.

"It's not funny" I whispered to her. And her face got serious. She put her arms around my neck.

"I trust you. I trust all of you" she said.

"Rosalie is right. Just don't tell her I said that" I said. Nessie slowly and playfully slapped me. Although it wasn't a slap more like a side push to my face.

"She's not Jacob" she quickly said afterwards.

"I trust you. I always had and always will. No matter what because I-" she just paused in mid sentence as she just looked at me.

"Because you what?" I asked her neverously. She looked around then her eyes finally came back to mine and she took her arms off me.

"Do you smell that?" She asked me.

"Smell what? Is something burning?" I asked remembering that I was cooking then my attention went to my food. I looked at everything and nothing was burning. She jumped off the counter top.

"No" she said. She chuckled and gave me a big smiled and then she giggled a bit but before I could even ask

"I think it's Sammy" she said all happy. Then she disappeared and I heard the back door opened then closed. I lower the fire to my food and looked out the window. She walked toward the woods with my sweater and she zipped it up all the way. When she got near the woods but kept her distance. I saw this big black thing which was Samuel. I guess trying to phase back into his human form.

"Hey" I barely heard her say. Samuel walked out of the trees and looked at her. She took one step toward him and Samuel took one step back. Nessie paused and looked at what he was doing but then she went and hugged him. Sammy wrapped his head around her as she hugged him. He closed his eyes as Nessie played with his dark black fur.

"You look great Sammy" she told him and let him go.

"Come inside when your ready" she said and walked away to give him some privacy. Samuel went back into the woods and Nessie walked towards the house. I quickly moved away from the window.

Nessie came in.

"Wow did you see how big he is? I mean he's not as tall as you but wow he looks amazing. doesn't he?" She asked me but I just nodded and focused on my food.

It took a while for Samuel to come in but he eventually did. Nessie turned to the back door as it opened. I saw her smile. As Samuel walked in.

"Hey" Nessie greeted. Samuel looked at me then at Nessie.

"Hey" he greeted back. He closed the door and me and Nessie saw the tattoo. Nessie walked towards him.

"You got the tattoo so your officially part of the pack now" Nessie said. Samuel looked down at his arm and looked at the tattoo.

"Yeah, my dad made me get it" he said.

"You don't-" Samuel cut Nessie off.

"No! No because I know what it symbolizes now... I just found that scar my mom has came from my dad when he was a werewolf. And I did the same thing to you" Samuel told her and Nessie walked closer to him.

"Sammy it's okay. I'm fine. It's wasn't your fault" she told him. Nessie was about to hug him but he stopped her and looked at her. He stared at the sweater she was wearing and he unzipped her sweater. Slowly, all the way to the bottom. Samuel put both his hands on both sides of my sweater.

"Sammy" she whispered and put her hand on his and shook her head. Not wanting him to look at what he has done to her. But Samuel had opened her sweater anyway. He took one good look and quickly looked away. Nessie looked at me with this sad face. Probably hoping I would say something to make him feel better but I didn't and I wouldn't serves him right to feel bad for what he did to her. He looked uneasy not knowing what to do but he turned to look at her again. His eyes looking straight at the cuts. He clears his throat and I noticed his eyes were all watery and he was holding back tears. He clears his throat again.

"I didn't mean to-to hurt you. I swear that the last thing I wanted to do" he told her.

"It's fine Sammy" Nessie said.

"It's not Nessie. If I can't control it-" she cut him off"

"You will Sammy it was your first time phasing it'll get better"

"No I know Seth has been helping me a lot... But look at you Nessie"

"It wasn't your fault Sammy. I should of listened to everyone when they told me to stay away from you" Nessie said. Samuel looked at me confused then back at Nessie.

"Why would you have to stay away from me?" He asked.

"Your father didn't tell you about me?" She questioned.

"No I was so worried about you. You were bleeding like crazy and they weren't calling the ambulance. I panicked but my dad just assured me. You would be okay" he answered.

"And I am. Like I told you Sammy this was all my fault"

"Why would it be your fault?"

"I'm a hybrid Sammy. which means I'm half human... half vampire"

"Vampire? how could you be a vampire?"

"How could you be a werewolf? I guess you can say I'm just like you. I was born this way"

"Someone can't just be born a vampire"

"I was. Bella and Edward are my biological parents"

"You mean your sister and her boyfriend?"

"Yeah"

"They are also like you?"

"No there full vampires. Which is why you only know them by pictures because-"

"The scent of a vampire makes us phase... Nessie I didn't phase because of you. There was-" I interrupted him by clearly my throat. Samuel looked at me and shook my head. Nessie followed his look and looked at me. I quickly looked down to my food and started eating.

"Jacob" Nessie said but I just focused on my food. Nessie walked over to me.

"Did Sammy phase because there's a vampire in town?" She asked me. I looked at her

"No" I lied. She crossed her arms at me and rise her eyebrow.

"Samuel phased cause there's a vampire in town" I confessed.

"Was. Seth showed me the ropes yesterday. I watched someone get their head ripped off" Samuel said but Nessie just kept her attention to me.

"When were you planning on tell me there was a vampire in town?" She asked me.

"You know when they told me they killed it. So Nessie there's a vampire in town" I joked.

"Jake" she said putting her hand on her head.

"You were hurt Nessie. I didn't want to make it worse by telling you had a vampire after you" I said.

"Wait, the vampire was after you?" Samuel asked.

"Yeah apparently I have this unusual scent that just draws them to me" she said.

"Yeah I know the feeling" Samuel let out and Nessie turned to look at him.

"You smell different to me it's not like a vampire but I don't even know how to explain it. You just smell different to me" Samuel said. Nessie just continued to look at him.

"Well I have to go. I shouldn't even be here right now. I'm grounded" Samuel said and Nessie nodded.

"I really I'm sorry" he said sadly. Nessie went over to hug him.

"It's nothing Sammy. Could of been worse" she said. Samuel looked me as they hugged and then he quickly let her go then he left.

I drove Nessie to Jeremy's. He came outside once I pulled up into the house. He had this manly and almost defensive stand but once he noticed it was me. It kinda went away.

"Hey Jake!" He yelled.

"What's up Jeremy" I yelled back at him.

"Oh you know just here worried!" He yelled and pointed at Nessie as she got out of the car. We all smiled.

"You should call me. Next time you have her out this late Jacob!" Jeremy yelled.

"Will do Jere!" I yelled back him and chuckled. Nessie looked at me awkwardly and she got all red in the face.

"I'll see you later" she said and I nodded.

"Bye Jeremy!" I yelled and he said it back. Nessie walked towards the front door as I pulled out of the driveway.

"So did you have fun with Jacob?" I heard Jeremy ask. Nessie chuckled.

"Ohh shut up" she said and closed the door. I smiled and drove away.