I left the room. Knowing it was worse then I thought if Carlisle didn't want me to be here when Edward, Rosalie and Bella came. I kept replaying everything in my head. She was perfectly fine when I dropped her off at Jeremy's this morning. But then again when it comes to her health Nessie can make it seem like she was perfectly fine. It took me about 15 minutes to get myself to actually leave. I opened the front door only to be greeted by the 'lovely' Blonde. She had the evil vampire look in her eyes. I braced myself to what she would do. I was so focused on Nessie that I didn't hear her coming. She grab me by my shirt and threw me into the air.

Once I slammed down to the ground. I got up quickly.

"I'm not in the mood Rosalie!" I yelled at her while she continued to walk towards me. I forgot about my worries towards Nessie and only felt anger as it was slowly turning into rage as I was being dealt with as if I was the one to put her in this state.

"What Happened?!" Rosalie yelled back at me.

"Yes, What Happened?" Edward said as he appeared in front of me and did the same thing as Rosalie but this time I broke a tree.

I managed to get up quick. During these moments was when I hated that couldn't physically hurt them because of Nessie. No matter how much I wanted to I couldn't because I knew it would hurt her and scared her.

"Nessie and Samuel were outside-" Edward cut me off.

"And where the hell were you?!" He yelled.

"Inside-" I was cut off again but this time by a beyond pissed off Bella as she appeared

"I told you to never leave her side!" She yelled at me.

"I know. I was fast getting there but not fast enough... There was nothing I could of done to stop it" I let out before they could do anything or say anything else. But Edward give me a look like he heard someone's thought. Before I knew it I was on the ground holding my broken cheek bone.

"And the fact this happened YESTERDAY!" He yelled but I was slowly tuning in and out. I saw Carlisle appear.

"Jacob is not to blame. It wasn't his fault. Renesmee is still conscious. Aware of what's going on" Carlisle said calming and being calm as Jasper appeared calming everyone, with Alice and Emmett.

They all give me this angry look and went inside.

An Hour Later

Carlisle appears in the living room

"How is she?" Bella quickly asked.

"Improving... but I would have to go straight into surgery"

"What? Why?" We all seemed to question. The expression on Carlisle face, I have never seen it before.

"Her stage is far pass the injuries on her chest... Jacob told me, that Renesmee had a slight cut on the side of her head but healed... So i knew she must be suffering from a traumatic brain injury but it was far more severe then I thought. I ran some x-rays that reveal. Renesmee is suffering from a cerebral hemorrhage"

"What is that?" I asked.

"It's bleeding in the brain" Rosalie said angry.

"Carlisle, Bella has a right to know your theory of this outcome" Edward let out.

"Carlisle, tell me" Bella said.

"There's only so much I can do for her Bella but it depends on her" Carlisle said.

"What do you mean?" Bella asked.

"It all depends on how much her body can take before it becomes exhausted and finally gives out"

"What are you saying? she can die because of this" I questioned and so did everyone else.

"You all have to recall when Renesmee went missing. she returned with a severe injury to head that caused 48 hours to heal. Renesmee is also human. We must not forget that. But because she's a vampire she's managed to stay alive this long. I will begin immediately" Carlisle said. Everyone stood up and left expect Edward.

"She's gonna need more blood" Carlisle told Edward so he can leave as well.

I was the only one that stayed.

Every minute that had gone by was driving me crazy. I was worried and pissed off all at the same time. I was worried about Nessie and I was pissed off at Samuel for phasing on her and causing this to her. I felt the heat built up inside me. I knew I had to get out of the house so I did. The second I was outside, I phased. I was getting more angry and the thought of Nessie... I just couldn't even think about how she is or else. I don't know what. My anger towards Samuel was the thing I had to not completely break down so that's what I focused on.

*What's wrong with her?* i heard Embry say. Not realizing he, Brady and Leah were in their wolf form as well.

*She has a cerebral hemorrhage* i said angry.

*What hell is that?* Brady asked.

*Bleeding in the brain* i said.

*What?* they all seemed to question.

*How this happened?* Collin asked.

*Samuel* was all I could say and I mind started with this rage towards him.

*It wasn't his fault. She shouldn't been standing so close to him!-* I cut Leah off.

*SHUT UP LEAH!* i yelled at her.

*Jacob she's right* Collin said and a growl escaped from me.

*I mean about not being his fault. You know the first time we phase we can't control it. It just happens* Collin tried to explain.

*You know, I nearly got my ass kicked because of what HE did* i said and began to pace.

*he's never gonna see her again* i said.

*Jacob. She's gonna be fine. She always is* Brady told me.

Two Hours Later

*how is she?* Seth asked. Appearing out of the woods and put some clothes on the ground.

*i don't know. Carlisle said it all depends on how much her body can take before it becomes exhausted and finally gives out*

*beside the cuts on her chest. It didn't look that bad. I didn't even know it was that serious*

*rather did i. Carlisle also said it was to do with the fact it's the second time she's hit her head* I said. Seth sighed deeply.

*she just had to inherit her bad luck from Bella* Seth said that made me let out a chuckle because he was right.

*I'm gonna head out to Emily's. I promised Samuel-* I cut off Seth because all this angier came back.

*You tell Samuel to not show his face around here because if I don't kill him. I know one of them will* I said. Every word had this rage tone to it that I've never heard me use.

*i won't tell him exactly what you said* Seth paused and just looked at me. As all the rage just kept building.

*Jacob, he's just a kid okay, cool it. We were all out of control the first months we phased* Seth said. Seth has always been an amazing friend to everyone but he was just one of those friends that always did the right thing and always was right. Up to the point you get annoyed.

*I'm not asking you to accept what he did. I'm asking you to understand... Keep me updated* he said and left. I phased back to my human form once Seth got to Samuel's house. I put on the clothes Seth brought me and went for a run.

I probably ran for an hour and a half and when I came back to the Cullens's. As soon as I opened the door, Carlisle appeared drying his hands.

"You can go up and see her, if you like.

The most time I can offer is about 25 minutes. Before I tell everyone it's okay to come back" he said and before I could answer he walked away.

I went up to check on her. She was just laying there with a wrap around her heard and her eyes closed. I got closer to her. Very gently I touched her face and I looked at her. It was so scary yet strange to see her this way. Nessie was half a vampire but the thing she has the supernatural is just her speed and strength because I guess now she couldn't heal herself. As I touched her face her eyes began to open. Then they flickered open.

"Nessie" was all I could say before her eyes closed. It looked like her body was just completed shut down

I felt a slight pull on my shirt and I looked. Nessie was slowly turning her hand and her index finger just like twitched. I grab it and that's what she wanted me to do. In my mind I just saw white like it was just a blur. Then I was back to looking at her.

*I'm sorry I got you in trouble. Very very bad trouble* I heard Nessie say in my head. It was like she was there like how my pack is.

"That's nothing new, I'm just glad your okay" I told her.

*If I die who's gonna keep you in check*

"Don't ever say your gonna die ever again"

*You okay?* she asked me worried but all I did was just look at her and her head.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

*Yeah, I'm okay* she answered.

"Then I'm okay"

*I'm sorry-*

"It's okay"

*My dad had no reason-*

"Since when does your dad need a reason to do what he does"

*I'm so sick of you always being blamed whenever something bad happens to me when I'm with you*

"Yeah, I guess Edward will never understand that you have your mother's gene of just being a magnet of danger"

*Come here* she told me. Then flashing a still blurry picture of me and her on the bed hugging. I knew if I was going to do that I wasn't going to want to let go. And my thought will wander something Edward shouldn't hear.

"Nessie-" she cut me off.

*Please, I'm cold... Come on don't be mean. Carlisle just finished picking at my brain. I deserve it* she said and I smiled.

"Okay" I said and got in bed her. Nessie was still in this paralyzed state but the bed was big enough so I could fit. I touched her cheek again and I put my arm over her. Hugging her and making sure I was giving her as much of my heat as possible because she was very cold.

*I always feel better when your here with me* she said.

Nothing in my life was starting to make sense anymore. I want Nessie and she wanted me but yet it wasn't happening for us. I'm mainly to blame but there's just so many people that just want her attention. It doesn't leave room for me and not only that. I was building up this rage towards any guy that comes within 5 feet of her. I don't know what it is, the only way I can put it to words that I was jealous of any guy that robbed me of her attention. I become this... this... uncontrollable beast now. I've always been protective of Nessie with guys but never to this extent where I don't want them even near her. Samuel stole Nessie's first kiss. Which was suppose to be with ME. I was suppose to be her first kiss. And that it enough. Nothing else will be stole from me. Nessie is not going to have her first anything if it's not with me. And I'll do whatever it takes to make sure that I will be her first everything.