It was around midnight. Carlisle, Edward, and Bella were in Carlisle's office. Rosalie and Alice were in the dining room on their fancy Mac books most likely doing online shopping. Emmett, Jasper and Esme went to do perimeter runs and I was in the living room watching TV on my couch chair falling in and out of sleep.

"Renesmee, go back to bed. You need to rest" I heard Edward say and my eyes immediately opened and I stood up in my chair. My version still blur.

"I know but you know I hate being alone and bored so" Nessie said and as my version cleared. I saw her with her oversized furry blanket and her pillow. She laid on the couch and placed her pillow on the couch as she snuggled up with her blanket. Edward smiled.

"Okay" he said then left.

Nessie sat up and was using her phone while I was still drifting in and out of sleep.

"You want anything specific" I heard Edward say

"No, I just-" Edward cut Nessie off.

"Renesmee, you need to build up your strength" he said. Again I sat up from my chair. I rubbed in my face trying to stay awake and I saw Bella lean over and kiss Nessie forehead.

"We'll be back soon" she said and Nessie nodded her head.

"And don't kill it" Nessie said.

"Okay" Edward and Bella said then left.

I watched over Nessie after a while she been to touch her head and close her eyes. Kinda like she was doing when I went to Jeremy's house.

"How do you feel?" I asked. Nessie opened her eyes and look at me.

"It still hurts. I can't really explain it" she said and look down. She started typing on her phone when she showed her phone. I stood up then stand on the coffee table. The message read

It's getting worse. That's why I wanted my parents to leave. I don't want them to worry more then they already are

I told the phone from Nessie and wrote a message back to her.

You have to say something

Nessie took her phone and started typing another message.

There's only so much they can do for me. Worrying them even more is not going to make me feel better

Even though Nessie still wasn't feeling better. She had a point and I think she didn't want to say anything for my sake. Nessie being a vampire hybrid made things worst because Carlisle didn't know what was wrong with her. Esme and the other guys were back so everyone was in the kitchen and in the dining room now. Nessie was touching and grabbing her head as I watched her and ate the food Esme made for me.

Nessie once told me that she needed blood to heal. Maybe she needs more then just animal blood.

"Can you guys just answer a question and I don't need your inappropriate comments at this point Em. But how long does it take to bring back blood?" Nessie asked as she seemed tried.

"You told them not to kill it. Nessie it could be a while" Alice said.

"Can you give me a specific time?" Nessie asked.

"Carlisle is my head supposed to hurt as if it's getting smushed together with occasional yet multiple blows to the head?" She questioned. Carlisle took her by the hand and guided her back to the couch.

"You had a cerebral hemorrhage Renesmee. And it's very important that don't take another severe injury to the head. So stay still for once and just try and relax" Carlisle said. Nessie smiled and nodded.

Esme made Nessie some food because she was hungry. Edward and Bella were gone for about a hour and a half. I was back in the living room with Nessie and she had finally fell asleep. Nessie shoot up then she rushed over to the door but stammered against the doorway. I rushed over to her and held her up.

She speeded and went upstairs. I running after her. I followed her and she in the bathroom.

"Jacob, get out" she said as I got to the doorway. Nessie looked at me. her eyes pitch black, her lips pale. She looked worse.

"Carlisle!" I yelled and as I yelled Nessie got on her knees and began throwing up in the toilet. Carlisle quickly came in. Followed by the rest of the clan.

"Your body is rejecting the food" he said.

Nessie was throwing up for like 5 minutes. After she was done. She stood up with Carlisle's help. Me, Esme, Alice, the Blonde, Emmett and Jasper were all making our way out and as I heard Nessie throwing up again. As I turned to look. She was holding herself up om the sink. Then she picked up this awful cough and she threw up again. I felt this air like someone had opened a window. I turned around everyone was out of the room but I could hear them downstairs.

"Bella! You have to hurry! Nessie, she's gotten worse" Alice paused.

"She's coughing up blood" I heard Alice say. I looked back at Nessie who was still throwing up. I got closer and I saw little drops of blood scattered all over the sink.

"Oh my god... Oh my god. Carlisle, what's happening to me?" Nessie frightened. Nessie stumbled her way out the bathroom and almost fell but I was there to catch her. She looked up at me. And the way she looked at me, was a look I've never seen before. I looked at her eyes as I watched her slceras change from a white to very little pink and it was just getting darker then she had a loud grunting sound.

She slams into a wall with her speed. She was weak so she couldn't control her speed so she slammed into another wall and then disappears.

All of us ran outside the house.

"Where did she go?" Esmee asked.

"I don't know, I don't hear her" Jasper answered and we all just slit up to find her. I ran into the woods and took off my clothes then phased. My sense of hearing came stronger and I could everything around me. Expect my Nessie. This fear and worry just felt horrible like I couldn't even describe it. And I was scared. Nessie told me she felt worse and again I listened to her and keep it to myself. I was getting all these mixed emotions and for I was kinda of mad at Nessie because she felt worse and didn't say anything. She just thinks that because she is part vampire everything will heal and she would get better. And yet again to was my same theory as well.

We eventually found her about 67 miles east. I watched as Jasper picked her up and took her home. On the way back we found a trail of dead animals like 5 or 6 of them and all drained of blood. Completely sucked dry. When Jasper found her she was laying on the floor sound a sleep even snoring very very lightly.

Alice being Alice cleared her up and changed her clothes. While the rest just discussed and rambled on about anythings that could be wrong with Nessie. I, frankly was paying attention. My head was so messed up right now trying to map out everything and how Nessie's other life is going to be effected by this.

"Hey" I heard Alice say.

"How do you feel?" Alice asked.

"Okay. How long have I been out?" Nessie asked.

"About a-" Alice was cut off

"Full day" Edward lied. I found that very weird and so did everyone else but none of us questioned about it.

"Wow. It feels a bit more then just a day... Well I'm gonna try and go back to sleep. Still kind of tired" Nessie said and did just that she was sound asleep within minutes.

"Why did you lie when Renesmee asked how long she been asleep?" Bella asked Edward.

"She didn't remember but she did or what happened. She killed today Bella. That means more to her then we know. We don't want to upset her. Not while she's like this. We brought enough blood to keep set for the week" Edward said.

Three Days Later

"Hey" I greeted Nessie. As i walked in her room. She was reading a book and she smiled and put it down when she saw me. She was looking like her old self again.

"Is Jeremy doing okay?" She asked me.

"Yeah. I think he is enjoying having the house to himself"

"He didn't throw a party, did he?"

"No, but he wants to. He just doesn't know when you'll be back so" I said and took a sat at the end of her bed.

"I've been fine for the last two days. Carlisle is just taking precautions"

"And he has a right to be" I said sound all depressed because lately the way Nessie was. Was all I could think about. And Nessie caught on. She pushed away her covers and moved a bit closer to me. I turned my body around so I wouldn't look at her. She playfully pushed me.

"Why so blue Wolfy?" She questioned. I smiled as she called me 'Wolfy'.

"You haven't called me that in years" I said and turned my head a bit to look at her.

"Well I know it always made you smile when I did" she said and I smiled again bigger this time.

"So you wanna tell me what's up?" She asked. Nessie still had her head wrapped in bandages.

"Try looking at your head for starters" I said. Nessie with her eyes looked up at it and noticed the wraps so she took them off. By the time I would of told her not to take them off they were already off.

"It wasn't your fault" she said.

"You wanted to leave remember and I told you to stay"

"Exactly you told me stay. You didn't make me stay. I missed Sammy so I wanted to stay. Don't pay any attention to my dad.. or Rosalie. As long as I'm not mad at you. You don't have to beat yourself up about any little thing that happens to me"

"Little?"

"I'm hard headed. I am okay"

"Nessie can't lie to me about your health anymore and you can't hide stuff from me either.. This is me and you weren't talking about we don't keep stuff from each other. I have to be sure that if something like this happens again or if you don't feel well that your gonna tell me. Even if-" Nessie cut me off. As she got closer to me.

"Hey, hey. It's okay. I learned my lesson... Jake when we were at Jeremy's, I didn't mean not to tell you that I wasn't okay. I just thought it would fade away as time went by. It happened so fast" she said but she was so close to me I was getting caught up in the moment.

"Yeah I know" I said. And we had another one of those moments only to be ruined. Nessie quickly laid back in bed.

"Hey. Emmett and Rosalie" she greeted. I was mad at this point because if they would have just came a few minutes later I would of been able to kiss her.

"Did Carlisle tell you it was okay to take the bandage wraps off?" Emmett asked. Nessie took a long pause. While the Blonde and I killed each with our eyes.

"Yes" she lied.

"You can't lie. You know that, right" Emmett said and Nessie agreed and the giggled a bit.

"Renesmee. How many times do I have to tell you. No dogs on the bed" Rosalie said. I knew she was going to say other dog joke.

"Rose!" Nessie shot back.

"I wouldn't have to say it if you would just listen" Rosalie said and as I made my way out. I pushed her which almost made her fall but before she could get me. I slammed the door in her face. I heard Nessie's and Emmett's chuckles as they told her to relax and come over to them.