today is the day nikki and the guys leave for tour this is going to be a long week if i didn't have to do photoshoots i'd go with him today but i can manage a week without him can't i? yeah i think so as i'm driving nikki to the bus meeting area i look over at him he's looking my way and smiles

as we stop at a red light i get out my camera and take a picture then idea pops in my head i think after my photoshoot today i'm going to get a tattoo and surprise him when i go out on tour with him i smile back at him and take off when the light turns we arrive i get out and help him get his bags out

as we are standing at my trunk he wraps his arms around me and leans towards my ear

i'm gonna miss you he says

not as much as i'm gonna miss you i said

try not to have too much fun without me he laughed

you caught me i'm gonna a huge party when i get home i joked

he laughed and pulled me close for a kiss

we finally got his bags to the bus

you're on your own now i'm not packing them in there for you i said

oh i see how it is love me and leave me hanging he said

you're a big guy you can handle it i winked

are you guys gonna stand there and make out all day or what? vince said sticking his head out the door

what's it to you if we do? nikki said

do you have to share a bus with him the whole time? i asked

no thank God when we arrive we get our own buses he smiled at me

thank God i couldn't tour with that i said pointing at vince

are you always a bitch? vince shot at me

only to assholes i shot back

alright babe let me get going before princess has a heart attack he laughed and kissed me once more

on my way back to my car i ran into someone

whoa there buddy slow down there isn't a fire i said only to come face to face with dj and aj

they smiled at me sorry i'm late they didn't leave me did they? dj said

no they are still waiting on tommy i said

oh good dj smiled

hey aren't you going to join us? aj asked

yes but not til next week i have stuff to do this week i said

awe i'll miss you aj said

i'll miss you too you guys better get going before vince pitches another bitch fit i said

they laughed

see you both in a week i said as i waved and walked off...

the week has came and gone i can't believe how fast time flew i guess you don't really pay attention when you're busy i got my tattoo it's healing nicely i love it and i'm sure nikki will too since it's his face and under it, it says "sixx's angel" on my lower stomache with flames on my waist on both sides kinda like they are coming out of my pants i laughed when i thought about what nikki would say and yes it did hurt a bit but i toughed it out

i got home got my bags and headed to the airport today they have a day off i thought about calling nikki and tell him i'm on my way but decided aganist it i wanted to kinda surprise him i mean he was expecting me but didn't know when good thing he texted me his room number this morning with a picture of the beach and him two things i love

i board my flight with nothing but a smile on my face hawaii here i come and with none other than the crue and sixx am hawaii will never be the same

i finally arrive and it's gorgeous here if it's this beautiful at the airport i can only imagine the rest of it i get my bags and catch a cab i arrive at the hotel on it's on the beach eekk i'm overly excited i let out a small squeal the driver smiles at me

first time here? he said

yes sir i smiled

why are you by yourself? he questioned

not that it's any of your business i'm not here alone my boyfriend has a room here i said

don't tell me he's one of those rockers staying here he said

why yes, yes he is what's the problem? i said getting annoyed

he chuckled why would a beautiful girl like you be interested in trash like them he said

why would a douche bag old man with dried up balls be harrassing someone he don't know and talk shit about people you clearly haven't a clue about i said and walked towards the doors of the hotel

so did your darling rocker man do that to your hand? he asked

i flipped him off

he laughed

what no tip he yelled

here's a tip be a man and have respect for people asshole