AN: Smut alert!

Gen took a deep breathe, she felt a cool wet cloth on her forehead. She opened her eyes, and Jax was sitting by her bed, looking at her with cool blue eyes.

"What the hell were you thinking sis?" She winced at the anger in his voice.

"I was thinking, getting the hell out of Charming."

"Why?"

"Because, I had nothing left." She slowly sat up, swinging her beds to the side of the bed, trying not to pass out again.

"You have me, mom, Clay, and Chibs. What about Chibs?"

She got up and walked to the window and looked out and laughed. "I've been on my own since I was fourteen and mom and Clay sent me away. Really I've been on my own earlier then that and Fillip? I don't have him either."

"What are you talking about with mom, Clay, and me?"

She looked at him with tears streaming down her face. "I've always known that she wished it was me that died instead of Thomas, then when I was fourteen I heard her tell Clay, girls were too much trouble and they sent me away. I came home for two years to visit, got tired of feeling like an outsider, so I stopped coming home..no asked why! No one came to my high school graduation, I was fucking Valedictorian..."

"Sis...that's not true! Mom never wished that! God how can you even think that."

"Just stop." He tried to hug her. "I thought I could put it in my past. I thought things would be different when I came home, then with Fillip and his ex-wife...there's nothing left of the ranch...I have nothing"

He jerked her into his arms not giving her a choice, hugging her. "Sis, please." She was sobbing in his arms, he kissed the top of her head. "Filllip, is waiting to talk to you. I love you Gen. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you in the past. Why didn't you tell me, call me?"

"I love you too Jax. You were just a kid yourself...you didn't have time for my bullshit. You have a family now and don't havr time for mt bullshit. Why is Fillip here?"

"Hear him out." Jax left her room. There was a quiet knock on the door, she opened it slowly Flillip was leaning againts the door frame.

"Can I come in Lass?"

"Yes. If you want."

He came in and sat on the edge of the bed, looking up at her, he held out his hand. She took it, he pulled her onto her lap, cupping her face kissing her. She pulled away from him, getting up and walking away.

"Why did you leave me Lass?"

She couldn't look at him, if she did her resolve would crumble. "Go back to your wife and daughter Fillip,"

"I don't have a wife, I'm divorcing her. I haven't loved her for a long time." He touched her arm, he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her against his chest. "I love you, you're the one I want to be with. That first night when you came to the club, there was something about you that intrigued me. "

"Fillip, please."

"Tell me you don't love me, tell me why you left!"

"I left because I was taking you from your family, I left because I had nothing left for me in Charming, including you."

He spun her around so he could look into her eyes, he entwined his hands in her hair so she had to look into is eyes. "You have me, you'll always have me."

He kissed her. She tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let go her. She tried to fight the kiss but she couldn't resist it any longer, she opened her mouth and kissed him back, wrapping her arms around his neck.

She pulled away from him. "I love you Fillip. That's why I left.." There was a knock on the door, Fillip stepped away from her and answered it.

"Chibs, everything okay?" Clay asked.

"Yes."

"We got trailer for the ride back."

"Thanks, I'm not taking any chances. See you later today."

Clay stepped in the room. "Little girl, we'll talk when you get home."

"Can't wait!" She mumbled.

"Plan on dinner with your mom and me. We are going to have a long talk." Gen closed her eyes, great just what I want to do.

"Chibs, take your time and stay safe."

Chibs shut the door and locked it, he turned around and he picked Gen up and carried her to the bed. He gently laid her down, he crawled onto the bed beside her. "Promise me Lass, never to run from me again."

"Fillip, I'm sorry. I thought you'd be better..."

"Promise me!"

"I promise never to run from you again." He leaned over her and kissed her.

"How could I be better without you in my life? I know what Fiona told you. She lied to you, there hasn't been anything between us for a long time."

"What about your daughter?"

"She's going to love you, Gen."

"Fillip..."

He brushed the hair off her face, kissing her lips again. "How are you feeling?"

"Fine. Just tired, my head still hurts a bit."

"Let me try to help you with the cure love." He slowly started to kiss her neck, moving his hands under her shirt. Hr peeled off her boxers, he stood up and took off his clothes. He pulled her up and took her shirt, he looked down and admired her body.

"You're so beautiful."

He laid down beside her, she straddled his hips. She trailed kisses down his neck to his chest. She kissed his chest, he inhaled sharply. He grabbed her hips and dove inside her. She moaned, and started to move her hips slowly, she kissed his lips, running her tongue along his lips. She slid her tongue in his mouth, she moved her hips a little faster. She sat up straight, and started moving slow and steady.

"Lass, you're killing me!" She smiles sweetly at him and slowed down more. He groaned, he sat up, pulled her legs straight and he sat the pace. He buried his face into her breast, She arched her back, he took a nipple in her mouth and sucked. She met his pace, he pushed her backwards so he was on top of her. She wrapped her legs around his waist to pull him in deeper. They found pleasure at the same time, Fillip collapsed on top of her. They laid there catching their breathe, he rolled her over so she was laying on his chest.

They laid there with in each others arms, her stomach growled loudly. She was embarrassed, she hoped he hadn't heard it.

"Love, when is the last time you ate."

Crap. "Yesterday, morning at breakfast."

His body stiffened. "What did you just say?"

"I think you heard me."

"It's 1 pm, you haven't eaten in over twenty four hours?"

"In my defense I was too upset, them I was sick, then occupied."

"Get up, and get dressed. We are going to eat. What am I going to do with you?"

"Love me?"

"I'm going to throttle you senseless if you don't start taking care of yourself!"

She got up and fished out clothe from her bag. Fillip wen into the bathroom, when he came out, she had on lacy black panties and a matching bra. She was getting her jeans and t-shirt out.

He starred at her. "You can't wear that."

"Why not?"

"It's...it's...I won't be able to concentrate on anything knowing you have that on." She laughed at him and put her jeans on and a low cut t-shirt. She slipped on a pair of ballet flats, and grabbed her purse.

"I'm ready, are we heading home after we eat?"

"Yes."

"Let me pack up before we go." She bent down to pick up her discarded boxer sorts and t-shirt and put them in the bag. She went into the bathroom and got her cosmetics, and toiletries. She went into the room and bent over in front of him and put the things in the bag. She stood up and he was looking at her. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her.

"Keep bending over in front of me love, and you won't get fed." She threw her head back and laughed. He picked up her bags and carried it to the jeep. He loaded his bike onto the trailer.

"You aren't riding back?"

"I'm not taking any chances with you."

"I'm not running any more Fillip, I promised you!"

He touched her face. "I know love, but I don't want you driving alone."

They walked over to the restaurant and sat down at a table, she kicked off her shoe and ran her foot along his thigh. He closed his eyes.

"Watch where that foot goes love." He opened his eyes and looked at her before looking at the menu. Her foot was resting on his knee. She kicked off her other shoe and her foot started moving along hos other leg.

"Lass..." Her foot stopped at his inner thigh. The waitress came and took their order.

"I'll have a water, a cheeseburger, french fries, and a chocolate shake." Gen said.

Gen's left foot started it's ass ult on Fillip again as he was ordering. It made it to it's destination, the front of his jeans, she rubbed her foot up and down, feeling him get hard. She watched his facial expressions and he was giving his order. His hand pushed her foot away, the one resting on his knee took over. He finished giving his order and the waitress walked away.

He looked at Gen and whispered. "You're playing with fire Genevieve Caitlin Teller! Keep it up and I will teach you a lesson."

Not one to turn down a challenge like that, she smiled at him sweetly and keep it up. "Gen, please stop." He begged but she kept on, he stood up, and grabbed her dragging her with him to the waitress.

"Miss., my wife is sick. She needs a restroom. Where is it."

The waitress pointed it out. "Do I need to call for help?"

"No she'll be fine."

He dragged her to the bathroom, opened the door, shut and locked it. He undid her pants and pulled them down. He undid his pants, picked her up and held her against the bathroom door, she wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his back, he slide inside her.

"God...you make me crazy love!"

She moaned and called his name, he moved faster, he walked over to the counter. He sat her on the counter, she buried her face into his chest so she wouldn't be so loud. She arched her back as he found her release. Her body shook, she held him tight and pulled him in as he found his release. There was a knock on the bathroom door.

"Are you okay in there? You're food is ready."

"We're fine. We'll be right out!" Fillip got her pants from the bathroom floor, she pulled them on.

She whispered "I like playing with fire."

"That''s what I'm afraid of." He kissed her and they walked out to their table to eat.

They ate their food, paid the bill and climbed in the jeep to head home to Charming. Gen didn't know what awaited when she got there but at least she knew she had Fillip by her side.