"Chibs, we need to get Gen to the hospital."
He nodded he picked her up and carried her to Tara's car, holding her in his arms. She moaned, her body stiffened and she started to fight him.
"Lass, you're safe. I have you!" She calmed down at the sound of his voice.
Tara took her into a private exam room, she treated her wounds and gave her some meds. She walked out to the waiting room, the entire MC was sitting waiting for news. Fillip saw her and stood up, and walked to her.
"How is she?"
"She and the babies are fine. She needs to be admitted for observation."
"Was she..."
"I did an exam, there was no evidence that she was raped."
He nodded "Can I see her?"
"Of course."
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She lay in the hospital bed hurting all over, she opened her eyes slowly and looked around the room. She was trying to make sense of what had happened, she heard the door open, she looked up, and Fillip was standing in the door. He walked over to her bedside, he leaned down and kissed her.
"Hold me?" He climbed into bed and pulled her into his arms. "Are the babies okay?"
"They are fine."
"Kerrianne?"
"She's safe."
She relaxed against him. "I love you."
"I love you. Tell me...what happened?"
She told him everything, how she made Kerrianne hid. That she shot five of those bastards before they got to her, and beat her. She fought back as hard as she could.
"Why didn't you hid with her?"
"There wasn't enough room for both of us. I knew what they'd do to her. I had to protect her."
"What about our babies?"
She looked at him. "What did you want me to do?" He looked at her. "There was no easy answer or choice!" She pulled away from him and got out of bed, she was instantly dizzy. He had to catch her to keep her from falling. He picked her up and laid her back in bed.
"I'm sorry Lass!" He tried to kiss her but she pulled away.
"If you think for one minute that I intentionally risked our children's lives then you can go to hell."
"Gen..."
"Just leave me alone!" He got up from the bed and walked to the door. Looking back at her, he walked out and hit the wall. Tara walked up to him and put her arm around his shoulders.
"It's going to be okay, she needs time." She said.
"I screwed up!"
"She's been through a lot tonight."
He pulled a chair next to the door and sat down, he wasn't leaving the hospital. Tara went into Gen's room.
"How are you feeling? "
"I've been better?"
"Did you tell him?"
"I can't..."
"You have to, I lied to him when he asked."
"It will change the way he feels about me."
"He loves you!"
"Please...I can't tell him!"
"Gen..."
"I was raped...how do you think he'd react? Knowing other men touched me?"
"He'll want to kill the men that hurt you!"
"He won't look at me the same. He won't want me!" She was crying.
Tara walked over to the bed and hugged her, trying to comfort her. "Please tell him." Once Gen was calmed down Tara left her sleeping. Chibs was sitting in a chair by the door, she put her hand on his shoulder.
"She needs you to be strong for her."
"I'm not leaving her." She smiled at him and walked down the hall to Jax.
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Her scream jarred him awake, he bolted out of his chair into her room ready to fight. She was sitting up in bed, gasping for air. He went to her and grabbed her. She screamed again again and started to fight him.
"Let me go! Don't touch me!"
"Lass, it's me! Open your eyes!" He shook her, she opened her eyes and looked at him. She collapsed in his arms crying.
"I'm sorry...I tried to stop them!"
"Shhh, love. It's all right. I have you!" He picked her up and cradled her in his arms. He leaned back laying on the bed, holding her on his chest. He kissed the top of her head, she was shaking in his arms. He tightened his embrace, whispering in her ear. She settled down and fell asleep in his arms.
XXX
She woke up in a panic and started to fight. The two arms tightened around her, holding her arms down to her side.
"Stop! Open your eyes and look at me!" She froze and slowly opened her eyes. She was starring into her husband's warm brown eyes.
"I'm sorry!"
He touched her face. "It's okay, love. Tell me what's going on."
"I'm fine." There was a knock on the door, the nurse came in and gave a disapproving look.
"Mrs. Telford, are you ready to go home?"
"Yes."
"I'll bring your papers in." She left the room. Fillip kissed her, I'll go get the car. Gen got up and got dressed, she was ready to put this behind her. She signed the papers and was ready to go.
"We're going to stay at the clubhouse."
"Ok."
He picked up her hand and kissed it, she smiled at him trying not to cry. They pulled into TM's lot and the lot was full. She started to panic, she didn't want to see anyone. He helped her out of the car, putting his arm around her waist he walked her into the clubhouse.
She was surrounded by club members wanting to hug her, Tara saw the fear and panic in her eyes.
"Give the girl some room to breathe!" She pushed her way through the crowd and dragged Gen to the kitchen.
"Thanks Tara!"
"You haven't told him yet?"
"I can't! "
"Tell him what?" Asked Gemma.
Both women turned around looking at Gen's mom. Tears welled up in Gen's eyes, Gemma looked at her daughter.
"The babies?"
"They're fine." She wiped her tears away.
Gemma looked at her daughter. "Christ! He needs to know!"
"Mom...I can't..."
"He should know..."
"He won't want me..."
Gemma grabbed her shoulders. "He loves you baby! Tell him! His feelings won't change for you."
"I can't! "
Gemma hugged her. "The whole club is ready to go out and get retribution for what was done to you. If they knew the truth...it would change."
"Know the truth about what?" Jax walked into the kitchen.
The three women looked at each other, not answering Jax. He stared at them, he saw his sisters tear stained face. He pulled her into a hug.
"No worries! We are going to get the monsters that did this!" She looked away from him.
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She laid down next to Fillip in bed that night, he pulled her into his arms and started to kiss her. She tensed up and pulled away from him.
"Lass, what is it?"
"We can't. It isn't safe." She put her hands on her stomach.
He looked into her eyes, he cupped her face. "I don't want to hurt you or our babies." He laid a protective had on the bump. He leaned in and kissed her, she rolled into her side with her back to him. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her against his chest.
"I love you!"
"I love you too!" She said trying to hold back the tears.
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She fired the gun and killed the first one through the door. In fact the next four thru she killed, before on grabbed her punching her in the face. She tried to fight the other four off but they were too strong. They ripped her clothes off, beating her and
She let out a blood curling scream, she sat up in bed, the door bust open. Tig ran over to the bed and grabbed her. She screamed again and punched him, pushing him away. She ran from the room, into the empty main room. She ran outside and climbed the ladder to the roof, curling up into a ball.
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TIg's nose was bleeding, she could throw a punch. He got up and walked out of the room into the main part of the clubhouse. He looked around he couldn't find her. He pulled out his phone and called Chibs.
"You need to come back to the clubhouse! She woke up screaming, I went in to comfort her, she punched me, and ran. I can't find her."
"Chirst! I'll be there soon!" He ended the call and kicked the living shit out of the Mayan laying on the ground. He aimed his gun at him and shot him between the eyes. "That's for touching what's mine!" He turned and shot the other four men, before heading back to the clubhouse house to find his wife
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She woke up to the rumble of cycles, she felt fear come over her body. She started to shake, she peeked over the edge to see who was here. She let out a sigh of relief when she saw Fillip get off his bike. She curled back into a ball, she didn't know how much longer she could keep this secret before it ended her.
She felt his hands on her back. "Lass?" She raised her head up to look at him, she sat up. He wrapped his arms around her waist and lifted her up into his arms. She put her arms around his neck and laid her head on his shoulder.
"Tell me, what's wrong love?"
"I can't get it out of my head! I keep seeing it, every time I close my eyes."
He nuzzle her neck with his lips. "I love you...I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you."
She turned to look at him. "Fillip..."
"Are you ready to come down. You have a group of men down there that are worried about you!" He felt her tense up. "Love...it's going to be okay."
He took her by the hand and led her to the ladder. He went first making sure she was closely behind him, when they reached the bottom he pulled her into his arms. "Promise me! No more roof and ladders for you!"
"I promise." She laid her head on his shoulder, he kissed the top of her head. He walked her to the front of the clubhouse, Tig was standing off to the side. Gen went up to him and put her hand on his arm.
"I'm sorry Tig."
He put his arm around her shoulders. "It's okay Princess! I need to warn Chibs about that right hook!" She smiled at him before walking back to Fillip's side.
He put his arm around her waist and pulled her close to him. He felt her tense up but then relax against him. There was another party at the club that night, she stayed her and Fillip's room. She came our for something to eat and saw one of the porn sluts hanging on her husband. The women leaned down and nibbled on his ear. Gen stood there and watched them tears streaming down her face.
She walked over to the porn slut grabbed her by the neck and slammed her face on the bar. She leaned down and whispered in her ear. "If you ever touch or look at my husband again, I will kill you!"
She glared at Fillip and stormed out of the clubhouse, she sat down on the picnic tables and counted to ten. She knew she needed to calm down and relax, getting this upset wasn't good for the babies.