Bucky didn't know what to do with B.J. They all watched her fume her rage at some training gear in the Avengers training room. "Bucky, I know what Hulk told you. I think it would be best if she talks to you or someone about the bullying and the PTSD." suggested Bruce. B.J was done with beating the crap out of everything there and sat by the window. Troy felt brave and went to sit next to her. "You okay?" Troy asked setting a water bottle next to her. B.J didn't answer and punched the wall, leaving a hole. "That's a no then. You need to talk?" he asked. B.J growled and chugged the water down. B.J looked out the window. "Look, I know you've been through a lot. I know you should talk it out." he insisted. B.J threw the empty bottle at him. "I don't want to talk." she snapped. Troy was insistent and he went to her. "Look, I just want to help." B.J stopped and threw him into the wall. "You want to help? Then leave me alone." she growled. Troy got the message as she stormed off. B.J was starting her music and it got her to think of something else.

"I will justify this pain

I will live another day

I will fight to earn my place

I will be unstoppable

Strength inside my veins

As I try to break these chains

Only honor will remain

We will be unstoppable"

Bucky saw her walking down the hall and got her to stop and pull her music out of her ears. "Please, just talk to me." B.J glared at him and went the opposite direction. Steve got Bucky and her in a conference room. Bruce was there sitting next to Natasha. Steve sat them down and took B.J's phone so she didn't ignore them or listen to her music. "Okay, out of everyone here, I asked Natasha to be here because she knows you the best." Steve said. It was easy for everyone to read that B.J was feeling betrayed. Bucky and Natasha shared a look and Bruce sighed. "Look, I understand your anger. Your PTSD is getting worse and it's transparent. B.J, you need to talk this out. Beating it out can't help you. Hulk is my rage, but on the he's calm on the inside." Bruce said with a calm expression. If he raged out, it would make matters worse. He barely knows her, so that was another factor. "That I sort of understand, but let me fight my own demons." B.J responded. Bucky sighed and took her phone from Steve. B.J caught the phone and set it down face first. "I've battled them before, so I can fight them again." she said getting up from her chair. Steve had the idea to get a group conference for her since Tony started a party. "At least tell us what happened to you in Hydra." asked Natasha. B.J turned and took the bandage off her arm. "I was burned, cut, and beaten beyond imagination. I had my demons on a chain and I used them to live. That's how I use my anger. I was just fuming at the nickname." she said walking out with her phone. The teen set her earbuds in and listened to her music.

"Dragged ya down below

Down to the devil's show

To be his guest forever

(Peace of mind is less than never)

Hate to twist your mind

But God ain't on your side

And old acquaintance severed

(Burn the world your last endeavor)"

She found a window to it by and think. Bucky and B.J were allowed to stay the night and she was calm more or less. Bucky and Bruce understood how she used her anger, but everyone knew she was keeping something from them. Like how she got the wound on her arm for one. Troy gawked at the large scabbing mark and B.J tried to hide it from him by wrapping it up again. "How did you get that?" he asked. B.J took out her earbuds after pausing the song. "You don't want to know." she answered. B.J got up and went out the balcony. Troy puppy dogged and followed her.

"Why?"

"Because."

"Because?"

"It would give both of us nightmares."

"Both?"

"I've tried writing about it in my journal, but I can't. Flashbacks, then a panic attack, and when I fall asleep after the attack, I get a nightmare."