Hey what's up, hope you all like my story so far, I am trying to make it longer adding stuff in. I am also redoing What if? And am redoing chapter16 tonight. Revised edition for NB please review.

Lillian's point of view

"Ares please hurry we need to leave soon my angel," I called up the stairs. Knowing I hated being late but life was going so well, I was still worried about today.

"Mama, I can't sleep at night," Serenity said giving me a sad look. I saw little dark bags under her aqua eyes; pain shot through me, my baby girl.

"Does Ares sleep well?" I asked her.

"Not really Mama," She said I held her hands.

"We are seeing Medulla today," I said hoping he could help the twins, I hated they couldn't sleep.

Ares ran downstairs looking perfect but I could see he was tired as well. We left the villa around noon to drive to the prison so we could test the twin's blood, Warren was meeting us there. I was worried they are not sleeping like their father; I never wanted it for the twins. I will have to figure out how to fix this they can't go down the twisted road their father went down. I drove through town hearing my cell going off so I pressed my Bluetooth answering the call.

"Dr. Williams," I hated answering like that but a patient may have tried to call.

"Hey love, I am waiting outside for you to show, are you nearly here," Warren said in a demanding tone the growl behind his words evident.

"I am driving be there soon," I said hanging up not wanting to deal with him.

We arrived ten minutes later; I could see Warren leaning on the wall waiting. I opened my door seeing Warren walking towards the hummer, the twins came to my side as we walked towards the building. Warren walking behind us as a bodyguard he looked downright scary. As we made our way to the infirmary to see Dr. Spex and Medulla.

"Ahh, Ares and Serenity how you have grown," Medulla said hugging both of them.

"It does happen when you age," Ares was the first to talk, I slapped his shoulder but he gave me that damn smile.

"So let's draw some blood from you three Warren you first," Dr. Spex said and Warren followed him to the chair.

We watched him get his blood drawn it was labeled and put in to the machine. Ares was next he did well then Serenity who flinched at the slight pinch of the needle.

I walked to the side talking to Medulla and Dr. Spex away from my sweet ones.

"Serenity and Ares are both having trouble sleeping but they're not tired at all. Same as Warren do we need to up there dose or is this normal, something they got from Warren. I hate to see the black bags under their eyes," I said my tone desperate.

"Let's see what the blood say's then we will talk, Warren still sleeps for 2-3 hours and he is fine?" Medulla asked me worried as well.

"You say fine I say bat shit crazy," I sneered at him, he just smiled.

We had to wait nearly thirty minutes before the results came in we never left I always needed to know.

"Ares disease levels are only 3% higher so we will raise his dose, and Serenity's has risen 2% so she also will need a different dose. But as they have hit puberty this was bound to happen Lillian. Please let's deal with this, you and Medulla can go over it at Sky High labs Inc.," Dr. Spex said the twins were sitting plating cards.

"What about Warrens blood?" I questioned seeing as he was avoiding the subject.

"I don't know how this is possible but his has risen on the 1-20 scale we use he has risen 10% and he hasn't missed an injection, I am very worried," Dr. Spex said his eyes moving over to Warren.

"Medulla the medication should have worked, meet me tomorrow at 9 am I have to fix this," I said almost in tears.

"What's going on love, not keeping things from me are you," Warren said his tone was cruel.

"No Warren, the doctor will explain it to you," I said near tears.

"Warren, as you know we use a 1-20 scale, Ares levels have raised 3% and Serenity's 2% they have hit puberty so it was to be expected. But they both have your sleeping disorder as well. And I am sorry your levels have risen 10%," Dr. Spex said. I felt his fear and heart break then his anger. I tried not to cry but it was a lot to take with a new villain around.

I turned around and walked to the twins explaining what the doctor said they understood. They took it in stride they knew I would fix this shit. I would take tomorrow off and work at the lab all day.

We drove home Ares was talking to Serenity, when Mika called. She and Seth were coming over which I was fine with I had some work to go over.

I look out my office window seeing Ares with Mika on his back, Seth pushing Serenity on the swing. If either turned their mates are not safe. I think Seth would go dark for Serenity, but Mika I would have to protect with my life from my own son. A sene passed by me, Willow putting herself in front of me at dinner, so Warren could hurt me when he found out I was having twins. But I have seen Willow try to protect me from her only child Warren. As if one cue my home phone goes off I bend and pick it up.

"Hello," I said.

"It can't be true Lily," Willow was breaking down.

"I didn't think it possible but the night he lost control he gave his other self-control and he didn't get it back, Warlord could rise. I will be at the lab all day tomorrow working, can you get the twins from school please," I said frustrated.

"Of course I will get them," she said I could hear her crying all the same.

"I will do what I have to Willow; I will try my hardest to help the twins and Warren. I will see you tomorrow I need to look over all their test results and configure," I said hanging up getting back to work.

I was still going over paperwork at 2 am; I was so tired I needed to go to sleep. I had tried to call Warren all night but he wasn't answering me.

"Layla, can you come watch the twins it's an emergency," I called my sister I had to find Warren.

I dressed in tight blue jeans a gray tang top that's barley covered my breast and green hoodie, I waited for Layla she was worried.

"I shouldn't be long thanks," I said getting in my hummer pulling out of the drive.

I could feel I was getting close but why was he at a villain bar, the same one I destroyed years ago. I was worried he was throughing off hateful emotions, anger he loathed everyone at this point.

I got out even when I know I shouldn't, I open the double doors. And walked in holding my head up high my dagger strapped to my arm. I could feel so many eyes on me; at this point I should have put on a different shirt my whole midsection showing, and my red sheer bra on the bottom as well.

"Hey, there my little Greek goddess," A younger villain said, he was looking me up and down his eyes full of lust.

"Sorry I am taken," I said walking by him only to be followed by him and five others.

I saw Warren with a few shot glasses in front of him, girls hitting on him. He just sat there I felt no lust or love coming off him; I would have seen him cheat as well. I am still being followed by a gang of villains.

I stood behind Warren and tapped his shoulder, he spun on the spot. His eyes going wide as he looked down to see me I had a scowl on my face. He wasn't drunk but his brown eyes had a very red rim around them.

"It isn't safe for you here love," Warren said standing up he stood 6'8".

"Is this goddess yours Warlord?" The one creepy guy asked Warren.

"She is mine she is my mate so back the fuck off her," Warren said the red getting slightly larger as his anger flared up.

He grabbed me pulling me closer to his body, and then he noticed the time and my lack of clothing.

"Your shirt damn it," he snarled at me his grip tightening on my arm.

"My War, I was so worried when you didn't answer my calls. I had been going over yours and the twin's lab results over the last 12 years. I need my husband I couldn't sleep," I said putting my puppy face on, I could still feel over whelming anger, but love and shame as well.

"So sorry my love lets go home," Warren said touching me with love.

"Warlord you can go you rule over us, but the hot little heroine stays," The one really dumbass man said, he was a beefy man.

"Oh really, and are you man enough to stop me from leaving," I said I knew someone would know me.

"I can and will beautiful Cyanide, Warlord and War are weak where you are concerned but we can deal with you," He smiled.

"Well if you had me in bed you would feel the same as Warlord and War, but there isn't a chance in hell that would ever happen," I sneered.

The gang stepped forward as did Warren most stopped in fear of him. He was very powerful and crazy but with Warlord emerging he was deadly to everyone friend or foe. I smiled a wicked smile let them attack, I could take them.

"Well you going to try and stop me little man," I said walking by him; I felt his hand close on my arm. I motion with my hand and every piece of metal in his nasty mouth came out and fell onto the wood floor.

"Bitch," he screamed in pain blood pouring from his mouth.

"I maybe a heroine but my father is Lord Chaos my husband Warlord, if you feeling like dying touch me again," I said very loud so everyone could hear, than I was walking out with a very pissed off Warren.

"War, please don't be upset with me," I said. I gazed in to his eyes I could see half Warren and half Warlord.

"I love you Lillian," he said his voice odd.

"I love you very much Warren," I said smiling running my small hand over the side of his face.

"Let's go home will you follow me War," I said and asked him, I was so tired.

"Yeah," Warren said looking over my head.

I turned and saw the group of guys looking at us with anger and lust. I just waved and smiled before Warren nearly shoved me inside my hummer. I started the engine I put the hummer in reverse and hit the gas. I laughed as the group of villains scattered as I nearly hit them. I stuck my head out of the hummer with a smile.

"OOpps," I said putting it in gear and hauling ass out of there. Warren on his Harley two seconds behind me keeping very close.

I made it home around three forty feeling bad, Layla was followed by Warren to make sure she arrived home safe.

I laid in bed waiting for my War; I needed him to hold me until I could fall asleep. I didn't have to wait long; he walked in ten minutes later; removing his shirt to reveal his tan muscled body. I watched like a teenager as he stripped off his jeans he was so damn hot.

"Love you need to go to sleep," He smiled getting under the covers pulling me close to his very warm body.

"I am scared for us Warren, Warlord comes back we will have to battle again. I am not pregnant this time what if you kill me or I have to kill you again to stop you," I said with tears running down my face, they fell in to his chest hair.

"Please don't Love, we will make it through this I promise. But If I kill you I hope Dice and Stronghold kill me right after, but if you have to kill me than do it I am a danger to you and our twins," he said stroking my hair trying to put me to sleep.

He knew I was too far gone, I was nearing a panic attack, he moved on top of me. He kissed my neck I could feel his tongue running over my collar- bone. His hands lifting his old shirt off my body leaving me naked beneath him. I could feel his arousal, want, need and love for me. I ran my fingers through his long hair; I kissed his jaw line, neck and chest as he moved his hands down my body.

"I love you War," I said as he pushed his length inside me, I let out a small cry I wasn't ready I was barley wet. He was thick and long making it hurt.

"I need you love, I love you," he said in a low growl as he picked up his pace. His hips moving in a harsh rhythm, I let out small cries. His movements became rougher and harder. I held on to his shoulders as he had his way with me.

Before I knew what happened he flipped me to my belly, his dick never leaving my body. He continued his thrusting pinning my hands above my head. I felt his warm wet lips on my back giving light kisses as his lips made contact with my skin. He was close to the edge his free hand running over my ass, I screamed as I felt his hand slap my ass very hard. He pushed my face into the bed to stop my scream from being heard by the twins.

"Oh fuck yeah scream for me," he said in barley a whisper.

I couldn't take this much longer but he had other ideas because he wasn't Cumming yet.

"Soon love," He said biting into my shoulder, I knew if I screamed he would be pissed. I could feel his perfect white teeth going into my skin and the wetness down my back. Then his thrusting was fast and hard as he was climaxing, I could feel his hot liquid being spited inside me. He kept pounding until his shaking stopped his wet hair and face laying on my back.

He pulled out pulling me into bed my head on his chest; he lit a smoke while he rubbed my hair. I was scared he was ruthless in bed tonight.

"Sleep Lillian now," he demanded as he went back to rubbing my hair.

"I need to clean your bite mark or it will get infected then I will get very sick," I said knowing he would let me up, with the threat I might get ill.

"I will help you," he said hauling us both out of bed.

"I have to go downstairs and get the medicine and some juice would you like some War," I said also asking needing him to say yes.

"Yes please, hurry up," He growled the last part.

I walked downstairs with my robe pulled around me; I had warned the twins of their father. If he did something they would light him up then get to my sanctuary. I pulled a glass out and filled it with orange juice drinking it. I pulled two sleeping pills from my bottle crushing them putting them in a glass refilling it with orange juice. I stirred it until it was fully dissolved. Grabbing the few things I would need for my back I hurried up stairs.

"Here War," I said going in to the bathroom seeing him waiting for me naked, I blushed. I gave him his juice watching him down it in one gulp, I gave an internal sigh. I removed my robe opening the medication and gauze. Warren helped clean the wound then we laid down it was five in the morning. He was getting very tired I wrapped my arms around him I fell asleep right after he went down. I was in deep shit when he found out I drugged him so he could sleep.

I woke up with a start seeing the clock say 9:23 am; I looked over to see a sleeping Warren. I hope I didn't give him too much I dress very quickly. Doing my hair and make-up before grabbing the fully dressed twins and leaving. I had to drop them off with Jennifer she knew the deal with Warren my whole gang did and they would be watching him.

I made it to the lab by 10:25 I walked in showing my clearance card. I went to my high level office when Medulla walked in with some files.

"Rough morning Lillian," he questioned me.

"I had to drug Warren at five this morning; he was at the Villain bar I destroyed years ago. His eyes have red in them he gave me his blessing to kill him," I said running my hand through my curly hair.

3:00 pm

I had been working all day Ares and Serenity's new dose was done hours ago. I was working on Warrens but I needed more blood to test so my day was done. I walked back to my office my white coat flowing behind me as I hurried. I had not heard from Warren all day again. I sat at my desk picking up my office phone, calling Sparrow.

"Did he show up for his session Sparrow?" I asked her worried he didn't.

"Yes he did, he wasn't doing well Warlord wants out. And Warren is fighting him again. But Warlord doesn't want to hurt you this time he wants you for himself. Weird Warlord and War are the same person. And they know that they are merging as the same person where Warren will always be there but with a Warlord like attitude. "Sparrow said.

"Fuck me, can it be stopped?" I asked I can't marry Warlord.

"Not in time Lillian, I am sorry but we will need him to defeat Devil and his minions," she said.

"I have to leave him I can't marry Warlord Sparrow," I said my voice cracking.

"He is also Warren Lillian," Sparrow said her voice soft knowing I was in pain hearing all this mess.

"Does he know I drugged him?" I asked and her laughter filled the phone.

"No you better hope he doesn't find out, he was trying to figure out why he was groggy," she said we talked for another half an hour before I left to get the twins from my sister Jennifer's.

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