I know you probably hate me right now… but I'm trying to get you to love me! And don't worry, Klaine is endgame, always will be for me. I really hope this chapter makes up for the last chapter? Not completely… but maybe partially? This is still May 27th 2014.
Beta: kaylastargirl
Disclaimer: Still don't own Glee or anything you recognize.
Kurt
Walking out that door was the hardest thing he ever had to do. And yes he had to walk out that door. He needed time to think, alone. He didn't know where he was going to go. He knew he wasn't going to his brother's. He definitely wasn't going there. He couldn't deal with them right now. Maybe Nick and Jeff's? No, they were more Blaine's friends than his. Same with Wes and David, and besides Lily was staying with them at the moment. He didn't want to explain to her what had happened.
Suddenly it hit him. He knew who he could call. Sebastian. He had no room to judge. Kurt pulled out his phone and dialed Bas' number and waited.
Voicemail. "You've reached Sebastian Smythe. I'm probably too busy hanging out with my boyfriend Hunter to give a flying shit about you right now. So leave your name and number and I'll call you back whenever I feel like giving a shit.*BEEP*" Kurt rolled his eyes and hung up without leaving a message.
He started walking again; he knew a place that would still be open. The NYADA auditorium, the school was always open on a weeknight for clubs and stuff, so he headed off in that direction. He wasn't going to sleep there, but he could go there to clear his head and figure out where he was going to go.
He arrived at the school and went into the auditorium. He set his bag on one side of the stage and then plugged in his iPod. He sat on the edge of the stage and started thinking. He started thinking about his future. He knew he wanted Blaine in it. But he couldn't get over the fact that he knew next to nothing about Blaine. And then Blaine got mad that he hung out with Chandler. Chandler, the guy that has could not ever be compared to Blaine.
He sat there thinking for about 20 minutes, and then he decided he needed to sing out his feelings. He got out a microphone and stand and set it up. He then chose a song on his iPod and went to the microphone. He closed his eyes and waited for the song to start. When the song started, he kept his eyes closed as he sang.
(Kurt) Guess mine is not the first heartbroken,
My eyes are not the first to cry.
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you.
Kurt let the tears fall down his face as he sang, not noticing the door of the auditorium opening and someone coming in.
(Kurt) I know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you.
But, baby can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you.
He couldn't help but think about Blaine. All the good times, and all the bad. Still not noticing the person come and sit down watching, as Kurt's eyes were still closed.
(Kurt) But now,
There's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside.
I'm not in my head, hopelessly devoted to you,
Hopelessly devoted to you,
Hopelessly devoted to you.
My head is saying "Fool! Forget him"
My heart is saying, "Don't let go"
Hold on to the end,
That's what I intend to do.
I'm hopelessly devoted to you.
But now,
There's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside.
I'm not in my head, hopelessly devoted to you,
Hopelessly devoted to you,
Hopelessly devoted to you.
Kurt heard clapping and his eyes flew open. When he saw who it was he quickly wiped away his tears.
"Ch-Chandler, what are you doing here?" he asked.
"Well I was coming to practice, and I hear the most beautiful voice singing. So I came in and saw that it was you and listened. You were very good by the way. But are you alright?" Chandler asked from where he was at in the seats.
Kurt blushed a little. "Thanks you. And no, I'm not alright. I just had a big fight with Blaine."
"Do you want to talk about it?" Chandler asked nodding to the chair next to him.
Kurt started to shake his head, but then nodded. He came off the stage and sat next to Chandler, well with one seat in between them.
"So what happened?" Chandler asked, concerned.
"Well, we were out for my birthday dinner at Lattanzi, and our waiter was a guy Blaine used to have a crush on. He started singing a song to Blaine about wanting him back, and Blaine just sat there grinning like an idiot!" Kurt cried putting his face into his hands.
"Hey, hey, sh, sh, it's okay," Chandler soothed running a hand along Kurt's back.
Kurt sniffed. "And so I ran out of the restaurant, and he ran after me. We got home and had a yelling match. I then packed a bag and told him that I needed a break."
"Well in my opinion, any guy that acts like that doesn't deserve you," Chandler said.
Kurt gave a small laugh. "Thanks, I think. I think you've really helped me."
Chandler cocked his head. "How's that?" he asked.
"Just by listening and not judging me."
"It's not my place to judge," Chandler said leaning back in his seat.
Kurt gave a small smile. "So what about you? You said you needed to practice."
"Nah, I think I'm good," Chandler said.
"No, go ahead, you can choose a song on my iPod if you want," Kurt offered.
"Do you have Taylor Swift?" Chandler asked.
Kurt gave another small laugh. "Of course."
"Well okay then," Chandler said and with that he got up and went up to the stage and he looked through Kurt's iPod. He picked a song and went over to the microphone, lowering it a little.
The music started and Kurt recognized it immediately. His eyes went as wide as golf balls as Chandler started to sing.
(Chandler) You're on the phone with your girlfriend ‒ she's upset,
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do.
Kurt couldn't believe it. He was pretty sure Chandler was singing it to him. It would fit the situation a little.
(Chandler) I'm in the room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like.
She'll never know your story like I do.
Kurt didn't like the fact that Chandler was referring to Blaine as a girl, he hated that part very much.
(Chandler) But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you.
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?
Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be.
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself,
"Hey, isn't this easy?"
And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town.
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down.
You say you're fine ‒ I know you better than that.
Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels,
I wear sneakers.
She's cheer captain,
And I'm on the bleachers.
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you,
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me?
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor.
All this time how could you not know, baby ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?
Oh, I remember you were driving to my house
In the middle of the night.
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're 'bout to cry.
I know your favorite songs,
And you tell me about your dreams.
Think I know where you belong,
Think I know it's with me.
Can't you see
That I'm the one
Who understands you?
Been here all along.
So, why can't you see ‒
You belong with me?
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor.
All this time how could you not know, baby ‒
You belong with me,
You belong with me?
You belong with me.
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me.
Kurt didn't realize the song was over. And when he did he realized that his mouth was hanging open. He closed it immediately and clapped. Not slowly, but not fast either.
Chandler jumped off the stage and made his way back to Kurt.
"So? What did you think? It was for you," Chandler said sitting back down.
"I-I see that. I don't know what to say," Kurt said.
"Then don't. Let me. Kurt, I thought you were amazing the first time I laid eyes on you. And now that you and Blaine are done, I want a chance with you," Chandler said.
Kurt didn't know what to say. He was still speechless. Blaine was right, he was leading Chandler on. He finally found his words and was going to say something, but was stopped when he felt a mouth in his. Chandler's to be exact, and his tongue was demanding entrance into his mouth.
Kurt pulled away as soon as he processed what was happening. After he pulled away, he brought up his hand and slapped Chandler across the face and stood up.
"How dare you! Just because Blaine and I had a fight-which was mostly about you by the way-does not mean we are broken up. And then to kiss me like that! Not even seeing if your feelings were reciprocated! Because by the way, they aren't. They definitely are not! Blaine is the only man I will ever love, and I don't want to talk to you again! Blaine was right. I was leading you on," Kurt yelled at Chandler and he ran up to the stage and grabbed his bag and iPod and started walking towards the door.
"Kurt, I'm not sorry, please don't go, I know you have feeling for me!" Chandler called after him.
Kurt stopped where he was at, about 6 feet away from the door and turned to Chandler. Chandler smirked.
Kurt then yelled profanities in French, such profanities that would have made Sue Sylvester and Santana proud. He yelled one last word at him and then flipped him the bird, and then turned around and walked out of the school.
He got out onto the street and walked. He had no idea where he was walking too. Then it hit him. He had cheated on Blaine. He let the tears flow as he was in guilt. He didn't pay attention to where he was walking to, dodging people as he walked.
He then stopped, realizing where he was at. Home. Back at his apartment. He walked up to the door and stopped, sliding down against the wall next to the door. Waiting.
Am I forgiven yet? Or almost anyways? The next chapter should get me forgiven completely. You think? By the way if you want to follow me on twitter, I'm at (at sign)iluvglee10121. My profile picture is of Klaine, and my header is of Klaine. Surprised? Anyways… I tweet random crap, and I will tweet whenever I have a new chapter of AVKLS posted.