Heyyyyyy! So here's the next chapter! It's been a hectic week, I signed up for my classes for high school! I've got all 4 years planned out. So it's been a stressful week. I know you probably still hate me, but I hope this chapter makes up for it? I really think this is a good chapter. The first song that Blaine 'writes' is the original song 'Change' from AliceInRavenclaw. Check out her stories they're really good. This chapter takes place right about the same time the last one starts. So it's still May 27th 2014, but it will tie into the last chapter also.
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Blaine
Blaine sat there and cried for God knows how long. It could have been seconds, minutes, or even hours. He didn't know, and he didn't care. All he knew was that it felt like an eternity.
He knew that he couldn't sit there forever, so he got up and started pacing. But that didn't help. Suddenly he had an inspiration for a song. He flew into his room, dug around for his song book, and found it. He tore it open to a new page and started to write, he wrote for what seemed like ever. He then pulled his guitar to start playing but stopped. His guitar, the one Kurt got him, he started to cry again. How could he be so stupid? He should have known that Kurt was going to be mad. And yelling at him hadn't helped.
He wiped away his tears and took off his suit jacket that was tear stained, and took off his tie. He grabbed his guitar and songbook and moved out onto the couch in the living room. He set up his song book so he could see it, and then brought his guitar onto his lap, letting his emotions pour into the one song he's finished. He called it 'Change' and he thought it represented how he felt at that moment.
(Blaine)The words that hurt The words that sting Now I know What they mean When they say Silence speaks louder than words If I could I would go back to the past Fix this mess
This is me now Saying I'm sorry I'm on my knees Baby please I'm lost without you Can't find my way Through this maze I need to gaze Into your eyes Hear my cries Can't change who I was But I can change who I will be
As time goes by I wonder why I let you walk away Think again I need you to stay Hold me close Tell me it will be okay I was wrong
This is me now Saying I'm sorry I'm on my knees Baby please I'm lost without you Can't find my way Through this maze I need to gaze Into your eyes Hear my cries Can't change who I was But I can change who I will be
Blaine was so wrapped up in his song, letting a few tears escape as he sang; that he didn't notice the door opening and someone stepping in, on the verge of tears themselves, as he sang the last 2 verses of the song.
(Blaine)Too late now You walked away Left me in tears Nothing I can do I just can't get over you I will be okay Only in my dreams
This is me now Saying I'm sorry I'm on my knees Baby please I'm lost without you Can't find my way Through this maze I need to gaze Into your eyes Hear my cries Can't change who I was But I can change who I will be
Blaine looked up and saw Kurt standing there, tears in his eyes, and suit all messed up. Blaine set down his guitar against the wall next to the couch. He stood up and Kurt dropped his bag on the floor and ran into Blaine's arms.
"How long were you standing there?" Blaine asked into Kurt's neck, holding him tight.
"I heard the whole song. And I'm so, so, sorry," Kurt said into Blaine's hair, now in tears.
"No, no, I'm sorry. You have nothing to be sorry for. I shouldn't have let you walk out that door," Blaine said.
"I shouldn't have walked out the door," Kurt cried. "Because after that I did something bad, I'm so sorry for it."
Blaine pulled away a little and looked at Kurt. "What did you do?" he asked.
Kurt looked down, "I cheated."
Blaine felt his heart break in two. The person he loved more than anything in the world, cheated on him. "How?" he croaked out.
"You were right, I was leading Chandler on. I went to NYADA to clear my head. I was singing, he came in and then we talked. Then he sang me a song. Obviously meant for me. When he was done he told me he had feelings for me. I didn't respond because I was in shock. But then he kissed me. At first I didn't realize what was happening, I was still in shock. But once I realized what was happening, I pulled away immediately! I then slapped him and yelled at him and told him I never wanted to see him again. He then told me to stop and I yelled at him in French and flipped him off. I then just walked, and before I knew it I was home. I sat down next to the door, and then I heard you singing. Obviously an original, and when I heard the words, I came in. I am so sorry BB." Kurt cried into his hands.
Blaine was instantly relieved. He did the only thing he could think of. He laughed. Kurt looked up at him, "why are you laughing? I just told you I cheated and you're laughing," he asked.
Blaine took Kurt's hands into his. "Kurt look at me."
Kurt looked up at him. "You did not cheat," Blaine said.
"But-"
"No, listen to me. If you did not insinuate or want the kiss, then it is not cheating. If you had gone along and kissed him back then it would have been cheating. But you didn't, so it's not cheating. Understand me?" Blaine said kissing Kurt's hands.
Kurt nodded, "can we please pretend this night never happened please?" he asked.
"No," Blaine said, kissing Kurt on the mouth. "Because it's your birthday."
Kurt groaned, "I forgot, and I haven't even had any alcohol yet."
"Well then, let's get you some," Blaine said and he went into the kitchen and poured 2 glasses of red wine and brought them over and handed one to Kurt.
"Let's sit on the couch," Blaine said and they went over and Kurt snuggled into Blaine's arms, wine on the coffee table.
They sat there for a little while before Blaine spoke up. "You know when I was grinning like an idiot earlier, I was grinning because I had a plan in my head and I was excited."
"And what was that?" Kurt squeaked.
"I was going to reject him, in public, in front of you and all of the other people around, as payback for all those years ago," Blaine said.
"And aren't you glad he did?" Kurt asked.
"Yes because if he hadn't I probably wouldn't have met you, and I'm glad he rejected me! And I meant what I said in the song. I'll change for you. We can talk about everything and nothing about me, okay?" Blaine said.
"Yes, but tomorrow. Okay, love?" Kurt asked.
"Yep, tomorrow and forever you will be mine." Blaine said kissing Kurt's head.
They lay like that, Kurt in Blaine's arms for what seems like hours when Kurt looks up at Blaine.
"Blaine?" Kurt asked.
"Yes?"
"Sing to me?" he asked.
"Sing what?" Blaine asked.
"Anything, just sing to me," he says.
Blaine thinks of something to sing, when it hit's him, the perfect song.
(Blaine) You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left the small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You said we'll never make my parents' mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Oh oh ohh
And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
And I ran out crying and you followed me out into the streets
Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said I'll ever leave you alone
You said
I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine
(Hold on, make it last)
(Hold on, never turn back)
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
(Yes, yes), Do you believe it?
(Yes, yes), We're gonna make it now
(Yes, yes) and I can see it I can see it now
Blaine finished and heard Kurt lightly snoring. He kissed the top of Kurt's head.
"Happy birthday, Kurt. You are the best thing that has ever been mine," he said and then fell into a deep sleep.
So am I forgiven now? I worked hard on this chapter… please review? And if you want to follow me on twitter I'm at (at sign)iluvglee10121. My profile pic is of Klaine, and my header is of Klaine. And until next chapter. I may or may not post really soon because I just started softball and it's taking up a lot of my time. So sorry if I'm late with the next chapter.
