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Chapter 8
Deanna finally caved in. I was very greatful about it. I was relested the next day. They even took my casts of before I left. I just had to take it easy for they next week or two. Dean and Sam took us to our house to pack our stuff. It didn't take long for me, I just had books, clothes, and things like that. I took my posters and my bed sheets and packed them too. It took me less than an hour. I had about two small boxes of my favorate books and and a duffle bag full of clothes and sheets. I put everything bathroom related in a plastic bag and put it in the duffle bag.
Deanna was on her side of the room. Trying to figure out what to leave.
"Give me my laptop."
"Fine." She hands it to me and I put it with my clothes. "Hey, do you think that you could but some of my stuff with yours?"
"Depends. What stuff?"
"Just my bed sheets and my posters."
"Sure."
"Thanks! You're the best!" She hands them to me.
"I am taking the movies with us too. I'm putting it with my books."
"K" She spends about thirty more minutes craming all her things in bags (It was all clothes and she hates boxes) and we loaded up everything in the back and trunk. (Mostly back). Then, we were off.
Three hours later, we arrive at the bunker. Dean led us to our new rooms and helped us get our stuff in. He left us to unpack our stuff. Deanna's room was across from mine. Cream walls and cement floors were on the other side of both our dark brown, wood doors. There was one bed each, and the only difference between mine and Deanna's was that I had bigger bookshelves. We both had a small closet for our clothes and a bathroom was down the hall.
The first thing I unpacked was my books. I put the dvds aside til I knew what to do with them. Then I unpacked my clothes. Deanna was unpacking as well.
It was about two hours later before Cas walked in to check up on me. I was trying to figure out where to put my posters on my wall.
"You need help?" He asked in his deep voice I knew since I was little.
"I'm fine. Thanks though." I replied, setting my poster down to talk to him.
"I'm glad you're feeling better. I remember how scared you were."
"Yeah. Thanks. You aren't the same either. You seem more human." He had a confused face as he tilted his head. "I mean that in a good way. You have emotions. You don't seem to care if heaven doesn't like you for being you and not some good little soilder." I sat on the bed and , without words, invited him over to sit with me. He was upset over what I had just said. "I know what you did, Castiel. They don't know I can hear them. I'm so sorry about that. You tried to do right."
"Thank you for saying that, but I failed my brothers and sisters."
"They were trying to kill the world! Cas, you are the only angel I know who knows what the original mission is. Being their shepards. The whole heavenly host doesn't remember that. You where just doing what you thought was right. The other angels think you where lost when you raised Dean out of hell. That isn't true. You are better than all of them. You where forced to be in a war while everyone else faught gladly. The only reason you faught was for God's creation to be safe from the shit they want to do to it." Cas had a sad smile on his face.
"It's nice to think about, but that's not true."
"Bullshit." I stand up of the bed and stand toward Cas. "They aren't even your brothers and sisters. Family doesn't end with blood, nor does it start. Real family cares for you and not what you can do for them. They are with you no matter what. Through hard times and good. They are not your family."
"Dean said something like that once."
"It's true. You are better than all of them. You are the only one who cared even before Dean. He just gave you courage to stand up. Sometimes that's all you need."
"Yeah. Thanks." He gave a small genuine smile. "You're a pretty good angel too."
"I haven't done anything."
"You have the same problem I do. To much heart."
"If that is the case, we are both screwed." I laughed, making Cas relize it was a joke and started laughing. It was almost like when I met him.
