AmTheLion: Here's chapter 4. Sorry it has taken so long for me to update, but I've had so much to do the last weeks. Either way, I'm back so enjoy the chapter :)

Disclaimers: I do not own beyblade or its characters. I do however own this story, its ideas and the characters not from the Beyblade series.

Signs used in the story:
"Text" (person talking)
text (person thinking)

WARNING!!
This is a YAOI story, that means boyXboy (homosexual) love.
If you don't like it then don't read this story.

Chapter 4: Kai's regrets

"I…I…" Kai stuttered with a pale face and shocked eyes. Tala's blue eyes were locked on him, waiting for an answer. Kai closed his mouth and stared back at him.

"Tell me Kai," the red head said firmly. The blue haired teen took a deep breath before sighing in defeat. He dropped down on his bed, on the opposite side of the room to Tala.

"It was when I first came here. You know Garland is a year older than us, so when I first meet him I looked up to him. I was just 13..."

Kai stood in the hallway watching everyone say goodbye to their parents. He didn't have anyone to say goodbye too, he's grandfather hadn't even bothered to come on his first day of school.

"Hi there." His violet orbs fell on a silver haired boy besides him. He was smiling at him. Kai backed away from the older boy a little.

"Don't be afraid. My name is Garland. What's yours?" the silver haired boy continued to smile.

"Kai," the younger one answered and looked at the other boy with a curious look on his face.

"Well Kai, don't you have anyone to say goodbye to?" The blue haired one shook his head.

"I see. Well you want me to show you around?" Garland asked. Kai nodded. The older boy held out his hand for the younger one to take. He stared at it for a moment before he took it, a bit hesitantly. Garland smiled and started the tour of the school.

Kai was 14. He was sitting under a sakura tree in the school grounds, together with Garland. The younger one was reading a book, while the older sat there watching him.

"Kai…" Garland said after a while.

"Hm?" Kai answered still reading.

"I've fallen in love with you," the silver haired boy said. Kai looked up at him, surprised. He already knew that Garland was gay, that was one of the first things he had learned about the older boy, but he never expected that admission. He blinked.

"I mean it Kai." Garland said seriously.

"You never kissed anyone right? So you don't know if you like boys or not." Kai blinked again at the older boys comment. Then the silver haired boy leaned closer to him. With a smile and no hesitation, he kissed Kai passionately.

"So Garland was your first kiss?" Tala asked as his room-mate took a breath. Kai nodded.

"Not only that. He was the first person I ever trusted." The blue haired boy looked thoughtfully down at his hands,

"He was the one who made me realize I was gay." Tala nodded, but didn't say anything. The story wasn't over, and he was waiting for the twist at the end that he knew would come. Kai sighed and continued the story.

He was 15. A new year, and school year. But it didn't matter to Kai. He had a boyfriend, a boyfriend he had been with for a year. Kai never thought having a boyfriend could make him this happy. He was walking down the hallway when he saw it. Garland was standing with one of the new students. He cupped the younger boys chin and tilted his head up, then slowly leaned down towards him. The younger boy was in a trance. The other young boys around the two looked at them with big and admiring eyes. Then their lips touched and Kai's heart shattered into pieces. Garland broke the kiss with the boy and smiled.

"Aren't you tasty," he said and licked his lips. The younger boy turned a deep red, but continued to look at him like he was a god. Kai became furious. He stamped over to the two, which made Garland turn around. When he saw Kai he was a bit surprised.

"Kai I didn't see you." The blue haired boy didn't answer. Just raised his hand and hit Garland as hard as he could, right in the face.

"Don't ever talk to me again," he sneered before storming off to his room.

Tala stared at his room-mate.

"He cheated on you?" he asked, shocked. Kai nodded.

"Later I found out he had been doing that the whole time we were together. And before me too." Finally the red head understood why Kai didn't like or trust Garland, and with good reason.

"I don't get it…" he said.

"Don't the rest of the students on the school know?" he asked.

"They know, they just don't care," Kai replied. The two fell silent. It was getting dark, and since they hadn't turned on the light, they could barely see more than each other's silhouettes.

"Kai…" Tala's voice was low and wondering.

"mh?" Kai looked at him true the darkness of their room.

"Have you been in love since Garland?" For a moment it was quiet, and Tala almost thought that his room-mate wouldn't answer.

"No. I haven't. And I don't want to be either. I don't want to be hurt again." The red head blinked and stared at the blue haired teen's outline.

"At least you know that much," He whispered before he went to bed.

AmTheLion: That was chapter 4.

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