I know …! Two chapters in one day! ONLY FOR YOU LOVELY READERS… ENJOY. i see you are trying to understand why they didn't talk for 2 months "well they done it before" and why Castle acted like that you will find out in this chapter! And this is going to be interesting.. I am sorry about the mistakes its just i couldn't find any1 to be my beta reader and i really had to update." I fixed some mistakes in Ch6 and added some new lines just to make the story clear. If you are following my story go back and re-read ch6" thank you all.

STILL I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS

Reminder of chapter 6

"Can you wait a minute?" he smiled and looked to his phone." I have to take this call" he went to his bedroom.

"Hey babe, are you coming tonight?"

Kate stood up and tears started to ran on her cheeks. 'He is seeing someone else. This soon!' and here she was about to tell him something important she run out of his study and closed the loft door behind her.

Chapter 7

Kate got out of the building and went to her car, and drove with tears running along her face. She remembered how he acted that day in the shower and maybe this was him. Maybe he will never change after all he was divorced twice and all of a sudden.

"CRASH….."

She was so out zone with her thoughts that she missed the traffic red light, and a very fast car crashed with her car driving her to the other end of the street and into one of the power columns. She wasn't very far from Castle's loft.

"She's opening her eyes…she is a live!" a guy was standing next to her car and people were gathering she was confused...

"Ma'am, can you hear me?" the guy was pushing people away and trying to get her out of the car.

Kate all covered with blood and what seemed like she was stuck in her car just nodded.

"The ambulance will be here any minute now," the guy was trying to loosen that seat belt but no luck.

"Give me my phone please, its over there " she tried to show him where the phone was near her feet.

"Do you want me to call some one for you?" the guy asked while picking up the phone.

"Castle …. No...N…O… call Ryan te...ll him where I...am" she forgot for a second why she left so mad from Castle's loft. But once it all came back to her she told the guy to call Ryan instead.

Castle was sitting in his study sad and frustrated of himself. He didn't want to do what he just did 'pretending that he got a call, and go into his room and make it sound he had a hot date tonight' there was no call and he didn't have any hot date.

He just did that to make it easier on Kate to say what she came to tell him. That she is seeing someone, well that's what he thought she was going to tell him, but he was surprised when he returned to his study and didn't find her there. He was confused. 'Why did she leave? If she didn't like this … oh my god is it possible that I jumped to conclusions again and ruined this'.

Castle decided to not wait longer and make things right before something else confuses them. Because that's what they always do. He took his jacket, grabbed his phone and went out of the loft. He dialed her and he was surprised to hear a man answering her phone!

"Hello" the man on the other side of the line greeted him.

"Excuse me, but who are you?" Rick was getting high on mad level. But not wanting to jump into conclusions like the last time. So he decided to wait and listen this time.

"This is Katherine Beckett's phone. You are a relative?"

Castle could hear some strange voices in the background. 'Where is she, it sounds like a hospital' he didn't finish his thought when the guy on the other side of the phone talked again.

"Miss Kate had a car accident and I brought her to the hospital"

"What? WH...Which hospital? How is she?"

"I think you better talk to this guy" said the man and started talking to some one.

Castle was running toward his car now like crazy.

"You must be Ryan?" the guy asked someone and Castle was still on the phone hearing everything.

"Yes, where is Beckett?" Ryan asked very concerned.

"She is in surgery now; there is someone on the phone. Here, this is her phone answer the guy I don't know who he is.'

"Ryan… it's me Castle... Where is Kate? What happened … give me the name of the hospital"

Ryan gave him the address and Castle hung up.

He was driving like crazy. This was his fault he was cursing himself for doing that silly act. She must have gotten really mad. 'This is not Beckett, she is always careful.'

"Ryan!" Castle got there fast because the hospital wasn't that far from his loft.

"She is ok Castle" Ryan assured him and that made Castle slow his run and walk instead.

"Where is she?" he was having a flash back from the shooting. She almost died in his arms the last time he ran in hospital corridors.

"She has a broken rib and they pulled a broken glass out of her arm. But she is fine"

"Fine, she had a glass in her arm and u telling me she is fine!"

He went straight past Ryan to go and check on Kate.

"Castle, She said she doesn't want to see you now" Ryan stopped him before he entered her room.

Castle knew why. She had an accident because of him! Of course she doesn't want to see him. He stood there and turned to Ryan

"Make sure she is ok and call me if anything happens" Ryan nodded and with that Castle walked away heading to outside. 'She will hide again like the last time; she will not come back this time because I don't deserve it. I hurt her and she didn't do anything to deserve that'. And he felt that he lost her for good this time.

Castle kept walking on the cold streets not knowing what to do or how to fix this. He started to think about the night they slept together how amazing it was. She was everything he expected and much more. He couldn't keep his hands off of her and then he remembered the one thing that brought them to this point his "I love you" and he hated himself for being the reason that she is in the hospital now, If only he turned around when she came after him to the shower. If only he didn't let her go things might have taken another way, but no, he had to be stupid and say what he was thinking out loud. He was so hurt at that time that he didn't care they were naked in the shower. He felt like he was a fool to wait for her all this time and she didn't feel the same way about him. He thought she had sex with him because she felt guilty for keeping him around and guilty for not having the same feelings toward him. He didn't think right, not until it was too late and when he called after her to apologize she was gone. He didn't dare to call her after that. He kept asking about her and checking on her from the guys and from what they said she was mad and he knew that she needed time till she is calm and that is when he will step in again and fix this. He knew that he shouldn't push her more. And after all he had to start writing his next book and it was time so he took the opportunity to write and he was going to call her after he was done but she surprised him when she came to his loft.

with all this running in his mind he went to the old haunt and sat in his office down stairs with a bottle of old whisky.

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