How's it going bros? Here is the next chapter of YSYWNSGM... that's really long...
Anyway... some of you Blainer's fans may be slightly... angry (?) at me... but anyway, you'll have to read to figure out why.
Our Blainers also gets a bit sweary in this chapter so... sorry.

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Bye Bro's

Chapter 6 - Arguments and Bad Decisions

Kurt remembers finding the note. He remembers the way the tears fell down his face when he read the words that tore down his boyfriend. The words that made him realise what was happening. He also remembers the heart break that he felt. It was what kicked him into action and sent him racing downstairs out of his house and into his car to hopefully get to his boyfriend on time. He remembers charging into the other boys house and up the stairs. He remembers the sight that met him when he walked into the bedroom that belonged to the curly-haired boy and finding him laid out on the floor, with blood gushing from the many cuts on his arms, then grabbing his phone and calling for the ambulance.

The thing that amazed Kurt though, was that it only happened a few days ago. He felt like he had been sitting in that hospital room for months, it hadn't even been a week yet. He didn't know how much more of this he could take. Not knowing whether Blaine was going to wake up, and if he did, what he would be like and what would happen with their relationship. Kurt knew that he would find out if he got into NYADA soon, but he didn't really care right now. All that mattered now, was if Blaine was going to be ok, and he wasn't going to leave him anytime soon. No matter what happened between now and when Blaine woke up wouldn't matter because Kurt wasn't leaving Blaine's side unless it was for school.

"Where is he, Kurt? He hasn't been here for almost a week. " Rachael just wouldn't stop asking.

"Look, Rachael, I can't tell you what's wrong with him. Can you please just stop asking me." Kurt huffed.

Rachael looked scandalised that Kurt would talk to her that way. He was usually calm about things and just used bitchy remarks to get people to back off. This Kurt though, seemed to be in a constant state of worried and irritated.

"I'm sorry-"

"It always has to be about you doesn't it? We won't win if Blaine isn't here singing in the background. Well newsflash Rachael. It isn't always about you. People have their own problems!" With that, he turned and walked away.

Rachael stood looking down the hallway where the taller boy had just turned the corner to go to his next class. There was something seriously wrong if Kurt was just snapping at everyone. He didn't even seem that interested in Glee anymore. It was like his mind was somewhere else. She needed to get to the bottom of this.

Kurt didn't know what was going on, but he knew that Rachael had something to do with it. Ever since he snapped at her that morning, all the Glee club had been asking him where Blaine was. It wasn't that he didn't trust them enough to tell them, it was just that... He knew that Blaine wouldn't want anyone to know. Blaine had this stupid theory that if people knew what had happened then they would pity him and treat him like glass. Like everyone would think that he was weak, and not strong enough to deal with things himself. He didn't want to be seen as a weak child that constantly needed to be taken care of.

It carried on like this for the full week, and by Friday, Kurt was pissed. He was sick of all the questions they were asking, and he was sick of having to give the same answers all the time. It was like no one could function without Blaine. Kurt didn't mean it in a nasty way, but before all this happened, Finn was being horrible to him and no one else really cared about him apart from Kurt. If he was honest, he was surprised they realised he was missing.

Another reason he was pissed, was that Karofsky hadn't been suspended. So much for a no physical violence policy. He wanted Blaine back at school. They were so much stronger when they were together, they got their strength from each other.

He walked into Glee Club late, he was day dreaming, and hadn't realised how long it had taken him to walk to the choir room.

"Oh. There you are Kurt," Mr Schue started, "Say, where's Blaine this week? I haven't seen him in Glee Club."

"That is it! You don't give a crap when Blaine is here. None of you. Now suddenly, he's not here to sing back up and you all care!" Kurt had, had it. He couldn't be bothered putting up with their questions. "You want to know what happened! Last week when Blaine came into Glee Club with a HUGE bruise on his face, and he said he'd walked into a locker, and when you all LAUGHED at him!" The entire club winced at the way he spoke, "He was punched by Karofsky. He didn't tell you the truth because he didn't want to feel weak, and he didn't trust you enough with the truth! That! Was why he passed out, and that is why he's not here this week!"

Everyone in the room stared at Kurt with a guilty and worried look on their faces. "We're sorry man-"

"Shut up Finn. You are one of the people that make he feel worthless in this club. I don't know why I haven't called you out on it sooner, but I should have. All he ever tried to do is try and act like a part of this team, a part of out "family" and you constantly shoot him down for it."

"Is dolphin going to be ok?" Brittany broke the tense silence.

Kurt visibly relaxed and looked over to the blonde girl, "He should be fine. He had a mild concussion and the doctor said he needed to rest. I don't know when he'll be back, but if it were up to me he would stay home next week as well."

"Is dolphin going to leave us?"

"I hope not... I'm going to leave now. I don't think I want to join in today." With that, he turned and left the room, getting ready to go see Blaine.

The whole week was boring. Blaine had been laid in bed ever since the hospital, and unlike a normal teacher, he really wanted to go to school. He would probably have to stay at home next week as well. That would raise suspicion that he didn't want or need. When was Kurt going to get here? He was bored and at least with Kurt here, he would be able to have someone to talk to instead of doing absolutely nothing.

He heard a knock on the door downstairs, and instantly jumped out of bed to run downstairs when he heard his mother shout, "Blaine Anderson! Get you backside back into bed. You sound like an elephant the way you're running around up there. I'll send Kurt up, when you get back into bed!"

Blaine groaned and slouched back towards his bed. His mother was so infuriating at times. All he wanted to do was get out of bed and say hello to his boyfriend but noooo. He wasn't allowed to do that because he hit his head.

"- you know Blaine. Always being a big baby when things don't go his way." he heard his mother laugh downstairs.

Then he heard the sound of feet on the stairs and sat up straighter, waiting for his boyfriend to walk into his room.

"Hey sweetie, how you feeling?" The tall boy asked when he walked into the room.

"Bored." Blaine replied.

Kurt let out a laugh. He couldn't imagine being stuck at home for a week with no one there to keep him company.

"I could imagine," He replied as he sat down on the bed next to the smaller boy, "I would be too."

Blaine looked over to him with a smile, "So, what happened this week? Anything dramatic go down?"

Kurt bit his lip, should I tell him? He deserves to know...

"Err.. well... You have to promise you won't get mad at me..."

"What happened, Kurt?" Blaine looked shocked.

"Erm.. OK. See, everyone was asking where you had been all week, and I kept telling them that I couldn't tell them. But, they kept asking me like they were worried, and it got to me. I shouted at them. I told them about how you said you walked into a locker wasn't really what happened it was Karofsky punching you that made you pass out. I also called them out for acting like they care when they're all so mean to you in Glee. I'm so sorry Blaine."

Blaine sat there for a few minutes in silence. Going over everything Kurt had just told him. He then looked up at Kurt slowly. "I can't believe you."

Kurt was shocked. He opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't think of what to say.

"You couldn't have just told them that I was ill with a bug or something! NO! Why should you? Why shouldn't everyone know how weak and pathetic Blaine is? Why shouldn't he make them all feel pity for him when they've been so mean to him ever since he arrived at that fucking school! God, Kurt, I thought you had some common sense. Obviously not."

Blaine stood up from his bed. Pacing up and down his room.

"Blaine... It's ok. They won't say anything to anyone. They must care about you."

"Don't give me that shit, Kurt. You know as well as I do that in that club I'm just "Kurt's boyfriend" which is great, but they don't care about me. They care about you."

Kurt thought about what he was saying. He was right. They didn't really care about Blaine at all did they? They did just think of him as Kurt's boyfriend. He'd have to have a serious word with Finn when he got home, but right now he needed to sort out Blaine.

"Blaine, you need to cal-"

"I think you should leave."

"W-What?"

"My head is starting to hurt, and I don't want to say anything I'll regret in a few hours. I think it would be best if you just left. Come back tomorrow when I've calmed down."

"Blaine.. Please."

"I'm serious Kurt. You need to go now. I'll try and ring you later."

Blaine walked into the en-suite bathroom and locked the door behind him. Leaving Kurt stood speechless in his bedroom. What was he supposed to do now?

"Ok... I'll see you later then. Bye Blaine. I love you." And then he turned and walked out of the bedroom and out of the house.

"Bye Blaine. I love you."

"I love you too..." he whispered as he dug the razor into his skin for the first time...

Woah... cliffhanger much? :) anyway...
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