Hello there :D I know, I know I haven't updated for a while... but yeah shits happened in my life for the past couple of months that have got me a bit down and not felt the need to write... But I finally felt the need to complete this chapter and start the next. Have fun reading, and don't forget to review... :D
Chapter Thirteen
"I guess it all started after the Sadie Hawkins Dance really. I knew that going to the dance full stop was going to be a bad idea, never mind going with another boy, but I went anyway, and probably hurt the only person in that damn school that gave a crap about me." Blaine started, "It wasn't anything major... it was just after I had come out of the hospital. My friend and his family had moved away, and I didn't want to go back there... I was terrified."
Blaine had started to shake. The memories of the dance haunting his mind.
"I didn't even know what I was doing until I'd already done it. Then afterwards... I don't know. My mom and dad told me the next day that they'd enrolled me at Dalton and I didn't have to go back there and I guess it just sorta... made me realise that I didn't have to do ... that... anymore. I was going to a place where it was okay to be gay for once, and no one could pick on you for it. I could leave behind all the assholes that had tortured me back at my old school, and go somewhere where I could fit in and not have to be scared anymore. I stopped shortly after that. I tried to get in touch with my friend again... but he told me that he wanted nothing to do with me... then when I go on his Facebook page and now he's straight. He didn't want to be a disappointment anymore I guess."
Kurt watched as the younger boy was dragged into the past by his memories. He felt as though he didn't know anything about the other boy now. Blaine had never told him any of this before... never told him about how horrible the aftermath of the attack truly was. Kurt thought that his life before Blaine at McKinley was bad, but what Blaine had been through... what he was still going through was so much worse than anything he could ever have imagined.
He looked to the other boy again studying his trembling form. He knew that he couldn't push Blaine to tell him everything in one day, but he didn't think that it had started such a long time ago... that he had had to deal with it for so long on his own. He pulled the boy towards him, hoping for now he would be good enough for the boy in his arms.
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Burt walked into Kurt's room quietly to make sure that he didn't startle his son. He looked at the figure on his bed. His son's shoulders were shaking and Burt could hear the sniffles even though he knew the boy was trying to stay quiet.
"Kurt? What happened son?" He walked further into the room and sat on the edge of the bed. His son rolled onto his back so he could see his father. When Burt saw his face he instantly thought the worst. "Oh God... it's not Blaine is it?" He let out a sigh of relief when he saw his son shake his head, "So... what's wrong?"
Kurt let out a choked laugh, "I think I've just ruined everything dad. I didn't mean for it to go so far. I didn't know it was this bad, and all of this is my fault. If I had just told someone..." He couldn't continue speaking. He let out a sob and rolled back over, and buried his head in his pillow.
Burt had no idea what was going on, but he wasn't going to leave his son. He was already going through a tough time, and he didn't need to worry about anything else. He gently placed his hand on Kurt's back, hoping in some way it would comfort him.
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Blaine fell asleep soon after Kurt brought him into his embrace. After reliving the Sadie Hawkins dance, he felt like all of his energy had been stolen from him. He knew that that wasn't enough for Kurt. Hell.. Kurt didn't even know about everything that happened back then. All he wanted was why he started this time... why the hell did he tell him about everything before that.
Because you're an idiot. He thought to himself. You want to keep it a secret then you tell him. You don't want to be a failure but then you tell him things he didn't need to know. Idiot,
Flashes of the dance passed over his mind plaguing his dreams. Finding out the person he once looked up too and had a slight crush on give up and say he was straight. All stabbing Blaine in the gut. He relived the beating over and over again, even in his sleep he couldn't escape from the torture that haunted him.
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Kurt walked back into the room after using the bathroom, to see his boyfriend writhing around on the bed. He ran straight over to the bed and gently took his boyfriend by the arms.
"Blaine wake up! Please wake up." Kurt begged. He'd never seen Blaine like this before. Sure he'd seen the boy have a nightmare, but he never seemed like his was physically in pain when he was having one.
The boy continued to writhe on the bed for a while until Kurt finally got through to him. The boy woke up with a cry. He looked around the room as if he was searching for something or someone. He looked to Kurt and burst into tears.
Kurt didn't move for a moment as he was shocked that Blaine reacted like that. He then pulled Blaine into his arms and shushed him while he sobbed. He heard footsteps on the stairs and watched as Mr. Anderson walked into the room and took in the sight of his son with his boyfriend. He walked towards Blaine and pulled him out of Kurt's arms sending the boy an apologetic glance as he rocked his son in his arms. The older man whispered words of comfort to his son until he eventually fell asleep.
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When the man was sure that his son had fell asleep, he turned to Kurt and said, "I know that you want to stay and talk to him about this, but I've seen him like this before. I think that it would be best if you went home and I'll ask him to text you later to let you know that he's alright. For now... I think I need to talk to my son..."
I was going to have the papa Anderson and son talk in this chapter, but I felt that it was more important to be wrote with a lot of time and care in another chapter than shoved on the end of this one... and I like leaving you on a cliffhanger ;) I'll try to get the next chapter up soon I promise..
Also, new tumblr for just my writing. I haven't posted anything yet because I literally just made it so yeah
This is the URL : lessthanthreestories . tumblr . com
have fun with that. Bye Bye :D