Kurt's POV
Finn was helping fix Mr. Schue's tie and doing some last minute pep-talks
I continued to embrace longer than normally do wanting to fully take in this moment.
I took the time to sniff her hair and became a bit aroused as the aroma of strawberries & cream filled my senses. 'I missed you so much Cedes, it has been way too long' I said. I could tell she was smiling as she said 'I missed you boo', she slowly pulled away and stared at me for a while. 'There's something different about you Kurt, yet you're still the same if that makes sense' she said. I laughed a little bit and said nodded 'yeah I think it's something about that 'New York state of mind' it's given me my confidence back and I'm really come into my own lately'. 'It feels good to know that I can go from being that awkward baby penguin to this new confident man who feels comfortable making his own decisions.' 'I have even made a new friend there' I said smirking! 'Oh really, tell me more about this young man who has captured my Kurt's heart I want to know everything' she said folding her arms across her chest. I shyly raised my shoulders and sunk my head down ' He's 22, sophisticated, handsome and British, you know nothing special'. 'You're so coy Mr. Hummel your new boy-toy sounds dreamy and you look completely smitten but what about Blainers she asked concerned. 'Christmas together was lovely and I've forgiven for this past fidelity... I guess everyone can make mistakes. I haven't ran into him yet but I'm sure I will and as my new boy-toy as you so call it, he's very nice to look at and he's quite charming but I'm hardly smitten. Trust me, I know smitten, I'm feeling it now and it's completely different from anything I have ever felt I blurted out. Mercedes took a moment comprehend what I said and then opened her mouth then closed it again...'Kurt what are you trying to say?' At that moment I don't know what came over me and why my body was responding this way but grabbed her hands and laced her fingers with mine. I leaned down and slowly started moving my face close to hers. Her eyes grew big as I got closer, the church bells ranged loudly and I jumped and we both jumped.
Finn and Mr. Schue turned their heads towards us and smiled, 'It's show time guys I'm getting married today, I can't believe Emma and I are finally going to be husband and wife' said. 'Congrats you deserve this and I'm thrilled that I am here to see it, I always love weddings and they have a way of being magical I said as I took a quick look back at Mercedes. I quickly gave Mr. Schue a hug before Finn butted in, 'alright dude we all better get out there' we all nodded in agreement and Will, Mercedes and Finn all walked out of the room.
I took a deep breath when I thought everyone was gone and started to curse myself, 'what the hell is wrong if you Kurt why do I keep acting like this?' 'That's what I'd like to know' Finn said creeping back up on me! I jumped, ahh shit Finn what are you still doing here?, I thought I was alone, you really need stop sneaking up on people like that, do you want to give me a heart attack'? Finn simply gave one of his signature looks and then spoke " Kurt you're my brother and believe it are not I can tell when something is wrong or when you are just not being yourself', while I helping Mr,schue I was also trying to listen to you and Mercedes conversation'. I frowned, FINN... he interrupted me ' yeah yeah I know you're pissed because I was listening but you should know that you can tell me anything. may have not always been the best brother but I feel like I have grown up over the last few months. 'Also I meant what I said back when our parents got married, "we are team furt and if you need me I'm always here dude, even when it's about things that you don't quite understand! I started to cry, the wedding hadn't even started yet and I was already in tears, one because Finn was being so supportive and two I was fighting a confusing war between who I am and what my mind & heart is telling me do. I broke the hug and took the handkerchief from my pocket and dried my eyes, 'Thanks Finn that really means a lot, but I'm fine really... if I need you I'll let you know. I'm going to go find a seat and you better get back out there you guys got to start your song.'
We both quietly walked down the hallway and then split into direction directions as I searched the room and saw Rachel sitting opposite to Tina and Blaine. 'Oh my god Blaine I hadn't thought about him since arriving here, I hurried and sat down next to Rachel wasted no time firing questions. "Kurt tell e where have you been everyone has been asking about you. I saw you and Finn walk off, was he talking about me? He wants me again doesn't he? Ah it's like wedding equal automatic hanky panky time to him! If I didn't run away earlier, who knows what would have happened! Did he tell you he still thinks about old times? You know we're city people now Kurt we can't be in childish affairs, but I admit he does look pretty damn cute up there! Do you think I should have done something different with my hair? Oh I love this song she cooed, Kurt please hold my purse while I take pictures, I do not want to miss a thing! Ugh I need to fix my lipstick! 'I lost track of how many words she was saying a minute and was in disbelief how she could continue asking talking so fast without taking breath. The girl never shuts up, but I thought that I would have a little fun, 'You know Rachel you might want to hold off on fixing your lipstick, its only going to get messed up again anyway told me as soon as the wedding is over he's going to grab you and kiss you like no tomorrow, he might even grab your ass!' Her mouth fell and looked like she was about to belt out one of her big notes and her face froze that way, her eyes moved straight to Finn and he blew her a quick kiss. She turned a shade of red I never been seen before and sunk in her seat handling her camera over to Tina to take pics for her since she was not in mood and had started to sweat a little. I admit I felt really bad but she had finally hushed and it was nice to fully in enjoy the song without background noise, I took one of the fans from the seat and started to fan her.
