Hi people another songfic...wont let you go by christian alexanda hope ya like ATTENTION THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND WHO WENT THROUGH A NASTY FIRST FIGHT ADN THE ENDING WAS BASED ON THEIRS. CHRISTINA IM GLAD YOU 2 R BACK TOGETHER. AND I KNOW FOR A FACT YOU R READING THIS EVEN IF YOUR IN A DIFFERENT STATE. LAUGHING AND CRYING AT THIS DEDICATION. MISS YA!
POV
Lyrics
Robins POV
Baby I know you understand
I'm doing the best I can
I'm just trying to be your man
Ill always watch ur back for you
We had just gotten into a fight. More specifically our first nasty, horrible fight. Words were thrown dangerously and used cruelly. She used my parents deaths against me and I used her father against her. It should never have happened. I know she understands my overprotectiveness, and that I'll always watch out for her. I just want to be hers, and hers only. How the hell it got to our parents is beyond me though.
For many reasons things have changed and nothing even feels the same
Tell me how we got this way
How did we get to this place
I never in my life thought that we'd end up this way
That stupid fight changed everything, why can't I explain why it happened though. Now we are holding onto a thread in our relationship. It was all Aqualads fault anyway...flirting with my girlfriend. She may have ignored it but ugh why can't I just say sorry to her. Right my stupid ego, and huge stubborness.
Cause' I was just so in love with you
And now it feels so different
Like everything has changed
Shorty why can't we talk about it I don't know what to do
I walked to my room thinking of our good memories. Like Raven pulling pranks on Beastboy on April Fools Day. I laughed at the memories, sighed at the sad ones, and got upset after or fight and slightly angry. I don't know what to do without her. Everything is going to change and be different now. Why? Why did we have to fight?
Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't)
And im feeling so much different than before
And it feels like my whole life is crashing down
But you know (I still love you) I wont let you go
Everything feels different, my life feels like there's no purpose, just a sad, empty feeling. Without Raven my whole life is crashing down, and the thing is it has only been one hour since it happened. I love her, and if we break up I won't be able to let her go.
I never know what to expect
How bad are we gone let this get
You haven't listened to me yet
I tried to talk this out with you
I looked across from my door and looked at the name plate. Raven. I should apologize and speak out my actions to her, but shouldn't she already know why. Then again she hasn't listened to me yet. I wouldn't know what to expect, but I'll try to talk this problem out with her.
I sorta just gave up on us
But relationships are built in trust I don't trust you anyway
How did we get to this place
I never in my life thought that we'd end up this way
I knocked on her door. She opened up a few minutes later. I saw her eyes were filled with tears, but I knew she would never let them fall. I don't want to give up on us. Besides relationships are built in trusts. I trust her to be faithful, I just don't know what to think anymore.
"Raven please listen to me" I pleaded with her. I knew I probably looked pathetic, but I loved her.
"I can't Robin relationships are built in trust and you know that. Why can't you trust me to be faithful? You know what just leave me alone for now" She told me sadly, I could tell I really hurt her. Then she closed her door. I walked over to mine an layed on my bed facing the ceilling.
Cause' I was just so in love with you
And now it feels so different
Like everything has changed
Shorty why can't we talk about it I don't know what to do
I fell for her hard and now I'm paying the price. I can barely think coherently without her. She was my sunshine, my lovely sunshine. And now she was taken away...by me.
Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't)
And im feeling so much different than before
And it feels like my whole life is crashing down
But you know (I still love you) I wont let you go
If we stop for a minute Just to talk for a minute
Baby you and I Can somehow try to keep where it used to be
Change is unneeded Can you be more understanding
I heard a knock on my door. It was timid, soft, I knew who it was immediately. Raven. I walked to my door with a small gleam of hope coming forward. Even though it was a nasty fight, I won't ever love another. I opened up the door to see Raven she asked if she could come in. I nodded and opened the door more for her to come in. Once she was in I closed the door, and locked it.
"Robin, what is your side of the story?" She asked me.
"I was jealous." I said simply.
"Why? Why didn't you trust me?"
"I-I don't know. I was just scared for a second that you were enjoying the attention he was giving you and that you'd leave me for him." I said sighing lightly.
"I don't understand"
"You're not listening to me. Well you are but ugh. Me and Aqua have a rivalry over you can't you see that?" I fumed.
"No I can't, but I have one thing to ask you. Do you want to still be together?" She asked me timidly, I nodded in responce, forgetting her earlier answer. "Ok but we might have to change somethings." She said finally.
I shook my head before saying "Changes aren't needed Rae. We just need to talk to each other a little more. So we could be more understanding."
Don't you cry (I'M crying over you)
All of this is killing me
Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't)
And im feeling so much different than before (feeling so much different)
And it feels like my whole life is crashing down
She started to cry slightly and I held her as she tried to calm herself down. I knew we weren't officially together yet, so I had to wait. All of this was killing me the suspence in knowing that our relationship was hanging by a thread practically.
But you know (I still love you) I wont let you go
Cause we don't even talk anymore (no we don't)
And im feeling so much different than before
She looked up at me and smiled, I smiled too knowing all was forgiven. We shared I love yous til she fell asleep on my chest. I wrapped my arms protectively around her before getting lost in my own thoughts. This feeling was totally different but this time I liked it.
And it feels like my whole life is crashing down
But you know (I still love you) I wont let you go
I never in my life thought that we end up this way Cuz I was just so in love with you...
I looked at her sleeping form once more before letting sleep overtake me. I loved her with all my heart and now that we were together again. I would make sure to never let her go again. I thought before falling asleep with my Raven in my arms.
YAY a chapter is done finally...Review and I hoped you liked the song. AKA check out the song its sadish but really good. Also I need more songs and the artists name. if ya have a fav song ill probly do a chappy bout it :) just tell me the artists name and the song BYE! :)
DeadlyDarkAngel :)
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